(Mar 31, 2009)
i just came back from the 3days camp and i am damn seh.
i feel like puking now. shit. i need to bathe and sleep.
medic course tmr. zzz.
i feel like puking now. shit. i need to bathe and sleep.
medic course tmr. zzz.
(Mar 28, 2009)
i was packing my stuffs and chatting with these people at the same time.
thus, i announce that i cannot multi task.
i am excited about dotc2.
i hope everyone is.
i like the surprises we prepared for angko gl.
main com, i hope we are still going towards the same goal.
it really sadden me just now.
please, be one.
(Mar 26, 2009)
my knees are scraped from kneeling on the carpeted ground for too long. live feed for fashion show was awesome. i think we did it great & are getting better. i can't raise my right hand now because my arm muscles are sore from the hand held shot. and guess what's the best part? none of the adm-ers nor the lecturers thank us for helping them. instead, they were pretty rude to us. it kinda boils down to the basic manners once again. at least we got to see some pretty tits here and there *smirks*
anyway, reception after that was awesome. we ate at the vip area which the food kept refilling by the waiters. oh meh meh. i mean, wow, good food. i heard the cream puffs were not bad but i didn't had any of that. fruit tarts and sushi were great anyway.
it was starbucks with wes ain and carmen aftermath. i was tired to the bombs, seriously.
there is yet another interview at big com tomorrow at 11am. to think that i'll be abe to sleep tonight for all i want. and it's dotc2 this saturday. i am so, so, so tired.
and i am still pretty mesmerized by wenchong's eyes. they are BROWN! haha.
and did i mention about the male model (that look like kk) kept snapping pictures of us. i think he was interested in me. LOLOLOL. and that very fierce but hot runway producer said bye to me after the event. WOW.
anyway, reception after that was awesome. we ate at the vip area which the food kept refilling by the waiters. oh meh meh. i mean, wow, good food. i heard the cream puffs were not bad but i didn't had any of that. fruit tarts and sushi were great anyway.
it was starbucks with wes ain and carmen aftermath. i was tired to the bombs, seriously.
there is yet another interview at big com tomorrow at 11am. to think that i'll be abe to sleep tonight for all i want. and it's dotc2 this saturday. i am so, so, so tired.
and i am still pretty mesmerized by wenchong's eyes. they are BROWN! haha.
and did i mention about the male model (that look like kk) kept snapping pictures of us. i think he was interested in me. LOLOLOL. and that very fierce but hot runway producer said bye to me after the event. WOW.
()
worst design show ever, really.
another live show this time round. was not bad. i think we done better than the first time round. another one to go tomorrow, i mean later.
i don't know what to wear tomorrow. and i hate people staring at my hair and then whisper god-knows-what to whoever is beside him/her. and ben gab's reaction was funny. his greeting to me was "what the ffff?" and i was talking to teckchin but he just confessed to me that he didn't know it was me that he was talking to. he broke my heart.
in the end mark warren joshua carmen ain and i went over to wesley's place for some drinks. warren turned damn red and ain was emo drunk again. but thankfully she still reached home safely with a box of chocolate from wesley's place.
i am having jelly legs now and linda just called back from saudi. it was webster's birthday yesterday. happy birthday brother. i love you although you stopped giving me allowance. LOL.
okay i need to bathe now and then work on my portfolio again. bye.
another live show this time round. was not bad. i think we done better than the first time round. another one to go tomorrow, i mean later.
i don't know what to wear tomorrow. and i hate people staring at my hair and then whisper god-knows-what to whoever is beside him/her. and ben gab's reaction was funny. his greeting to me was "what the ffff?" and i was talking to teckchin but he just confessed to me that he didn't know it was me that he was talking to. he broke my heart.
in the end mark warren joshua carmen ain and i went over to wesley's place for some drinks. warren turned damn red and ain was emo drunk again. but thankfully she still reached home safely with a box of chocolate from wesley's place.
i am having jelly legs now and linda just called back from saudi. it was webster's birthday yesterday. happy birthday brother. i love you although you stopped giving me allowance. LOL.
okay i need to bathe now and then work on my portfolio again. bye.
