brandon's 21st, stucked at sundown, tanah merah ferry terminal, dogggies! (May 31, 2009)
30th may 2009


HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BRANDON DE CRUZ.
We wanted to surprise him but didn't get to. The fried rice was awesome. Did our birthday tradition & it was not as bad as last year's. It was nice catching up with Brandon himself & Kelvin. Left at around 2200. Jacen, Kt & I went to meet Foo and Weihon for night fishing.





On our way to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal on Weihon's pickup, we got stucked at this junction because of the Adidas Sundown Marathon. I swear the human traffic was never ending. We had enough time to make friends with the TP so, imagine.



















(sneak preview for the photos of the wild dog clan. i am going back t sleep now.)

So we began fishing from around 2330(?) all the way to 1000. I didn't really fish myself. Helped around and played around with the camera. & I really like colorful lightings. Foo and Weihon fall asleep while fishing and I spent my night looking up at the sky & FINALLY AT APPROX 0600, AT 21 YEARS OF MY LIFE, I SPOTTED A SHOOTING STAR. Nabei, I tell you, I was fking happy really. Now I can tell people "I saw shooting star before too!"

KT & I went out to pee and we saw the wild dog clan (the one we saw weeks back when we went fishing) and they kinda escorted us out. 2 of the younger ones even waited for us. Played with the dogs for a while and yupp, left at 1000. Weihon drove us home yet again. Thank you Weihon. Had breakfast with Momsie & slept at 1300.

SORRY SEAH WENCHONG. Okay, he was supposed to drive me to get hamsters' stuffs last, last weekend but I had to go Ubin so I postponed to last weekend. But on both occasion I wasn't free. on Saturday I was sleeping and on Sunday, I was about to sleep when he called. MEHMEH. SORRY SEAH WENCHONG. I just feel damn bad.

& so, I was supposed to tune back my body clock. But apparently, I woke up at 0500 and there you are, I am blogging now and listening to AM MAYHEM, WTF?

OKAY FIONA, GET READY FOR A BUSY WEEK!
CAMP RADICAL LOVE BROUGHT FORWARD (May 30, 2009)


& everyone is loved.
(including those who are not in picture)
camp radical oei!
damn, i really miss you. (May 29, 2009)


i just want him to return to town soon DD:
goodbye blackie, havefun larry. (May 28, 2009)


blackie died today. it was as hard as rock. i was a little sad. melvin came over to my place to take her out of the cage. GOODBYE BLACKIE.



took 34 to airport and met larryongthekingtoday for lunch. had popeyes at t3 then skytrained to t2. happening. melvintan said im equivelent to 10 luggages, kua zhang.



take care eric, larry, mallory, wyncy and vani. they are going ireland for 16 days for a cultural exchange program. hope they will have fun fun fun!



see the four of them so shiok so many people came to send them off. the super seniors weren't in shot. happy advance birthday vani!



and and and, take care and HAVEFUN LARRYONG!
WITH LOVE ()

filled with so much love, thank you weihon.
they said mine was the big time plan.
joined them & then prata for supper.

sending larry off tomorrow!
16days in ireland & 14 days quarantine.
GOOD GAME MY FRIEND.

friday's farewell for mark and gifford.
the group's getting smaller )):


i want to hold you and call you mine.

(May 27, 2009)
vodka coke and milo powder does not go well together.
i foresake the vodka coke because milo powder is the sex.
& then jacky said i'm weird, why so?
smile (May 26, 2009)




i was thinking ()
what the greatest thing i have done in my 21 years of life.
& i could think of nothing.
I NEED A NEW SCHEDULER! ()
yes. i need to make a trip to muji and get a new scheduler as well as a notebook. which means i need to make a trip down to town. great. i don't even have the luxury of time. why can't they open a muji in tampines area? okay back to read my script.
i miss you, martin loo. (May 25, 2009)
martin will still be away for at least 4 more months
& he is going to come back for a while
& fly off again, this time, idk for how long more.

