Flu symptoms generally:

• Come on quickly and severely.
• Include fever, which tend to be higher and last longer (3 to 4 days) than the occasional low-grade fever that may accompany a cold.
• Include body aches and severe tiredness or fatigue.

Common cold symptoms:

• Gradually get worse over a few days.
• Are more likely to include runny or stuffy nose than the flu.
• Often include a sore throat, while flu rarely does.
• May cause tiredness, but it is much less severe than the exhaustion that comes with the flu.
• Do not usually result in serious health problems and hospitalizations.

I don't know am I down with flu or am I down with cold. But I am more worried about me getting bird flu because, they have similar symptoms.

OMG. I AM GOING TO DIE!

Flu, cough and fever all came together. I felt so bad for not being able to help out for Carmen's shoot today like seriously. I had like 4 panadol extra last night thinking the fever might go away today but apparently it's not helping. Guess I have to give Weejee's 21st birthday a miss too. So much work to do, so little time, so sick to start )):

Labels: sick

I just want to spend all my time lying on this bed of mine forever. Something's bothering me real bad, I just wanna sleep my worries away. Go away, go away.

& i really dislike the feeling of friends talking to me all of a sudden just because they need a favor from me and don't even bother to thank me after that. i mean, who likes that feeling?

spare me spare me. i have enough worries on my mind now )):

i haven't really talk to anyone of them since tuesday and the feeling is damn weird. i stopped coming out from my room to greet her when she comes back from work. i stopped calling him to buy back supper for me. i stopped asking whether he's going out or not so he can drive me to school. i stopped asking her if she's working this weekend or not so we can have our baking session. i was very hungry last night but i waited till all of them goes to bed before going down to cook maggie mee. this feeling is damn weird but they really hurt me badly this time round and i believe it wasn't my fault at all. let's see how long can i last )):

I always thought my family is very supportive and understanding in what i am learning or doing (being) in this industry. but today they made me realized otherwise (when) my brother screamed in my face for the first time in the past 10plus years and my dad and sis totally flipped in front of my crews. i was stress to the max but all my brother said was things that were really ugly.

okay i can't be bothered now because i need to bathe.

i am having pre-shoot stress for the past few days )):

HOT LA.

how to be contented with life?

i miss tuffy who is left with 4 teeth and no testicles and is all the way at saudi.
he still mess up linda's place when she goes to work.
ahh. love love the boy.
i miss tuffy many many please.
the smartest and most adorable poodle around.

desmond drew this to illustrate the lighting. damn cute please.

truth is, i was really happy to have received that message cause i knew you must have took a lot of courage and consideration to text me. but one thing is, it came too late and i see no sincerity in wanting to talk to me again since you did not reply my last message. so i really don't see the point of your message. but whatever it is, i do hope things are doing well for you too.

anyway, pops brought my med to me cause it was really hurting me. spent an hour in school listening to patrick giving sound crash course. it was awesome and benefited those who listened. good grieve warren understood what he was saying because i don't.

dinner was nice. but ain and nick weren't with us again ):

and i should stop fantasizing ):

I rushed out of house and I forgot to bring my gastric med and I can feel it coming already. I don't want to die in school ): And no one is in school. Warren is late. Carmen's at pondok. AND ALAN RUDGE IS FUCKED UP. I don't like him really. What a bad start of the day )):

It's time to get a boyfriend -.-

A&E at 6am in the morning is not funny. Gastric really got me last night.

I'm really shocked. I chanced upon two videos which are really, shocking.



http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=42017

Okay i admit i kinda laughed watching the first one. remembering the younger days when the guys get sabotaged. but the next one, ultimate, seriously.



http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=41849

initially i thought this was just another cake smashing celebration but i was wrong. amidst the commotion, i actually realized that the group of girls were taking off her pants from under her skirt. she was screaming but ya, who cares. Then they dragged her to the chin up bars next to the canteen and tied her there. i can see her panties and there were guys around. then EVERYONE started smashing stuffs onto her. eh seriously it was absurd la. i've seen worse but the fact that it's still happening is making me worried. moreover, it's ACJC. supposedly a top quality JC. and yet their students are tarnishing their reputation. their principal said that it's a school tradition. and this really disturbed me. this is scary balls. i feel so sad for the girl.

