(Jul 27, 2009)
你要的不是我 (Jul 26, 2009)
i was never a fan of jj and i've never like this song till i came across this tday.
怎么能忘时间多长
你快乐吗想代替你回答
你知道吗走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
怎么能忘时间多长
你快乐吗想代替你回答
你知道吗走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
:<
怎么能忘时间多长
你快乐吗想代替你回答
你知道吗走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
怎么能忘时间多长
你快乐吗想代替你回答
你知道吗走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
:<
PUNKED! ()
apparently today's shoot was 1/4 mtv. the other 3/4 was being punked. ray is freaking free i swear. so is jacky, edwin and yx. i was damn stone to react and 999 called me back. lol. starting work in 7 days time. i gonna be a no lifer soon. i need a longer break though i miss being busy with work.
sunday morning ()
it's a nice sunny sunday and instead of lying on my bed, i am going to work. nabei.
(Jul 25, 2009)
this is killing me. i swear, this IS KILLING ME! agony agony agony.
I ()
fucking fucking fucking miss you.
WHAT SHIT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO THIS TIME AGAIN?
WHAT SHIT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO THIS TIME AGAIN?
random ()
- officially official wrap today
- container yard is freaking dusty, i don't like
- i enjoyed working in this art department
- i still enjoy talking to dean & i had a nice long chat with him today
- dean asked "which is the job that you enjoyed most?" my reply: "this. happy set"
- congrats to boku for the new job cliched
- yes, i looked fierce when i don't smile/i'm tired, who don't?
- i miss seeing t on set
- decided to miss all outings (moi mates/pa mini wrap)
- i kinda prefer hanging out with older people now
- idk since when, but i came to conclusion that i prefer older man
- i need to start to learn how to guard my heart properly
- i seriously feel the heart ache whenever i think of you
- i like the gossip/complain session with matt today, seriously
- i pretty very much appreciate having matt to guide me along the way for this job. i can never get a better supervisor anywhere else. i want to work with him again.
- "i am a OUTERSPACE cadet"
- i am hungry. i am waiting for april to call for dinner
- i am sleepy, i am going to nap after this
- everything started AND ended at the same time
- and yes, i will continue to be in art department. "notice details" - dean
- told you, i like talking to dean
- 你要的不是我
()
i guess this is truly "meeting the right person at the wrong time".
i'm not okay (Jul 24, 2009)
supper thereafter with jacky, yexiang, candice and randy @ simpang. nice food, good talks. lifted my mind off that load for awhile.
>>
oh well, i guess compared to the previous few days, i'm much better now, albeit still a little sad and disappointed. i mean, two times in a row is a little too much for me to take. i don't understand why it happened again but yes, maybe sheena was right. maybe it was me. at least this time round things were not that bad so i think i should be over it pretty soon. as long as i keep my mind off it.
easier said than done. my heart is still aching. i still hope that there is some hope. but i supposed everything started and ended at the same time.
ahh fuck it :<
"there is nothing you can't overcome!" & yes! there is nothing I can't overcome.
oh well. karaoke-ing tonight with THE DAYS loves! been long folks.
(Jul 23, 2009)
fuck the hangover. i can't think str8 now. i am fucking hungry. i want to eat pasta. i need to shower now. i need to meet kt because his lesson ended already. i need to drown myself with work soon. i need to get over this even sooner.
what else can i say? ()
everything ended before anything could start.
i'm heartbroken.
i'm heartbroken.
busted (Jul 22, 2009)
so yes, i got busted by a whole table of friends while havin supper. fucking embarrassed. whatever it is, i had fun catching up with candice and april looked damn tired la. supper at 85 and chilled at ecp. everything was nice except for the part where they busted me again and again and again. i see more coming tonight. fml.
i think ester and candice look alike. hmm.
but yes, i miss you.
i think ester and candice look alike. hmm.
but yes, i miss you.
shiok sleeping day. (Jul 21, 2009)
so last night i concussed at 10(ish)pm and only woke up at 9.30 this morning. going back to shooting gallery was a different feeling this time round. i think i'm just too used to the kidnapper's crews. and speaking of that, i am looking forward to saturday's shoot with them again. ahh, post shoot syndrome as many would have put it. so anyway, much has changed in sg and i must say, i am pretty disappointed. oh well. spoke to a few and johna can't recongnize me even though i was standing right infront of him (till i waved at him).