(Mar 24, 2009)
spent my evening today at starbucks with ain carmen yumi syafiq yanhan weixiong and syaf. it was nice. big group and lots of laughters. sex educational talk, horror stories and embarassing talks. everything was really nice. too bad we have to leave early because some of us were stoning already. i love to spend my evenings at starbucks with my venti javechip/mochafrappe with extra chocolate drizzle.
and tonight i finally realized, i love you no more. forever gone will be those feelings. i actually felt shiok. oh no, this is not an emo sentence don't worry. i am very happy for myself because, i've finally, finally moved on.
(4.04am)
i am not feeling good now so i shall not bother about any "eh fiona. i've got something bothering me" or "eh you know *BLAHSBLAHSBLAHS*" because i've been spending my nights talking to people with problems (okay i kinda enjoy talking to people) but sometimes i think that they took it for granted (generally). so for once, tonight i am going to ignore people.
and for once, i really hate the fact that i am not in media but an fa.
oh well, but,
this just cheered me up ((:
i am gonna miss school for a while after graduation day is over which is in may. but yay, MOI CHALET IS SETTLED and the best thing about it is, the lecturers sponsored us the chalet. awesome or not. WEEE.
alright. i am going to sleep sleep sleep now. zai jian.
and tonight i finally realized, i love you no more. forever gone will be those feelings. i actually felt shiok. oh no, this is not an emo sentence don't worry. i am very happy for myself because, i've finally, finally moved on.
(4.04am)
i am not feeling good now so i shall not bother about any "eh fiona. i've got something bothering me" or "eh you know *BLAHSBLAHSBLAHS*" because i've been spending my nights talking to people with problems (okay i kinda enjoy talking to people) but sometimes i think that they took it for granted (generally). so for once, tonight i am going to ignore people.
and for once, i really hate the fact that i am not in media but an fa.
oh well, but,
this just cheered me up ((:
i am gonna miss school for a while after graduation day is over which is in may. but yay, MOI CHALET IS SETTLED and the best thing about it is, the lecturers sponsored us the chalet. awesome or not. WEEE.
alright. i am going to sleep sleep sleep now. zai jian.
(Mar 23, 2009)
i counseled the same person for 2 nights straight. i think that person owe me more than a cup of teh peng *stares intently at the person*.
i think i should just go be a counselor for secondary school. haha.
and i suddenly feel damn shiok because i've survived the worse shit in life. like what i've wrote in my sec3 diary, i ought to thank the clique back then for throwing me aside and watching me die in front of them. because i did not die, i survived. and that's the most important thing in life; surviving.
i think i should just go be a counselor for secondary school. haha.
and i suddenly feel damn shiok because i've survived the worse shit in life. like what i've wrote in my sec3 diary, i ought to thank the clique back then for throwing me aside and watching me die in front of them. because i did not die, i survived. and that's the most important thing in life; surviving.
()
i just came back from zirca. i am very tired. i need to bathe now and try to cut my trailer tomorrow. i need to be at tina's block at 9.45am later to take props. so yes, i am very tired.
(Mar 22, 2009)
sighs. i guess i can never get over it.
not even after months had passed.
no point harping the past, just that,
i kinda still miss you.
not even after months had passed.
no point harping the past, just that,
i kinda still miss you.
(Mar 21, 2009)
it all came back today, unwillingly & it made me realized how much i still feel for you.
the only happy thing about today was receiving martin's love all the way from australia. i could die smiling to myself :DD
the only happy thing about today was receiving martin's love all the way from australia. i could die smiling to myself :DD
()
it's 5.02am now and i still can't sleep. even though i cleaned my room and i am extremely tired. SHIT.