AND THAT'S NOT ALL!

i continued on stomp and,



http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=41188

IT IS HAPPENING IN SCDF ALSO! omg, joel, weijie, stan. please let me know you're safe and sound inside please. i'm so worried for my friends in CD now.

AND IF YOU THINK THAT'S IT, THAT'S NOT ALL!

(i lazy screen shot alr)

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=41765

ahh whatever it is, i am so disturbed.

And the chicken briyani i had in the afternoon is giving me gastric now ):


anyway,



happy 19th birthday tanaikhiang. wish you 100 more wishes!

april and boi is the sex really.
and seriously, i don't know what to do without jacky lee.

props hunting was expensive but shiok.
still got more props to buy but ya, jacky lee rocks my socks.

made muffins to make myself feel better but then,
i put too much salt.
salty muffins ftw.

skype is awesome.

i miss you.

i am still not doing work. went live fresh bash last night. saw ko flow there. talked a little with daniel. my hdln cap is oos and i'm so sad. headed to timbre in the end. talked a little, laugh a little, oggle at my pretty butch a little and get amazed by that bartander a little then home. chatted a little with jason at the bus stop. and that rat got to take production shots for the coming up soon featured film. it's directed by the diretor from Beautiful Boxer and the DOP is the one from The Coffin. and they are shooting in film. awesome.

i want to do work. but i am not doing work. i want to watch tv. but i need to do work.

Two long years Jo, two long years.
I miss you. I really miss you.

google bettie page.

Francis says hi. He told me that he misses Warren and Yumi. Aww what a sweet little boy, no? I am actually feeling very panicky now because I am going to start shoot soon. I am very nervous. There already are butterflies flying in my stomach whenever I think of my own shoot. I think I am going to faint on the spot la seriously. Anyway Carmen and I were really hungry just now and we wanted to go Simpang for dinner but it was raining so we decided to go Bedok but guess what?! It's close! So we decided to go 511 but we ended up eating Ashton. LOLOL. But tarrot card reading was damn accurate and we were having goosebumps all over. I will be rich in the future, I will be rich in the future, I will be rich in the future SO COME SUCK UP TO ME and maybe in the future if you need financial help, I might think about it. Anyway, guys who flirts are jerks, really. I am waiting for some unpleasent news knocking on my door soon. Something about underground love affair. LOLOL. Damn funny when Froggy said that and Carmen's expression was priceless. It's like 2.49am but I'm not even 1/4 done through my Learning Contract. Ahhhhhhh.

listen to the lecturers or the industry people or follow my heart.

i does selective hearing on the lecturers. the industry people are thinking too highly of me and i don't want to disappoint them. following my heart may end up a disaster or may prove them wrong.

so really, i don't know what to do for my script/fyp. and guess what, i still have to be responsible for other people's fyp because i promised them i will help. fiona what were you thinking of in the first place?

BAHHHS. whatever i am going back to scripting now.

i don't know why such people still exits. blaming others for your wrong doings. unbelievable.

anyway, headed back to shooting gallery with warren. precious comments for my script from the industry people. they set me thinking how to set my script/story apart from the rest. not an easy task. i feel like dying omg. i realized everytime we goes back it's someone's bday. happy 27th birthday kelvin!

palm garden for dinner even though i told warren i wont have dinner today. so in the end, he mocked at me. i should have eaten curry pork ribs rice like seriously. now i am craving for it (and ain just made me crave for durians omg). okay. i need to sleep early today.

i need some loving tonight )):

i went to school and spent about 20 mins in the canteen with the rest. went back to 2d and started crazytaxi-ing. spent 5 minutes photoboothing, and the rest of the time stalking people. i think i spent another 5 mins doing work. spent 10 mins walking from school to angkeong for dinner. spent 30 mins eating/talking. spent 15 mins walking home.

i wanna die and come back as victoria beckham so i get to have sex with david beckham every now and then.

Labels: FYP, happenings, meme, thoughts

i is miss production but i am not looking forward to neither my fyp nor any fyp production. 

i used to look for the word d but now i am looking for the alphabet way down the list.

Labels: thoughts

It brought a smile to me and I am still having this fuzzy feeling. Ahhh. I should stop imagining things. LOL.

Draft 2 is completed and I am very happy because I managed to finish it one day beforehand.

On the other hand, I can't remember where was I during SL Camp nightwalk this April. Someone please tell me where was I during April 1st. I spent the whole night thinking but I still have no idea nor recollection.