unloaded the truck and off for lunch. it was matt's treat this time round. thank you! headed off to parkway to meet D. accompanied him for his lunch and then off to home. retail theraphy felt good. thank you for the apple juice ((:
alright. shall take a rest now and meet the usuals for supper later. ciaos.
and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARRY ONG CHIN LUK!
unloaded the truck and off for lunch. it was matt's treat this time round. thank you! headed off to parkway to meet D. accompanied him for his lunch and then off to home. retail theraphy felt good. thank you for the apple juice ((:
alright. shall take a rest now and meet the usuals for supper later. ciaos.
and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARRY ONG CHIN LUK!
this is (Jul 20, 2009)
either going to make me or break me.
i miss you.
i miss you.
wrap party ()
the photos are apparently not with me and photos for the shoot are not supposed to be publicize, so, no photos!
anyway, wrap party was nice even though the group of us were late. i tried the butter thingy before drinking but apparently it didn't work. hilary was high by her 3rd cup and starting with vodka redbull was a wrong choice for me. 4 cups of redbull vodka, 3 cups of screwdriver, 2 cups of vodka cranberry and 2 big cups of virgin magarita = vomit and high. ming shun opened a bottle of whisky and 6 jugs of virgin magaritas for us. everything was on the house. weee.
14 of us went k after that and well everyone had fun other than yj and teck who fall asleep. kelvin tong lighted 2 cigs for me. COME ON. KELVIN TONG LEH. Kat and Irin were very nice. I really se-ri-ous-ly like this crew a lot.
so anyway, it's back to normal life and watch out for KIDNAPPER in 2010! in the meantime, i shall catch my harry potter and half blood prince soon. alright. sleeping timeeee!
anyway, wrap party was nice even though the group of us were late. i tried the butter thingy before drinking but apparently it didn't work. hilary was high by her 3rd cup and starting with vodka redbull was a wrong choice for me. 4 cups of redbull vodka, 3 cups of screwdriver, 2 cups of vodka cranberry and 2 big cups of virgin magarita = vomit and high. ming shun opened a bottle of whisky and 6 jugs of virgin magaritas for us. everything was on the house. weee.
14 of us went k after that and well everyone had fun other than yj and teck who fall asleep. kelvin tong lighted 2 cigs for me. COME ON. KELVIN TONG LEH. Kat and Irin were very nice. I really se-ri-ous-ly like this crew a lot.
so anyway, it's back to normal life and watch out for KIDNAPPER in 2010! in the meantime, i shall catch my harry potter and half blood prince soon. alright. sleeping timeeee!
WRAP! (Jul 19, 2009)
YAY IT'S A WRAP TODAYYYYYY!
ming shun's moustache is shaved.
and it's wrap party at handle bar tonight.
i am going to eat one table spoon of butter later.
nights love. time to shower.
ming shun's moustache is shaved.
and it's wrap party at handle bar tonight.
i am going to eat one table spoon of butter later.
nights love. time to shower.
1 MORE DAY! (Jul 18, 2009)
since it's way past midnight, we're down to one more day of shoot! how time flies. a month plus back we were still prepping, calling up places, sourcing for props and now, it's 95% done with shoot. although i cant wait for this shoot to end, i must say that i am glad i met those usual who stayed up for supper. they are damn nice. "i like leh" (in hilary's tone).
my whole day was spent been made fun of by the crew. stupid teck. hairy = horny. and because we were shooting at mhm sultan, i called carmen. and she later on randomly msg me telling me that there's this hot guy on her set who is damn hot. first reaction from matt (because he peeped at my msg) was "eric uh?" then next message "... jaguar tattoo on his leg" NABEI, MICHAEL. my beethovan leh. shayne said "so near yet so far" ya lor. nabei.
it was a smooth shoot today. i like. later shoot would be touring around singapore from day to night. so hopefully it is going to be a smooooooth shoot.
as usual, supper after shoot and kt joined us. stayed back for ghost stories and now i am left with less than 4 hours of sleep. i hope i dont need to standby on set later on so i can sleep while waiting for them. PLEASE.
my whole day was spent been made fun of by the crew. stupid teck. hairy = horny. and because we were shooting at mhm sultan, i called carmen. and she later on randomly msg me telling me that there's this hot guy on her set who is damn hot. first reaction from matt (because he peeped at my msg) was "eric uh?" then next message "... jaguar tattoo on his leg" NABEI, MICHAEL. my beethovan leh. shayne said "so near yet so far" ya lor. nabei.
it was a smooth shoot today. i like. later shoot would be touring around singapore from day to night. so hopefully it is going to be a smooooooth shoot.
as usual, supper after shoot and kt joined us. stayed back for ghost stories and now i am left with less than 4 hours of sleep. i hope i dont need to standby on set later on so i can sleep while waiting for them. PLEASE.