()
it's hereafter chaos again. we're staying in late till 11+pm for the past few days and we're not done yet. i have yet to cut my trailer when the others are done/almostdone.
now i have less than 8 hours of sleep before waking up for sentosa. then i have to rush to school for regatta training. not that i'm obliged to go but i just wanted to cover up for my absence from main com during fyp period. then it will be hair cutting session with tina after that and also buying props for nightwalk video. and yay(!) i am meeting jason tan tomorrow! weee!
oh, nightwalk set building was awesome shit like seriously. good job weee!
did i mention i HATE rude juniors? they came to ask for a favour, when we couldn't help, they just walked off. where is the basic manners of saying thanks? hello? and those that think that they are damn zai and know everything, go and die, seriously.
sunday would be a stay home to cut my portfoilio work then monday and tuesday would be nightwalk video shoot. wednesday is alumni night, thursday is des show opening (i dont really care but blah, have to shoot fashion show AGAIN!), fri would be des show and dotc2 day zero, sat - monday would be dotc 2. kinda looking forward to it.
jam packed. BLAH. I HATE JAM PACKED SCHEDULES!
oh it's official, KFC gives me gastric. LOL.
byebye.
now i have less than 8 hours of sleep before waking up for sentosa. then i have to rush to school for regatta training. not that i'm obliged to go but i just wanted to cover up for my absence from main com during fyp period. then it will be hair cutting session with tina after that and also buying props for nightwalk video. and yay(!) i am meeting jason tan tomorrow! weee!
oh, nightwalk set building was awesome shit like seriously. good job weee!
did i mention i HATE rude juniors? they came to ask for a favour, when we couldn't help, they just walked off. where is the basic manners of saying thanks? hello? and those that think that they are damn zai and know everything, go and die, seriously.
sunday would be a stay home to cut my portfoilio work then monday and tuesday would be nightwalk video shoot. wednesday is alumni night, thursday is des show opening (i dont really care but blah, have to shoot fashion show AGAIN!), fri would be des show and dotc2 day zero, sat - monday would be dotc 2. kinda looking forward to it.
jam packed. BLAH. I HATE JAM PACKED SCHEDULES!
oh it's official, KFC gives me gastric. LOL.
byebye.
(Mar 20, 2009)
why is it so difficult )):
()
i really hate to be taken granted for and you know it. omg. i really hate it uh.
go on, continue to come to me only when you need someone to talk to, only when i am still around when everyone is dongdong not around.
bloody hell. i don't like you.
anyway, hansheng is the new sex please. omg. LOL.
--
and, I SERIOUSLY LOVE JOSHUA. OMG. HE JUST CRACKED ME UP HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH. omg. my sides still hurt. HAHHAHAHAHA.
--
okay i've stop laughing and i am off to sleep now ((:
secret number 1.
secret number 2.
secret number 3.
secret number 4.
LOL. I IS DIE.
go on, continue to come to me only when you need someone to talk to, only when i am still around when everyone is dongdong not around.
bloody hell. i don't like you.
anyway, hansheng is the new sex please. omg. LOL.
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and, I SERIOUSLY LOVE JOSHUA. OMG. HE JUST CRACKED ME UP HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH. omg. my sides still hurt. HAHHAHAHAHA.
--
okay i've stop laughing and i am off to sleep now ((:
secret number 1.
secret number 2.
secret number 3.
secret number 4.
LOL. I IS DIE.
()
blah blah blah blah.
hansheng just called me a lion dog & now he's trying to play mind games with me. LOL.
blah blah blah blah.
row row row your boat gently down the stream.
blah blah blah blah.
i am very sleepy so i shall sleep early today and continue to cut my trailer tmr.
blah blah blah blah.
i am going to shave my hair again though there's a lot of opposition votes. LOL.
blah blah blah blah.
byebyebyebyebye.
hansheng just called me a lion dog & now he's trying to play mind games with me. LOL.
blah blah blah blah.
row row row your boat gently down the stream.
blah blah blah blah.
i am very sleepy so i shall sleep early today and continue to cut my trailer tmr.
blah blah blah blah.
i am going to shave my hair again though there's a lot of opposition votes. LOL.
blah blah blah blah.
byebyebyebyebye.
(Mar 19, 2009)
thank you J for everything and anything.
loves :D
loves :D
()
i am still very affected but oh well, that's life. and well, i want to choose to be happy so bleah, fiona is sad but happy. whatever. hamsters fighting again.
blah i want to say something but i think someone is reading so i can't say. oh well.
and i think temasek design school sucks and the system sucks and i hope sufian and welven all the best. and for those who wants/aspire to come to tds, please forget about it not until the director is changed.
blah i want to say something but i think someone is reading so i can't say. oh well.
and i think temasek design school sucks and the system sucks and i hope sufian and welven all the best. and for those who wants/aspire to come to tds, please forget about it not until the director is changed.