FA meeting ended pretty early albeit Melvintan was 2 hours late. And I am very happy because we had sushi. But we all ended up rather broke.

And I really hate guy/s who talks too much especially when it irritates me.

But nonetheless, I am still feeling chirpy today but a little sleepy.

Labels: happenings, random

i told chrys we'll start doing work at 12am. she started doing but it's 12.30am now but i am staill playing crazy taxi. LOL.

and wenchong just broke my word challenge score. izak, mal, chrys, alyssa, tag team please.

YAY sushi later after meeting!

P/S cheer up carmenng.

Labels: carmen, cravings, facebook games

He is scarier.

Labels: melvintan, random

1)How many texts are in your inbox?
- 100+? I have to clear them before it's full.

2)When did your last hug take place?
- Wednesday.

3)Are you a jealous person?
- It really depends, but it happens.

4)Are you tired right now?
- Yes but I have to Eff Whay Pee.

5)Do you chew on your straws?
- YES. It used to be worse though.

6)Have you ever been called a tease?
- Yups.

7)Do you like to cuddle?
- Yes. Especially my bolster and Mr Bean bear.

8)Do you cry easily?
- Yes O.o

9)Are you a heavy sleeper?
- TELL ME ABOUT IT. I SLEEP LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW.

10)Where is your cellphone?
- Beside me, on the bed.

11)Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
- It really depends who the person is.

12)Are you mad at someone right now?
- Not really.

13)Do you believe in love at first sight?
- I don't know man but I do have a lot of eye candies definitely.

14)What makes you laugh out loud?
- OH WELL.

15)Who was the last person you talked to?
- Momsie.

16)Name one person on your top friends who is most like you.
- Sheena Chiang. We sounded alike in most aspect I believe. LOL.

17)Do you get butterflies when around the person you like?
- LIKE DUH. ALL THE TIME.

18)Will you get married?
- I hope so? I want to shake legs, watch teevee at home.

19)When was the last time you smiled?
- More like laughed? Because Melvintan's face is so ugly.

20)Does anyone, like you?
- I seriously don't think so. But my friends LOVE me!

21)Do you secretly like someone?
- Just gotten over it not very long ago.

22)Who was the first person you talked to today?
- Should be Larryong.

23)Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
- Ain, Yumi, Warren, Sheena(s), Carmen, Nick, Joshua, Tommy.

24)What are you NOT looking forward to?
- Production.

25)Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
- yes, but ):

26)Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
- Go up to him and say hi.

27)Are you a forgiving person?
- Unless you're forever LYING.

28)What's something you really want right now?
- Shopping in HK/Taiwan, chill on Miami beach, stroll down the streets of Europe, visit pyramid in Egypt, hot spring in Japan. Okay I just want a simple chill out session at Cafe Del Mar with a few friends.

29)Do you fall for people easily?
- I don't know but I would like a person for a hell long time if I do.

30)Have you ever fallen for your best friend ex's ?
- Hell no and would NEVER.

31)What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
- Darlie tooth paste.

32)Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
- no.

33)Who was the last person you drove with?
- Parents.

34)How late did you stay up last night and why?
- 3am. Was playing crazy taxi & pets society.

35)If you could move somewhere else, would you?
- Somewhere else in Singapore. But I would love to retire in Bangkok.

36)Do you prefer to call or text?
- text. will call if it's urgent or i needed to talk to somebody.

37)When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
- June 19 & 20.

38)Who took your profile picture?
- MSN, I kinda forgot. It's either Nick, Warren or Carmen.

39)Who was the last person you took a picture of?
- Hakim? During FA meeting on Monday.

40)Can you live a day without TV?
- where got time?

DOC meeting, 85, home.
I shall do some changes to my script.
30% off at bookshop, queue is scary. I am going to chiong and buy production stuffs tomorrow. Hopefully there are still stuffs to buy because me Eclipse is OFS (according to Melvintan)!!! OMG please. I can totally buy a carton of them home if it's 30% off. Copic markers are OFS as well, not that I uses them. LOL.

Labels: meme, random

For memories sake,


Our famous Yr1Block1


It became a tradition for us to give flowers to birthday boy/s then.
(and I swear I had fucking long hair then)


And the famous hair stylist of all time.


When nick had more hair on his head and Carmen looked younger.




8/11 of Da Pham funny how 11 different people click.