FML (Jul 16, 2009)
sometimes things look nicer when they are blurred.
i had a bad day and i have a hundred and one thing to complain about but well, i decided not to because i just ranted to jacky and that's enough. i guess everyone else were having a bad day like me as well. i like talking to dean because the way he talk is very charming. and he is old enough to be my dad just that my dad is older. oh well, at least there are nice people like him, matt, teck, shayne, en en, weisong and hilary on set to make my life less miserable.(eeeee, can i keep you in my pocket. nobody came close to perfect like you did. i've never met someone so nice before. damn. i wish i knew you earlier, seriously. damn i think i'm in love again.)
so, 4 more shooting days including today and WE ARE DONE. i really can't wait although i really still want to keep you in my pocket as some sort of lucky charm. LOL.
did i mention how much i miss schooling? i enjoyed the feeling of not going to school whenever i felt like it. because right now, i can't skip work whenever i feel like it. trust me, this industry is uglier than school.
damn shit, this very familiar feeling is coming back. i am smelling it. S H I T .
so, 4 more shooting days including today and WE ARE DONE. i really can't wait although i really still want to keep you in my pocket as some sort of lucky charm. LOL.
did i mention how much i miss schooling? i enjoyed the feeling of not going to school whenever i felt like it. because right now, i can't skip work whenever i feel like it. trust me, this industry is uglier than school.
damn shit, this very familiar feeling is coming back. i am smelling it. S H I T .
i miss D (Jul 15, 2009)
mr high end boy, i miss you.
aww damn damn ()
aww damn, i'm out of love.
menses cramp si buay jia lat.
i think tomorrow/today would be worse. nabei.
yesterday's shoot is !@#$%^&*()
mood totally low.
en en is love.
and so is daniel's hot hot burning hot milo.
menses cramp si buay jia lat.
i think tomorrow/today would be worse. nabei.
yesterday's shoot is !@#$%^&*()
mood totally low.
en en is love.
and so is daniel's hot hot burning hot milo.
aww damn (Jul 14, 2009)
aww damn, im in love.
& tommy frigging good mood today.
& cheung kor damn man, o m g.
last 6 days of shoot. i will miss how it ever started and the journey to wrap.
i have yet to watch my magic. i need to watch it by tonight!
& tommy frigging good mood today.
& cheung kor damn man, o m g.
last 6 days of shoot. i will miss how it ever started and the journey to wrap.
i have yet to watch my magic. i need to watch it by tonight!
dinner and starbucks with crews. (Jul 13, 2009)
nice night out with part of the crews.
wrap party on the 19th. YAY.
7days (Jul 12, 2009)
overnight shoot is tiring balls.
jurong > upper seletar res > alexandra hospi > macs > home
dean passed me my magic. weeee.
yj and i kept entertaining ourselves damn funny. kept laughing to ourselves.
en en super pek chek at my lao shuai, so is shayne.
toilet freaking smelly cannot stand.
forgot to return teck his peg and that teck, keep making fun of my ripped berms.
upskirt si buay sian. nabeiii.
elgin's last day with us. treated shayne and i macs (because the rest paid for theirs before he came).
porn talk at macs -.-
slept at 9am.
DINNER AT KUSHINGBO! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. good bye!
jurong > upper seletar res > alexandra hospi > macs > home
dean passed me my magic. weeee.
yj and i kept entertaining ourselves damn funny. kept laughing to ourselves.
en en super pek chek at my lao shuai, so is shayne.
toilet freaking smelly cannot stand.
forgot to return teck his peg and that teck, keep making fun of my ripped berms.
upskirt si buay sian. nabeiii.
elgin's last day with us. treated shayne and i macs (because the rest paid for theirs before he came).
porn talk at macs -.-
slept at 9am.
