So I woke up today and everything went back to how it is like yesterday.

Sad people are everywhere. People uncertain of their future, people who don't know if their choice is right, people who regret making or not making decision, people who is just thinking too much and people who don't dare to fall in love. As for me, I'm all of the above. Sad case, sad life. Gross.

I'm sad but I'm okay. Because Fiona is always okay and if one day she starts crying in front of everybody, something real bad must have happen because to everyone, Fiona doesn't cry. She's the one who goes around yelling and biting people's head off.

So Fiona is a bit sad but up till this point, she's still okay (:

Anyway, main purpose of this entry is to publicize for the last project for DSC 07/08 which is the DESIGN YEAR BANNER! Some of you might had heard about it and yes, it is going to happen! This event will involved every single designer and I'm really eggcited about it now.

So, here's a sneak preview done up by Tomu who is now, on the plane to Aussie. Or maybe he'd touched down, smelling some Aussie air, feeling all eggcited about the trip already. Amos is editing it so, man, be eggcited like we are too!




Feeling eggcited now? Wait till the publicity week starts.

So election results was out yesterday or just now since I haven't sleep so the day's not over. The atmosphere in the SU lounge was tensed to the max because everyone knows that when one get in, someone out there bound not to get in.

Joyce and I was like "oh yeah, we stepped down already".

So anyway, we waited for the results and congrats Melvin for presidency and Yi Jie for v.presidency and Betty Sholleh Kezia Mallory Andrea Chryst Izaku Amos Gina Steven Wyncy Desiree Donson (MOI owns again). I was gossiping with Vani and as I wrote down the results for DSC, my hand went numb.

I was overwhelmed with emotions. I guess only Hakim knows how I felt at that point of time. I really regretted not running. I've seen how DSC grew. From walkovers to 17 people running last AY and to this AY, 18 people vying for 15 positions (it could've been 19). Seeing how DSC making a difference for the design students is I think, the main aim for the EXCO. And I could have do it again but I let the chance slipped by. So it's like, I was happy for those who got in but at the same time hoping that I was one of them. Like what Amos said, we cannot argue and fight with one another and then the next moment we are laughing with each other again. Like I cannot fight together with the EXCO members anymore. Like I cannot hatecomplainwhinerant about the gruesome meetings anymore. No more dins dins after meetings ):

So for everyone in AY 07/08, this is for you.

Beloved Botak President Kbby, I'm always filled with respects for you and I'm really scared when you're pissed off so keep smiling and joking and making everyone around you happy because you're the best joker on earth. And really, that emo face really makes everyone worried. And I miss those "eh, Fiona"s during meetings. GO GO KBBY!

Slit Eyes DavidLeeDaoMing, I really dislike you when you go all serious during meetings and start to "eh, that's not the point. can we move on?" because after that I will go all emo throughout the meeting and will keep my mouth shut because I'm afraid you will "can we move on" me again. But's it's always fun to have another slit eyes in the room because I know I' not the only one who cannot see properly. HEH.

Act Cute TOMU and the counsellor of many. Thank you for all you've taught me inside or out of DSC. Talking to you always makes me feel better. Oh well, not always. Your that slutty pair of eyes are just so funny to look at. All those bitchings and gossipings sessions, you owned big time yoh. Thanks for like just being there especially that Wednesday wee hours spent in Macs when you could have slept on your bed like a pig. YOU GO GIRL.

Shoppink Queen Abby, you're the vainpot, the shopping queen, the yellow/red shorts Abby. LOL. Enjoyed working with you because we always end up gossiping about anyone. I love you because you bring us to clean toilets to bathe and you always have sweets with you and that's essential during meetings. And you always cools me down and tell me everything is alright when I am really pissed during meetings. OPPS.

Mad Mad Mural Mathilda, I KNOW RIGHT, YOU'RE SO PISSED WITH US BECAUSE THE LOUNGE IS FOREVER SO MESSY AND SAA IS FOREVER CALLING YOU BECAUSE THE BUDGET IS ALWAYS NOT SEND IN. We is miss you like siao luh. And we found your lookalike. We can just die without you luh like seriously. Like you were so stressed and all, handling so much stuff and yet you didn't complain. EXTRA HUGS FOR YOU.

The Mama Hajar, Thank you for helping me around with the subcom stuffs when I'm shorthanded. Always there, never say no. OKAY LUH. SWEETEST HAJAR. I still see you around so very often, you should know how much I love you yo. LOL.

Hairy Legs Yijie & Prettygirl Jacen, YA. I see you guys everyday idk what to say. Yijie, good luck for another AY ahead of you.

COCKBOY Amos, you're the most cock person I've ever met but you did make a difference in my life. We've seen you grow and really, it's nice to see how we changed someone. So precise in everything you do especially academically. Your presence, surprisingly makes people happy with your cockness. You always know how I always thinks that you're capable and what really stunt me was your willingness to learn. So, another AY, good luck. BEER BOTTLE.