(Mar 18, 2009)
i am feeling like shit now. why not mine? i've spent so much effort on it and yet the not so good one got choosen. sighs.
()
victim one, AMOS YONG
F: hi amos, i;ve been wanting to tell you sometime for quite some time.
A: are you going to confess your undying love for me?
F: ..
yes
actually
A: omg
F: i had a crush on you
some time ago
A: THE FEELING IS MUTUAL
can we get married
F: no.
i mean
seriously.
A: yes me too
F: eh. i struggled damn long to confess to you eh
A: huh are you serious
LIKE REALLY REALLY SERIOUS
F: yes.
i am dead serious.
A: REALLY A NOT
HUH REALLY MEH
I DON'T BELIEVE
:S
F: no i am serious.
quite some time ago. for a while
A: HUH DON'T BE LIKE THAT LEH FIONA
F: no la. i just wanted to tell you only
thats all
A: SURE ANOT!!!!!!!!!!
F: why are you doubting e
me
A: huh i don't know
AY I AM UM
DUNNO WHAT TO SAY
F: so what say you
A: dunno what to say!
F: haha but chill la. it was past.
A: OMG SO YOU ARE SERIOUS
F: i told you that for like 5 times?
A: huuuuuuuuh can don't joke fionaaaa
F: HELLO I AM NOT.
i am not.
A: ummmmmmmmmm
okay
F: ehh
dont tell other people eh
A: okay i won't
F: because i was just pulling your socks.
A: -.-
I KNEW IT LOH
I KNEW IT KNEW IT KNEW IT KNEW IT KNEW IIIIIT
walau fiona break my heart
i swear amos made me laugh like fuck. HELLO AMOS I LOVE YOU.
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victim two, DESIREE PNG
FIONEHNEH / josephjoshua. 強さ. 態度. 小煜. & the more you judge, the less you love says: (2:01:06 AM)
i had a crush on you
desiree. if she changes her mind this is the first place she will go. says: (2:01:11 AM)
LOL
desiree. if she changes her mind this is the first place she will go. says: (2:06:38 AM)
since when sia
FIONEHNEH / josephjoshua. 強さ. 態度. 小煜. & the more you judge, the less you love says: (2:06:44 AM)
2 mths ago
desiree. if she changes her mind this is the first place she will go. says: (2:07:40 AM)
zomgggg
FIONEHNEH / josephjoshua. 強さ. 態度. 小煜. & the more you judge, the less you love says: (2:13:05 AM)
i used to think so la. but i find you quite cute :x
desiree. if she changes her mind this is the first place she will go. says: (2:15:10 AM)
errr, thank you! i also think u very cute!
FIONEHNEH / josephjoshua. 強さ. 態度. 小煜. & the more you judge, the less you love says: (2:16:32 AM)
what do you think about us
desiree. if she changes her mind this is the first place she will go. says: (2:17:23 AM)
hahahaha. never go think abt it eh
HAHA Des was like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG-ing to chrystal. OMG. LOL. SO FUNNY. Cheer up Des! haha
--
melvin and larry was not fun but larry was damn funny
melvintage.tumblr.com; is damn happy with the 3.0. says: (2:52:18 AM)
Ong Larry
2:51
ii think she's serious abt it
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okay that's the end.
F: hi amos, i;ve been wanting to tell you sometime for quite some time.
A: are you going to confess your undying love for me?
F: ..
yes
actually
A: omg
F: i had a crush on you
some time ago
A: THE FEELING IS MUTUAL
can we get married
F: no.
i mean
seriously.
A: yes me too
F: eh. i struggled damn long to confess to you eh
A: huh are you serious
LIKE REALLY REALLY SERIOUS
F: yes.
i am dead serious.
A: REALLY A NOT
HUH REALLY MEH
I DON'T BELIEVE
:S
F: no i am serious.
quite some time ago. for a while
A: HUH DON'T BE LIKE THAT LEH FIONA
F: no la. i just wanted to tell you only
thats all
A: SURE ANOT!!!!!!!!!!
F: why are you doubting e
me
A: huh i don't know
AY I AM UM
DUNNO WHAT TO SAY
F: so what say you
A: dunno what to say!