& danist totally caught me off guard last night.
i hope he was just joking with me.

needs for today
read my script
bammy's bus pass, send to matt
send the door lock picture to matt
send vid to candice (still in progress)
change my tortoises' water
get new stationary

needs for monday
call up various vehicle rental companies
read my script
finish up my masking

needs for tuesday
continue to call up vehicle rental companies
return mtv wardrobe to aiz and darryl
return shades to jacen
return hair straightener to apple
CALM LIKE THE SEA. ()


ubin, npcc campsite

i need some peace tonight.
not so happening (May 24, 2009)


okay, so my weekend was not that fantastic. i am going to spend today sleeping so to make myself feel better when i wake up.

needs for today
read my script (BLAH)
bammy's bus pass, send to matt
send the door lock picture to matt
send vid to candice (still in progress)
change my tortoises' water
get new stationary

needs for monday
call up various vehicle rental companies

needs for tuesday
continue to call up vehicle rental companies
return mtv wardrobe to aiz and darryl
return shades to jacen
return hair straightener to apple

i think thats all. i just have to mental note it somewhere so i will rmb what to do & since im blogging, there you go.

sleeping time.
HIGH (May 23, 2009)

you've got no idea how much i'm missing you, martin loo.

my eyes are red now cuz of the contact lens & i seriously need some sleep after this post.

so i'm officially in the art department now,
& i was supposed to start work on monday but i managed to push back to 1st.
seriously, im pretty happy and worried at the same time.
i wonder if im really up to it or not.
i seemed lost and stranger to the environment now.
i need to talk to jacky soon.

ps for lunch, isatana, rocher tauhuay, hotel lobby, walk to central, dbl'o



dbl'o was fun because of the company.
have never been so high before.
some random army guy asked for my name,
i said jenny.
what a fucking name, jenny.
he was alright looking. haha wasted.
saw elroy ((((:
& wtf, i went to msg ldm. blah. sry.
7 tequila shots, 2 vodka redbull and some here and there.
the rest went rebel. felt bad not being able to go.
lucky i recover fast, yj meimei wx & tina were high till idk where.
jude sent us home.

nw, all i need is some sleep,
wake up accompany linda,
read abit of script,
prep myself,
AND OFF TO UBIN I GO FOR THE WEEKEND!
I AM FINALLY (May 22, 2009)
OFFICIALLY GRADUATED!



& we popeyes after the ceremony.
& i got 3 blisters altogether.
& i need to wake up at 10am later.
& i need to be at tiong bahru by 12pm and sinema by 1pm later.
& LINDA LEE IS BACK IN TOWN!
& she is going to Spain for 2 weeks! tmd why so shiok?!
hmm,,, (May 21, 2009)
graduation ceremony is later but i dont feel excited with half of the fun gone. damn. i hate formal. yst was impromptu drinking session at pondok, madness. they finished a bottle of chivas within an hour. we caught the grasshopper within minutes and blah, tak shiok. went changi v for dinner and went for impromptu singing session at kcccc. i still owe gail/guna yog video. i think im screwed with my masking this time round. alright. gotta prepare for grad now.
YAY! (May 20, 2009)
i is very happy. i is meeting tommy chan on friday. i is might be able to get into art. welovemutiny! but jacky says the art boys there are all attached -.-
GOOD NEWS. ()
my days are always sleepy. finally got a free day to slack with kt and sheena together. and also yumi and carmen. blah. life suck but good news are coming in which is a good thing ((:

supper time!
NOT SO FUN NIGHT (May 19, 2009)
pondok, the cage, some bball court in kallang, kfc, wc called, rushed back, darryl injured, cab to cgh, waited for 3 hours, wh drove us home, showered, facebooked, slept.

darryl's cut was damn deep with 5 stiches. and he can still smoke.