Big Friendly Giant Ronald, I really miss your company. I miss having you around with us and all. You really helped to glue the comm together with your random outings and all. It's a pity. I miss you Ronald.

FUNNY Gabriel, QUIET Zul, MUSCULAR Weihon, IYA YOU THREE WON'T GET TO READ THIS ANYWAY. MEDIA TAG TEAM ROCKS SOCKS YO. And Weihon, you're the ultimate shit luh. Everyone needs a PID in their comm! LOL.

I really regretted ): but I can't do anything now and I really thinks that everyone in the new comm deserves the seat because I know that all of them really yearn to get in. I will miss sitting in front of the LT during sub com meetings.

Anyway, we sort of sat in in their 1st meeting. And we waited for them to end. Town for dins and we sorta slacked around and then spent some time chilling outside PS. I felt happy because everyone is happy (:

NR7 home because 518 took too long to come and i just don't feel like taking 518 home. Sheena talked me out of the sad and pathetic life I had and yay! I am still feeling happy! Thank you Sheena. I owe you many many. And we had this drama-mama talk luh. She always know I do it. LOL. And then we imitate how Ester would reply if she knew what we were talking about "shi bu shi? dui bu dui". LOL. Walked home from the interchange. But god damn the scary trees.

Thank you Chryst, Tomu and Amos for trying to make me think that my decision is not totally regretful.

HAKIM KIMMOZINE, YOU'RE THE LEGEND AND LEGEND DON'T DIE!!! So cheer up because ehh, I am your scalp! LOL.

Thank you Weejee for your ultimate bah zhang and tauhuay craving because it sent me to the kitchen to cook instant noodles. And thank you for you-know-what. And, remember baileys and cornflakes don't click.

And to that someone, HI I AM YOUR UNDERGROUND MISTRESS AND 1900-FIND-FIONA YO!

It's a happy happy night tonight with traumatizing news though.

And there the sad night went. My hand hurts. Stupid blue blacks from the bites. BLEAH.

GOODBYE TOMU. ENJOY YOUR TRIP IN AUSSIE YOH. BRING SOME KANGAROOS BACK!

Pardon me if there are any grammatical/spelling errors or whatever because it's 6.32am and I am stoning.

Kay it's 6.44am now and I am pissed off. I am not gonna talk to you for the longest time to come.

I think I forgot to mention about the poster slashing incident in school. I don't know, we don't know who is going around slashing the election posters but what I know is, it's the lowest act of all. Shame on whoever is doing it. I mean, it's a fair competition for that 15 positions.

I can only assume that (if you're running) you are afraid of competition and I hope/pray/wish you won't get in because you won't be able to go far or (if you're not running and doing for the sake of any of your friend/s who is running) you think that your friend is having competition against them and you are afraid that your friend/s won't get into DSC. Seriously, must this happen to Design or DSC for the matter of fact.

I am really disgusted by that shameful act. And that the ones that are getting their posters destroyed are not only my schoolmates, they are my juniors, my fellow main comms (dsc/camp evo), my gossip buddies, my lunch/dinner mates, my stayovers partners, my aid when i am piss off and most importantly, they are my friends. I don't care who am I to them but YOU better think twice before you start going around doing nonsensical, stupid and childish act like that again. And oh ya, if you're a design student, you should seriously spend some time reflecting on your journey as a design student. WTF? YOU VANDALIZED SOMEONE'S POSTER? Is that what the school is teaching you? Dammit.

So to the one going around slashing the posters, shame on you, shame on you being a fellow designer, shame on me for having such a rude and insensitive schoolmate. And if you're a friend of mine or ours, I've got nothing to say.

Oh ya and I think using underhand act to get votes is irritating.

Anyway, GOOD LUCK LOVES for the elections results. It's a night of celebration okay? So let's all be jolly and merry about it no matter what's the outcome.

i woke up feeling okay, i went out feeling uneasy, i went home feeling like shit. i walked home, i tried not to think. not even the bites that i inflicted myself with is able to ease the pain in me. somehow the heart is hurting more than trying to rip a slice of my flesh off my hand.

avoidance is not even an option, it's something that must be done, must be carried out. i need to avoid no matter what others say.

i am sad and i am not okay. if i smile, if i laugh, i hope it will last.

thank you wes for that little hang out at your place. thank you lina, ben, paul, hajar, weejee and jared the best smile boy because for that short 2hours or so i felt like myself again and i enjoyed the karaoke session, screaming our lungs out, rapping to love songs. and you lousy people lost your voice.

right now, i just wanna stop playing aerosmith on my itunes and complete my grey's anatomy. i don't want my night to end up with even more not-so-happy-songs and i don't wanna wake up thinking of you later on. i hope i do not need to see you later so i won't feel that my life is pathetic but another part of me tells me that i will feel even worse if i don't get to see you. oh well, typical.