DINNER AT KUSHINGBO! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. good bye!
8 more days (Jul 11, 2009)
8 more shoot days to the end of this shoot )):
stupid people (Jul 10, 2009)
sometimes people do stupid things to prove their stupidity. it's not that they are stupid but they like to do stupid things -.-
so, i've heard about the whole drama going around in tds between ONE friend and the rest.
well, yes, i still do consider that common enemy of the rest as my friend. and therefore, that's the reason why i went to talked to about about his stupidity. however, it fall on deaf ears again and the reason behind his stupidity? "misunderstandings"
i am giving up like how wenchong gave up and how everyone else is giving up as well.
hello friend, if you are reading this, please grow up now. i've been talking to you ever since a year ago. it's not sunday everyday and stop giving yourself more problems. so i heard you're enjoying this. so if you are, i'm very disappointed in you. don't gain more enemies like you do not already have.
i'm pretty disappointed actually. like why the fuck did melvin do such stuffs and make his life miserable for himself. oh well. whatever, i am going to be late for work now.
and no, i'm still on a neutral side just that sometimes people need a wake up call.
so, i've heard about the whole drama going around in tds between ONE friend and the rest.
well, yes, i still do consider that common enemy of the rest as my friend. and therefore, that's the reason why i went to talked to about about his stupidity. however, it fall on deaf ears again and the reason behind his stupidity? "misunderstandings"
i am giving up like how wenchong gave up and how everyone else is giving up as well.
hello friend, if you are reading this, please grow up now. i've been talking to you ever since a year ago. it's not sunday everyday and stop giving yourself more problems. so i heard you're enjoying this. so if you are, i'm very disappointed in you. don't gain more enemies like you do not already have.
i'm pretty disappointed actually. like why the fuck did melvin do such stuffs and make his life miserable for himself. oh well. whatever, i am going to be late for work now.
and no, i'm still on a neutral side just that sometimes people need a wake up call.
off day no. 2 (Jul 8, 2009)
so yes, it was off day yesterday. dinner was nice and so was transformers. i am going to watch it 2nd time after this shoot ends. transformer was good, all the robots were so orgasmic but idk why it's been titled the worst movie of the year. and josh duhamel is freaking hot. i sweat whenever he appears. so anyway, the night ended off with a bowl of tau huay and some gossips here and there.
and i miss my pilot. he's coming back in est. 3 months time. i can't wait! and i miss his ahbeng-ish subaru imprezza too )):
okay work later on. ciaos.
and i miss my pilot. he's coming back in est. 3 months time. i can't wait! and i miss his ahbeng-ish subaru imprezza too )):
okay work later on. ciaos.
color (Jul 7, 2009)
Jose Gonzalez - Heartbeats, Sony Bravia
i saw this a couple of years back and all i thought was "whao. nice" and now, a couple of years later, jacky showed it to me again and the first thought was "wah, clean up xiong".and that reminds me of the nightmare i had last night. i dreamt that tommy, yin kor and dean was at the corner of my room with the camera. tommy was using his green laser circling a part of my room and mouth the word "leaves". i woke up, went to find the trash bag of leaves and realised wtf, checked my phone and went back to sleep. artdeptbia; phobia of being in art department.
:D ()
was damn stone at work ytd. firstly, i was sick and secondly i was freaking tired. considering the fact that we had 4 locations to run, it was kinda smooth day today. matt was angry with me at 3rd location and later on told me why. blah.
back to office to unload then met up with shayne, enen, jacky and chee yong at vivo. had ljs for dinner and back to gossiping. hilary joined us after her lesson. we walked a long way before we got the cars because all entrances/exits were closed. fall asleep in the car but i could feel the 140km/hr speed that jacky was going. now i feel damn giddy.
anyway, condolences to wc's cousin. and that boy is so emo tonight.
wenchong says: (1:22:09 AM)
hey cutie
FIONEHNEH / josephjoshua. 強さ. i is very happy today, i is laughed alot. says: (1:22:33 AM)
wassup
wenchong says: (1:22:59 AM)
nothing
wenchong says: (1:23:02 AM)
miss you
wenchong says: (1:34:43 AM)
in case i die over night one of these days
wenchong says: (1:34:46 AM)
or soon to come
wenchong says: (1:34:50 AM)
i want to tell you
wenchong says: (1:34:59 AM)
its has been a pleasure knowing you
wenchong says: (1:35:14 AM)
you've been a good and very nice friend
so if n.korea is indeed declaring war and we all die, i would like to say that i love everyone of you especially you :D
off day today! is going to run some errands and then transformers with the crews. YAY!