F: haha but chill la. it was past.
A: OMG SO YOU ARE SERIOUS
F: i told you that for like 5 times?
A: huuuuuuuuh can don't joke fionaaaa
F: HELLO I AM NOT.
i am not.
A: ummmmmmmmmm
okay
F: ehh
dont tell other people eh
A: okay i won't
F: because i was just pulling your socks.
A: -.-
I KNEW IT LOH
I KNEW IT KNEW IT KNEW IT KNEW IT KNEW IIIIIT
walau fiona break my heart
i swear amos made me laugh like fuck. HELLO AMOS I LOVE YOU.
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victim two, DESIREE PNG
FIONEHNEH / josephjoshua. 強さ. 態度. 小煜. & the more you judge, the less you love says: (2:01:06 AM)
i had a crush on you
desiree. if she changes her mind this is the first place she will go. says: (2:01:11 AM)
LOL
desiree. if she changes her mind this is the first place she will go. says: (2:06:38 AM)
since when sia
FIONEHNEH / josephjoshua. 強さ. 態度. 小煜. & the more you judge, the less you love says: (2:06:44 AM)
2 mths ago
desiree. if she changes her mind this is the first place she will go. says: (2:07:40 AM)
zomgggg
FIONEHNEH / josephjoshua. 強さ. 態度. 小煜. & the more you judge, the less you love says: (2:13:05 AM)
i used to think so la. but i find you quite cute :x
desiree. if she changes her mind this is the first place she will go. says: (2:15:10 AM)
errr, thank you! i also think u very cute!
FIONEHNEH / josephjoshua. 強さ. 態度. 小煜. & the more you judge, the less you love says: (2:16:32 AM)
what do you think about us
desiree. if she changes her mind this is the first place she will go. says: (2:17:23 AM)
hahahaha. never go think abt it eh
HAHA Des was like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG-ing to chrystal. OMG. LOL. SO FUNNY. Cheer up Des! haha
--
melvin and larry was not fun but larry was damn funny
melvintage.tumblr.com; is damn happy with the 3.0. says: (2:52:18 AM)
Ong Larry
2:51
ii think she's serious abt it
--
okay that's the end.
()
ITE CE's Major project screening was awesome. I love their technical works. but I am suffering post trauma attacks from Welven's work. You will know what I meant if you've seen cloverfield. There's like 3 of their works that's handheld and damn, I am still having giddy spells from it.
I can already see 2 of the D list students for next batch of VSC and MOI respectively already. But I really like Antonio's work if it wasn't so draggy.
I am actually hoping that we all might be able to do a collaborative work with them.
Oh well. The next 3 weeks gonna be jam packed. I just hope that I am able to get at least 10hours of sleep daily.
I can already see 2 of the D list students for next batch of VSC and MOI respectively already. But I really like Antonio's work if it wasn't so draggy.
I am actually hoping that we all might be able to do a collaborative work with them.
Oh well. The next 3 weeks gonna be jam packed. I just hope that I am able to get at least 10hours of sleep daily.
(Mar 17, 2009)
hi yumi, i love you.
hi ain, we need some starbucks loving again soon.
hi carmen, i think you need a lot of chill pills, cheer up!
hi warren, i love you many many.
hi nick, i hope to see a grandchild soon.
hi syafiq, i think you're still pretty funny.
hi meimei, get well soon!
hi huizhen, i miss your egg necklace.
hi tina, i wanna muay thai but i dont have time. hey, it rhymes!
hi mark, you suck. LOL.
hi jacen, i think you look better with beatles hair.
hi wx, YOU SUCK BIG TIME! LOLOL. go go director!
hi melvin, get well soon you lazybones.
hi chrystal, i am gem.
hi wenchong, you went missing.
hi larryong, no more the days lines from you please.
hi kt, please sleep more so i wont see your q hair and disturb you.
hi joshua, i miss you big time. please tell me you're coming back for my bday.
hi tommy, please stop hurting yourself. play well on ring!
hi everyone, fiona feels loved today.
hi ain, we need some starbucks loving again soon.
hi carmen, i think you need a lot of chill pills, cheer up!