i am going to shit and shower now before going to town. blah.
HMMM, (May 18, 2009)
idk what to blog about but i know i'm late already. lolol. i just feel like posting something meaningful but realised i have nothing meaningful enough to talk about. ohm my itouch is like gonecase. is there warrathy for it?
it's a WRAP! ()
finally the shooting days are done! no more early mornings for the time being. thank you everyone who helped us out, really. had a nice wrap meal todayyesterday albeit whatever happened before that. dajee (the fighting fish david and weejee bought for me) past away todayyesterday )):

it's kallang to watch the guys cage soccer later in the evening. hopefully i get to see some other hot guys there *slurps*
WALLET FOUND! (May 16, 2009)
my life is so happening recently. (and tiring)
I'M STILL THINKING (May 15, 2009)
i'm still thinking of my wallet. i is so sad )):
and my fucking menses is hurting so bad. i think i'm going to die.
i am fucking sleepy, it's a fucking fucked up day, i am going to sleep it all away.
I LOST MY WALLET ()
i lost my wallet )):
SLEEPY (May 14, 2009)
i went down to boku for 15mins, talked to leon and trained back home. slept all the way from outram. i hope tommy/tomi would take me in for art dept for this featured and hopefully it would be pushed back. and i am going to message juan later to look for a permernant job and hopefully he wouldn't mind taking me in. and i'm finally having my menses so yay, i can enjoy myself at ubin next week! i am off to prep my wardrobe for this weekend's shoot now. zaijian.
my needs. ()
i need to prep for this weekend's shoot. i need to finish up my yog video and send it to guna by 20th. i need to be at boku by 2 later. i need to meet sheena later. i need to attend otto steamboat. i need to sleep. i need to save some money. i need to get myself a boyfriend.

i am extreamly tired and broke. i am not going out till idk when. but there is 5th and 6th graduates outing next weekend and i am looking forward to it. okay. i need to rush now.
()




(May 13, 2009)


(May 12, 2009)



saturday;
tanah merah ferry terminal for fishing, caught two fishes, had a whole load of fun, crashed morga's bbq at pasir ris, searched for bicycle rental shop & and our night cycling journey began!

(night cycling)
old commando barrack, changi eat dessert, changi beach, ecp, bedok for breakfast, tampines (jacen's tyre puntured), (everyone except for me took turns to cycle that bike), pasir ris, FINAL DESTINATION AND IT SPELLS H.O.M.E! slept from 10.15am to 6.15pm.

sunday;
met wx, yj and jacen at mac, waited for gifford, headed to sam's bday, we went late, people were leaving, played some game, became graduates outing yet again, i slept, woke up, played cards, macpherson for supper, listen to them lame, weihon drove me home, showered, left home.

monday;
went down to desmand place, drove to wessex estate, lost our way, started raining, damn long & wet, had lunch at that italian rest (shiok), went down for studio shot instead, rooftop shiok too, sleepy balls, slept on lumina's sofa, worked abit more, kfc for dinner, left at 10.30am.

tuesday @ 1.06am;
i am deprived of sleepy again, my thighs are hurting, it;s the first time i ever applied yoko yoko. i am going to sleep now as soon as i'm done sending yj the mail.

-

i think we is kool ((:
(May 9, 2009)

Horsemen was not bad actually (THE SON IS THE KILLER). We 136 steps uphill to Sinema to look for Mark, had tauhuay after the movie, went up to Fort Caning Centre & walk to Plaza Singapura before taking a bus home. We've probably walked more than 300 steps and we were all sweaty & tired. Mao & Lala even waited for their bus at the wrong bus stop \:

So on my journey home, there's this couple sitting in front of me. They were both sleeping & i guess the guy was really very tired, he was thissssssssss close to falling off the chair & I was waiting evily for him to really fell off, but his girlfriend woke up in time and pulled him back (this is a very long sentence, the seconday school english teacher might scold me for writing such long sentences in an essay). Then, there was this quite good looking TP guy sitting right at the front of the bus, facing my direction. Because of that, I kept stealing glances at him. LOL. That kept me occupied for awhile.

Walked home from interchange. It's raining now & I am very busy tomorrow. I am having Mothers' Day dinner, then I'm meeting Crys to go fishing with the guys, then EITHER I go night cycling with the graduates (like what I've promised Gifford), OR I go meet Eileen and gang (but they told me they not going this week!), OR go for Morga's BBQ since I'M INVITED!