"wouldn't it be nice if the world's cadbury"




i just wanna continue seeing you smiles because it's addictive.

supposedly to be a fyp planning night but the night turned into cupcakes, egg tarts, laptops, prata and i am legend and basically just a stay-over. thank goodness i do not need to go to school unlike the guys who have to because of cdi editing. god bless them.

i am feeling a little better though i am still thinking of him but i know it'll go away. i just need to avoid seeing him. it always work. do i sound pathetic because i think i do.

4 more mods to go and then it's sip and then fyp. it seems like we were freshies yesterday and now, we're already in the final year. design school sure changed my life and the people i got to know. all the gossips, bitchings esp in moi and the friendship fostered, big or small. it's just wonderful going through shits from the lecturers together and having fun together as well. how ironic. couple more months later, i will miss block teachings and submissions. oh well, that's just life i guess. it always happen. first you complain because it happens then you complain that it won't happen again.

(pumpkin warren just called me) i am actually looking forward to sip. but i will definitely complain about not having school food and how school is so much better than working a job that's only $20/day or $450/month. pathetic cheap labour. and it's three god damn months 28th july to 17th october. oh time oh time, please fly.

i secretly wish that people like mark, jacen, carmen, warren, nick, yumi won't get to do osip or the ireland thingy so at least i'm not left alone in small, small singapore doing sip alone. kay they will swear at me if they really do not get the chance to especially warren who is in this travel-and-eat mode recently.

weets. so many people is online now (it's only freaking 11.46am) and i'm fantasizing naked commandos doing pumping. ben gab wants to end the conversation with me. lol.

maybe i shall go to sleep now. i am going to switch off my phone so that wesley won't be able to wake me up later. HAHA. evil but i will still do it.

in case you have not cast your votes for DSC and SU yet, please do so. please vote john seah for SU because he's tomu's cousin. and tat yi because his eyebags are hot. speaking of tomu, he better update his blog before he leaves for aust this weekend.

the election results will be out on friday. so eggcited because i can't wait to see who will be in the new committee. oh damn i sure will miss those gruesome meetings. bye maincom ay 07/08 and let's welcome the new maincom ay 08/09 tomorrow.

from ay 06/07 to ay 07/08, dsc sure made a difference in my life. two years of being in the main com, it's time to give up the seat for someone else who is (hopefully) more worthy than me. and then i can finally have a year not filled with school commitments. funny, sub com head to a sub com. i wonder will i be able to do it because oh well, leadership is addictive but a good leader may not be a leader. kay whatever because i am not a good leader.

OH SHIT. WESLEY JUST CAME ONLINE. BYES.








bless me with more smiles please.

Wesley the horny itchy balls guy.

Moved away.

Your touch warms my heart ):

Been a long, long time since I felt this way for somebody. And it's becoming like a daily routine. You know, like a cycle and it's not healthy. I've tried not to think. I forced myself not to think but then it's not helping. I'm not feeling emo about this but more of being piss off with myself for being so weak. I've tried to avoid when I saw myself at the losing end but the next thing I know, you are standing beside me. I like the way you smile. I like to see the smile on your tired face. See, I am thinking again and just 10 mins ago I said I am not going to think about this person today.

Fine. I am going to have my lunch now and then have a little nap before the guys comes over.




Sometimes goodbye is the only way.

Dins with the Kuays is love X 97458937459023487934850938465.

Ester will get into SIA (so that she can get DFS for us).
Ester will find back her I/C (so that she will stop whining).
Ester will marry Show Luo (so to satisfy her).

Loitering around town used to be fun but now it's not anymore.
Sheena and I had a hard time waiting for time to crawl pass.

Weejee lost that Adidas lanyard bet.

NYNY for dins and I had half a cup of Lover's sunset (which the waiter have to dily-daly to either catch the sunset or making love before I could have it) and a few mouthfuls of Voon's Roasted Chicken Cabonara. And the most amazing thing was, I puked my chicken rice I had at noon after that. I am not anorexic, it just came out by itself goons.

It was just nice sitting/lying down in the middle of nowhere and just sing and chat and talk a little bout the ol' times.

Meet up again soon loves.

VOTE FOR ME FOR DSC MAIN COMM AY 08/09!!!!

It was a wasted trip to Queensway with Donson except for the fact that we had Laksa and I bumped into LPL there.

It was touring around PS waiting for the rest and finally we settled down at LJS. Chryst, Amos, Tom, Jingyuan and Caleb came and we settled our dinner there, somehow. Chatted for quite some time before we moved our asses to Cartel for cheesecakes. And then Jacen joined us after his work. And we had our BS there, like for a couple of hours. Pity Weejee wasn't there.