hi warren, i love you many many.
hi nick, i hope to see a grandchild soon.
hi syafiq, i think you're still pretty funny.
hi meimei, get well soon!
hi huizhen, i miss your egg necklace.
hi tina, i wanna muay thai but i dont have time. hey, it rhymes!
hi mark, you suck. LOL.
hi jacen, i think you look better with beatles hair.
hi wx, YOU SUCK BIG TIME! LOLOL. go go director!
hi melvin, get well soon you lazybones.
hi chrystal, i am gem.
hi wenchong, you went missing.
hi larryong, no more the days lines from you please.
hi kt, please sleep more so i wont see your q hair and disturb you.
hi joshua, i miss you big time. please tell me you're coming back for my bday.
hi tommy, please stop hurting yourself. play well on ring!
hi everyone, fiona feels loved today.
()
it's weird but i miss you but you probably won't know who you are and no, it's not d.
(Mar 16, 2009)
my legs are still itching from yesterday's shoot. i woke up halfway through sleep because it was so itchy. i have decided; i'm going to invest in electric racket and bring them out whenever there is outdoor shoots in the woods. you have no idea how these itchy bites are bothering me.
i hope it doesn't rain tomorrow because it's a wardrobe & props day. so, please don't rain.
our mtv shoot is this weekend but i'm still exhausted from last week because i sleep late and wake up early. this is quite a pointless entry.
sometimes i wish i was musically incline so i can make my own music. i think girls who play drums and saxaphone are hot stuffs.
okay i am shitting in the toilet now and it getting cold so i am going to bathe. bleah.
and i don't like guys who lead girls on, yes, i am referring to you, shitbomb.
i hope it doesn't rain tomorrow because it's a wardrobe & props day. so, please don't rain.
our mtv shoot is this weekend but i'm still exhausted from last week because i sleep late and wake up early. this is quite a pointless entry.
sometimes i wish i was musically incline so i can make my own music. i think girls who play drums and saxaphone are hot stuffs.
okay i am shitting in the toilet now and it getting cold so i am going to bathe. bleah.
and i don't like guys who lead girls on, yes, i am referring to you, shitbomb.
(Mar 15, 2009)
Indeed I woke up yesterday feeling funny and it was weird texting the seconday school mates weird messages. LOL.
Anyway games tryout was fun especially the water games part. I've never played any station games for a long, long time and whoa, I had so much fun myself yesterday.
Went dinner and watched Coming Soon with Larry and Melvin after their meeting ended. The show is probably 2/5.
And I saw Luke Khoo! HAHA. So we were walking to the MRT station because stupid Melvin wants to top up his ez link. Then we saw Luke Khoo at Carls Junior. Then we saw him outside PS. Then after the show, we saw him at The Cathy. Fate or what? You tell me. LOLOL.
It's Betty shoot off I go now!
Anyway games tryout was fun especially the water games part. I've never played any station games for a long, long time and whoa, I had so much fun myself yesterday.
Went dinner and watched Coming Soon with Larry and Melvin after their meeting ended. The show is probably 2/5.
And I saw Luke Khoo! HAHA. So we were walking to the MRT station because stupid Melvin wants to top up his ez link. Then we saw Luke Khoo at Carls Junior. Then we saw him outside PS. Then after the show, we saw him at The Cathy. Fate or what? You tell me. LOLOL.
It's Betty shoot off I go now!
(Mar 14, 2009)
So I was blog hopping and chanced on some juniors' blog who are still studying. Some that I know some that I don't. Reading their blogs really made reminisce the past.
But hey, kids these days are really happening man. I don't even go rounding in secondary school days and even those ahliansahbengs, they only sit under the block and smoke whole day, hang out at the arcardes or go around beating people up. Haha. Those juvunile days are really over although I still possessed some of the ahlian attributes here and there.
The problems they faced now or WE used to face were really minor. But oh well, everyone goes through that phase in life.
So I went to dig up my cupboard of treasures. I browsed through the box of letters. I only read the letters from my primary school pen pal and there are even mailed letters from Derek. Like WTF. We were classmates but we were pen pal during holidays.