back to office to unload then met up with shayne, enen, jacky and chee yong at vivo. had ljs for dinner and back to gossiping. hilary joined us after her lesson. we walked a long way before we got the cars because all entrances/exits were closed. fall asleep in the car but i could feel the 140km/hr speed that jacky was going. now i feel damn giddy.
anyway, condolences to wc's cousin. and that boy is so emo tonight.
wenchong says: (1:22:09 AM)
hey cutie
FIONEHNEH / josephjoshua. 強さ. i is very happy today, i is laughed alot. says: (1:22:33 AM)
wassup
wenchong says: (1:22:59 AM)
nothing
wenchong says: (1:23:02 AM)
miss you
wenchong says: (1:34:43 AM)
in case i die over night one of these days
wenchong says: (1:34:46 AM)
or soon to come
wenchong says: (1:34:50 AM)
i want to tell you
wenchong says: (1:34:59 AM)
its has been a pleasure knowing you
wenchong says: (1:35:14 AM)
you've been a good and very nice friend
so if n.korea is indeed declaring war and we all die, i would like to say that i love everyone of you especially you :D
off day today! is going to run some errands and then transformers with the crews. YAY!
very happy tday (Jul 5, 2009)
tday is jack's last day of shoot. so, we had a mini wrap party/dinner for him and also to mark the halfway point of the shoot. i've never laughed so hard eversince shoot started and it was so funny over the dining table. and we had dont know how many bottles of beers and we were joking about having crews coming in late tomorrow.
anyway, today's shoot was good. the weather made all of us so sleepy. teck fall asleep on the sofa and jacky fall asleep sitting on the kitchen sink. LOL. i kinda love this crew alot.
so, goodbye jack and sam! we'll miss you. and thank you jack for the dinner treat last night!
i guess i should turn in now. byes.
anyway, today's shoot was good. the weather made all of us so sleepy. teck fall asleep on the sofa and jacky fall asleep sitting on the kitchen sink. LOL. i kinda love this crew alot.
so, goodbye jack and sam! we'll miss you. and thank you jack for the dinner treat last night!
i guess i should turn in now. byes.
a bitchy day out (Jul 4, 2009)
went to purchase props then met up with jacky and shayne for lunch at suntec. met up with jack, sam and en en and chilled at macs. i know, macs -.- jack and sam went for dinner with christopher while the rest of us who were supposed to catch transformers 2 chilled at carls junior and watched en en ate. chatted for quite some time before we went to kallang leisure park to meet jack, sam and christopher for bowling.
i sat there and watched them bowled. home aftermath. it's shoot day 11 tomorrow. jack and sam is going back on tue/wed. bleah. will miss having them on set. kinda regret not talking or getting to know them earlier during the shoot. we are planning to visit them at KL some day after this featured.
so anyway, yes, i am going back to SG for a full time job. have to go back for a discussion with them regarding the job scope, pay and contract. i am actually quite excited about it. so anyway, i am going to shit and brush my teeth now and head to sleep. okay no, i need to go read my script and prep for shoot later on first. blah. acrylic box tomorrow. hope i dont screw up D:
i sat there and watched them bowled. home aftermath. it's shoot day 11 tomorrow. jack and sam is going back on tue/wed. bleah. will miss having them on set. kinda regret not talking or getting to know them earlier during the shoot. we are planning to visit them at KL some day after this featured.
so anyway, yes, i am going back to SG for a full time job. have to go back for a discussion with them regarding the job scope, pay and contract. i am actually quite excited about it. so anyway, i am going to shit and brush my teeth now and head to sleep. okay no, i need to go read my script and prep for shoot later on first. blah. acrylic box tomorrow. hope i dont screw up D:
day 10 (Jul 3, 2009)
day 10 shoot is over.
12 more shoot days to go.
off today. might be watching transformers with the crews later.
but jack says he wants to play bowling.
i've found a full time job ((:
yay!
and i've found the mini motivation to go for shoot alr.
LOL.
okay random. off to shower and do some work.
BYES.