AND



















I HAD NO NECK. DAMN BLOODY SCARY. CHEEBS.
AND MY HAIR. FUCK. GO ON LAUGH!



Anyway, EFF WHAY PEE is driving some of us nutty which is a BAD thing. But vhatever it is, seniors, 99 more days left to go, we is can do it! It was nice spending time out of school with the moiseniors and not stuck in school. Albeit there was this tiny winy tinge of misses but oh well, what else to ask for than going out with two bimbos and meeting up with fiq and my favouritest friend, Yumipong for some facebooking session at starbucks.

Location is still no done and I am not happy with myself. I am actually feeling rather stressful which is weird because I hardly feel stressful over work. Oh well, I shall do well for FYP and enjoy myself during camp and fuck off from school.

Oh well, life sucks, literally. I shall crazy taxi for awhile more before I turn in. Till then.

P/S: I AM STILL CRAVING FOR SUSHI OMG!

Labels: ain, carmen, FYP, happenings, memories, misses, starbucks, syafiq, thoughts, yumi

I think i am falling into the trap again. DIE.

/edit

Okay, no. Vhat the hell vas I thinking?

Labels: thoughts

whatever *roll-eyes on the previous entry*
it's quite funny because i know i've let go but it's just this sudden pang of sadness engulfed me last night which was weird because it came and went so suddenly. but i am like fine and laughing now because melvin has retarded face and wenchong has an even more retarded face. the fact that i got to spend a day in school with the MOIsnrs is shiok. And Andi looks like Shariff and he's suck cock buddies with Alyph. Ok inside jokes. That bra size topic was damn funny albeit a little busted but who cares because we made a joke out of it. No, we are not bad mouthing. It was really funny. So a day spent in school is not exactly a day spent doing work because I didn't really get any work done other than singing to westlife and backstreet boys in 2d lab which was very nice. Yes, my singing is very nice. I finally saw San Roye in school after like 2+weeks. Now who say we're not fated? LOL. okay i just typed a whole chuck of irrelevant and dont-bother-reading-stuff because i am waiting for the toilet now. my sister is bathing. and for the fact that i am really tirrred and sleepyyyy. i shall bathe and sleep and not log onto msn and start chatting till 3am in the morning. oh yeah. GL interview tomorrow. i haven't done interview since like a year ago? bye fye bye fye.

this thought is killing me again. i am having a very sad 1.40am now because i thought of you again. and this thought is so negative i feel like i'm back to 6 months ago. it still hurt inside, really.

Labels: not ready, thoughts

It's a retarded 12.20am.

Yesterday was scripting at Starbucks with Carmen. It went well I guess. Still at page 3. I'm supposed to finish scripting today but I am too lazy to continue. The windy weather is so nice to sleep in and I am so sleepy now.

(Melvin doesn't want my Fiona Power)

So anyway, Carmen, Ying Ying, Melvin and I caught REC and it was awesome please. Like really. But we came out of the cinema with dizzy spells and jelly wobbly legs. I haven't scream like nutcase in such a long time, needless to say in a cinema. The bottom line is, go catch it.

Okay back to more stoning.

Labels: FYP, happenings, movie, starbucks

Yesterday's shoot was alright. It was nice working with everyone again. Thank god I'm the VA. The clients treated the whole crew to Ben&Jerry (((: It was shiok after a hard day's work.

Rushed back to office, rushed to Maryann's place, rushed everything then in the end, we didn't go to zouk. Arena wasn't that bad considering the fact that we got in for free. It was packed when we went in, it was SUPER packed when we left at 1am and clarke quay was so crowded.

Maryann drove Amy to dblO and to fetch kim. She was very nice because she drove me to Play. And it was nice with Wes, his two friends (i only talked to them once), Chrystal, Hakim, Issac, Aristotle, Ying Ying, Lina, Roy, Melvin, Larry & Wenchong. Aristotle's traumatising story was funny. Because it was gay night yesterday so ya BUT there were straight girls *looks at Melvin*. LOL.

Had supper with Hakim, Chrystal, Lina, Roy and Issac before Lina and Issac walked all the way to Chinatown to get me a cab. So nice of them. Alright. I shall go bathe now and meet Carmen.

Pictures another day because all of them are with everyone else. LOL.

Labels: happenings, party, shooting gallery

They call me nehneh I like mushroom and I can't leave home without a watch.
To-Do/Wish List:

1. $2 scheduler from Muji