Then there was two heavily loaded plastic bag. One was "memories" of how much I used to be so in love with Jansen and another was the courtship/relationship with Joe. Haha. And there was this small portion in my diary of my 5 hours relationship with Samson. I don't even remember him till I read it. Wha. I can totally win Ain handsdown.
Then it was something about Guowei. The guy who rode bicycle to school and got beaten up by senghong and co once. Haha that was a funny courtship. And after I stopped contacting him for 2 weeks then Lana told me "He said he will wait for you". Wait my lan. Few weeks later he was with this girl from his school.
But the breakup with Joe was awful. we had chances of being friends but I blew it away. Oh well. It has been 6 years since I last talked to him. LOL.
HAHAHA I just read this part about those friends that I know from IRC. OMG. Some of them went missing totally. There are names like Wint, Hui, Ken, Kailong, Fuchuan, Cher, Peiyi, Weixiong, Zhohou, Tongliang, Jaspa, Jensen, Darren, Panda, Gina, Hanqiang, Peijun, Danist, Yonghui and his cousin Boon. Wah. HAHAHHA.
I still remember my virgin clubbing experience with Gina and Panda at Mad Monks. And how I used to support Monfort bball cuz Mcken, Jiaqi, Ken and the rest were playing but well, they still lost to Minjie's team. And then my first time seeing Hanqiang. And me bumping into Peijun on the streets and how I used to order KFC for Danist.
OMG. I totally miss the IRC days la. LOL.
Sec 1 and Sec 2 was the closest time with the express gang (joseph & co) till idk what happened.
Then there came the sad part of the diary, of all the quarrels and the "buay gum" during secondary school days, of all the fights in and out of school. LOL. omg. And how my sec4 days were the most wonderful. And reading the diary makes me wonder how two good friends can become enemies over night. Humans are indeed scary.
And sec5 days were the worst because technically I don't belong to anywhere. I started hanging out with Sheena and gang. And I remembered those days I went to study with Amanda and MQ for O'levels but we always ended up gossiping at Starbucks.
(N'levels was with 4D and Swing)
Haha. I wished I had a better relationship with my secondary school mates but well, even when I see them now I don't even bother to smile so hahaha, those above are just out of idk? LOL.
I only have 6.5 hours more to sleep before going school for the games try out.
oh well i gonna wake up later in the day and wonder why did i have so much emotion earlier on. meh meh. but i am feeling happy remembering all the past.
HAHA I just remembered how I quarreled with Melvin Sng, Baowen and Jansen because they gave my number to Jianhong. And there was this period of time when I was really close to Senghong and Melvin Teo. I kinda miss talking to them.
and now i am reading this part where i told baowen that i have feelings for him. OMG WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING THEN?!
HAHA I CAN GO ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON.
But hey, kids these days are really happening man. I don't even go rounding in secondary school days and even those ahliansahbengs, they only sit under the block and smoke whole day, hang out at the arcardes or go around beating people up. Haha. Those juvunile days are really over although I still possessed some of the ahlian attributes here and there.
The problems they faced now or WE used to face were really minor. But oh well, everyone goes through that phase in life.
So I went to dig up my cupboard of treasures. I browsed through the box of letters. I only read the letters from my primary school pen pal and there are even mailed letters from Derek. Like WTF. We were classmates but we were pen pal during holidays.
Then there was two heavily loaded plastic bag. One was "memories" of how much I used to be so in love with Jansen and another was the courtship/relationship with Joe. Haha. And there was this small portion in my diary of my 5 hours relationship with Samson. I don't even remember him till I read it. Wha. I can totally win Ain handsdown.
Then it was something about Guowei. The guy who rode bicycle to school and got beaten up by senghong and co once. Haha that was a funny courtship. And after I stopped contacting him for 2 weeks then Lana told me "He said he will wait for you". Wait my lan. Few weeks later he was with this girl from his school.
But the breakup with Joe was awful. we had chances of being friends but I blew it away. Oh well. It has been 6 years since I last talked to him. LOL.
HAHAHA I just read this part about those friends that I know from IRC. OMG. Some of them went missing totally. There are names like Wint, Hui, Ken, Kailong, Fuchuan, Cher, Peiyi, Weixiong, Zhohou, Tongliang, Jaspa, Jensen, Darren, Panda, Gina, Hanqiang, Peijun, Danist, Yonghui and his cousin Boon. Wah. HAHAHHA.