I'm trying to see if I can link all three together. Hmm.. My brain is not functioning now \\:

I am going to youtube and I'm going to catch some sleep and wake up at 11am before my mum screw me. LOL.
(May 8, 2009)
sighs.
()
i read those sentences and within a few split seconds, i felt the sudden change of emotion. it was a job well done my friend. i am slowly losing it, everyday, every single time i see you, hear about you, talk to you, i feel myself losing it. it was a big D to me, a big D.
()
finally had pork bone tea today ((:
& congrats to swc for passing his tp.
(May 7, 2009)


i just feel like putting a photograph up here (pretty dark)

the whole day was spent lazing on the bed.
& i really meant, the whole day.
i think the ration of me on the bed and out of bed is 10:1
i'm listening to westlife now, and it's still the sex.
boku called today. so i'm going onboard during mid june to mid july.
so from now till then, i'm still jobless and after mid july, i'm still jobless.
)):
(May 6, 2009)
RIPPED FROM KELLY

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yesterday was awesome. 13 people in a row watching xmen and oh my, it was awesome (but ironman is still the best). dinner was at food court because we have close to 20 people. celebrated jfat's advance birthday at fort caning centre. it's quite a nice place to chill. deli-dalied till probably around 10pm before we left. in 1 pick-up and 1 estima, we all drove down to och. you might say "och damn boring" yes i know. but there's where we get the cheap thrills. you wouldn't want to know what each of us encountered, really. changi village for supper before some of them went home. 11 of us were left behind, talked at changi beach and i totally cried when weihon scared me by crawling behind me. we were caught in the rain whilst sending germs to jared's. sent crys back and we stayed under her block and chatted till 7.20am. watch out for the videos coming up soon on fb. 8.47 now, i need to sleep. goodnight. (goodness, what a wordy post)
(May 5, 2009)


photo credits to http://cyanatrendland.com/2009/04/30/beauty-make-up-love/

i'm always wondering how important am i to the people around me.
and today i finally came to a conclusion; i ain't important to anyone.
it's frustrating and irritating to be forgotten by people & sometimes,
it really evoke too much emotion than i thought it would have.
tonight was one of the night that i needed some one to talk to but,
there isn't really anyone out there that i could talk to.
& even if i can, i would rather not.

everyone is progressing forward, what about you, fiona?
(May 4, 2009)
i actually miss that feeling of sleeping next to you, on the passenger sit thinking am i going to die with the speed that you're going, going out to places i've never been to in the middle of the night & many more. i miss you M, when are you going to come back?
()
yay less than a hundred more frames to go.
but i am sleepy now so i shall just head to bed first and wait for gail's text.
it rained at 5.45am just now suddenly & i think the prediction of armageddon at 2012 is true.
we are all going to die -.-
i am quite excited for this week, it's packed.
monday - mtv wardrobe research, budget
tuesday - camp x graduates outing
thursday - bak kut teh
friday - pizzahut & ramen girl
it's 7.24am now. i shall go to sleep.
(May 3, 2009)
i laid on the bed last night wanting to take a nap before starting on my masking but i ended up sleeping till 3pm today. it's 5.12pm now and i have yet to start on my masking which is due tomorrow. i had junk food for lunch and i am craving for pizza. it's bak kut teh day on thurs, hopefully. and shit. i have yet to do my research for the mtv wardrobe. and i have yet to send the graduates the details for tuesday's outing. so many "i have yet to.." good game to me. bleah. mummy is cooking dinner today. yay to homecooked food. i love. okay.i shall go back to my tv and hopefully i will find some motivation to start on my masking later on and hahaha shit! i forgot we're going to celebrate bernard's birthday tonight. GOOD GAME.
()



idk. maybe it's an emo night.
(May 2, 2009)







it's 4.25am now. we have to start shooting at 5.30am.
hur. good game bleah.
i am lazy to do masking and it's due on monday.
475 frames. how?
(May 1, 2009)


this is how bad the sunburn at my back look.
no wonder it hurts so much these days. tmd.
()


SR's house parteh for the win!


it was a good night to chill and hang out with the rest. alcohol and truth or dare don't go well together. hello guys, please forget about everything that happened last night. LOL. overall, it was fun and let's have more of such thingy minus the strip tease at 4am in the morning. i am involved in 48hours later which means, i won't be home again tonight. i swear momsie is going to start nagging at me soon. busy busy. i am going to die. byes.