I still remember my virgin clubbing experience with Gina and Panda at Mad Monks. And how I used to support Monfort bball cuz Mcken, Jiaqi, Ken and the rest were playing but well, they still lost to Minjie's team. And then my first time seeing Hanqiang. And me bumping into Peijun on the streets and how I used to order KFC for Danist.
OMG. I totally miss the IRC days la. LOL.
Sec 1 and Sec 2 was the closest time with the express gang (joseph & co) till idk what happened.
Then there came the sad part of the diary, of all the quarrels and the "buay gum" during secondary school days, of all the fights in and out of school. LOL. omg. And how my sec4 days were the most wonderful. And reading the diary makes me wonder how two good friends can become enemies over night. Humans are indeed scary.
And sec5 days were the worst because technically I don't belong to anywhere. I started hanging out with Sheena and gang. And I remembered those days I went to study with Amanda and MQ for O'levels but we always ended up gossiping at Starbucks.
(N'levels was with 4D and Swing)
Haha. I wished I had a better relationship with my secondary school mates but well, even when I see them now I don't even bother to smile so hahaha, those above are just out of idk? LOL.
I only have 6.5 hours more to sleep before going school for the games try out.
oh well i gonna wake up later in the day and wonder why did i have so much emotion earlier on. meh meh. but i am feeling happy remembering all the past.
HAHA I just remembered how I quarreled with Melvin Sng, Baowen and Jansen because they gave my number to Jianhong. And there was this period of time when I was really close to Senghong and Melvin Teo. I kinda miss talking to them.
and now i am reading this part where i told baowen that i have feelings for him. OMG WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING THEN?!
HAHA I CAN GO ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON.
(Mar 13, 2009)
we can fight for ourselves but, what about the animals?
(Mar 10, 2009)
Smelt and saw a Fatima Rocker flew across me last night while walking home BLAH
OCH for location recce this morning. fed the mozzies there (!!)
Back to school for jfl and meeting (tyvm chrystal and izak for helping to do our storyboard)
Last minute location recce at upper peirce reservoir.
It's des show brief tomorrow morning.
Interview and location recce in the afternoon.
DOC main com meeting at night.
I need more sleep really.
OCH for location recce this morning. fed the mozzies there (!!)
Back to school for jfl and meeting (tyvm chrystal and izak for helping to do our storyboard)
Last minute location recce at upper peirce reservoir.
It's des show brief tomorrow morning.
Interview and location recce in the afternoon.
DOC main com meeting at night.
I need more sleep really.
(Mar 9, 2009)
haha the cheaters gang.
(Mar 8, 2009)
had to skip handsign song thingy and the muaythai thingy. stayed at home the whole day which was boring.
watched spirited away which was awesome. i know it's a bit slow. i love the ost.
daiso's outing is also canceled but betty's group needs help so i might drop by to help them ((: but before that i need to go for breakfast with my parents as promised ((:
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grave of the fireflies was good as well.
watched spirited away which was awesome. i know it's a bit slow. i love the ost.
daiso's outing is also canceled but betty's group needs help so i might drop by to help them ((: but before that i need to go for breakfast with my parents as promised ((:
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grave of the fireflies was good as well.
(Mar 7, 2009)
i am very excited about the muay thai lesson later ((:
(Mar 4, 2009)
We were on a nature tour. Hortpark, Henderson wave and Wessex Estate. Awesome place with awesome views. We even got horn by the train driver which was L-O-U-D really. Dinner was settled at Ikea and hell, we are all so tired by the end of the trip.
ADM fashion show shoot tomorrow. I hope Moses would not talk to me when he see me (regarding neckless).
Haven't been attending DOC meeting )): I am screwed. It's a busy week, please forgive me. HURHUR.
(Mar 3, 2009)
mark just pointed out to me that my 21st bday chalet is 1 day before day zero )):
(Mar 1, 2009)
i know right, but just ignore me.
i am in love with 小煜 the rocker now.
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i don't date guys younger than me for god sake. and no, not even ONLY a year younger.
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bbq + staying over at yvonne's last night was nice.