We shall all die from sining people. And then we ended the conversation abruptly because of the last train/bus. Thank god Pops came to fetch me because if not the bus ride home would totally wipe me out.

It's always nice to share whatever with your family members.

Good luck Best Friend Voon for your interview later on!

YUMI IS BACK BACK BACK!

And I will spray insecticides on anyone who say Wenchong's smile is retarded.





this feeling is overwhelming, it is killing me.

That guy who is "9 Hrs away from home" is a jerk so, I should just stop talking to him. I forgot he claimed me to be his rebound sometime back. So, he's a jerk for saying that. JERK.

First, I called Sheena at around 2am because I got signed out from MSN then we chatted and then she said she is going to sleep at 2.45am and the next time check was 3.49am already and so we said "Kay, 5 more mins then we go sleep" and the next thing, it was already 4.18am. Tsk tsk. I don't know why girls can just keep on talking because I ask Tomu the other day and he said he don't really call Caleb to talk about life. GUYS.

Cannot wait to meet up with Ester together for her belated birthday celebration.

Iya. I've said it for the 1000th times but ya, I love Sheena and Ester and no other friends can replace them unless like someone else who is willing to save me from the shark, other than that, no (:

I know right like I can be the ultimate bitch sometimes with the cranky temper and unpredictable attitude but I always feel guilty for shouting or throwing tantrums at my friends. Like Mark, Jacen, KT and even friends like Amos kenna all the time. I mean I am really sorry luh but I swear as compared to the past, I'm 20 times better. Kay, that doesn't help. Point is, I am guilty and I am sorry.

I am also that anti-social kid on the block no matter how hard I tried to be the girl next door. Of course, it's a different thing during camp so I really hate people asking "fiona, are you ok? why are you so quiet today?" because apparently no one can be high 24/7. I know it's out of concern but it's get irritating when up to 5 person asking you the same question in on day. Kay, see the bitch in me in coming out.

I really miss time spent with Da Pham like right, random outings and all. Now I'm just like someone who don't belong to anywhere and going around school joining random people. Maybe I belong to 69/70 yes. Carmen, we belong to somewhere. LOL.

Hajar get well soon,
Aidah rest more,
Yumi, I love you so please don't think that you're a bitch and suck at everything because I always admire your intelligence,
Carmen, stop crying you big baby,
Wesley, Idk? thank you for taking care of me that day in chalet,
Nick, Mummy still love you,
Warren, I want to see your permed hair yoh,
Jacen, you're still my best friend even though I always treat you like shit because of the ultimate bitch living inside me.




and to you, freeze the time would you?

Hajar is Harjalistic because she is sicked and she still spend time uploading all the photos. LOVE LUH HAJAR.




Weejee


Caleb


Tomu


Abby


Jing Yuan and Camwhore Queen












Chrystal Hajar and I












Andrea David Chrystal I

And yes, they have officially graduated from Design School. Next year this day it'll be my day too. Wonder how will I feel being under the robe. Hmm.

And right, the guys are back from Hongkong! Like safe and sound. Melvin's like still energetic chatting on msn but Larry's sleeping like a log. I know Mr Straight Face Wenchong and Joey are alive and kicking as well so YAY I am looking forward to my HongKong's Lao Po Bing and the YSL they bought for me. YAY! So the guys get extra loves from me today. It's catch up day on Tuesday yay!

Wha. Everyone is hungry online now. No cannot cannot eat. We must restrain yo.

Queensway and cheesecake tmr yay!

kill that thought fiona, kill that thought.

Blogger sucks because I tried to log in so many times last night.
I've got a lot of things to say but apparently thoughts are slipping my mind like water under the running tap.

Graduation Ceremony was full of smiles :D

Tampines area was double crowded last night and so Izaku, Chryst and I decided to leave the rest and head home for a good rest. But something was missing last night and I ended up sleeping at 3am again. Golden Compass was awesome. I only have one last show left on Moshy that I got from Amos. I am going to start my GA marathon soon.

I must have shit at least 6 times yesterday and I feel like eating tauhuay now.

I missed Yaya outing today despite Izaku called me at least 6 times this morning.
Yumi messaged me all the way from Japan. Like so near yet so far feeling.

Back to my 27 dresses. BYES.




you and your long eye lashes

Design ORTogether Chalet was the bomb as what Izaku had described it to be.

Amazing race was fun and they managed to help us save some bucks. YAY!
Then we had some drinking game. When I returned, Izaku and Pearlyn was already drunk.
Shall not spoil Izaku's reputation here but yes, he owe me one.
And after he slept it was Mac's breakfast with Donson, Chrys and Abby.
Emo songs through the night with Hajar, Weejee and Daoming.

Prepared and waited for the freshies.
Thank god we had more than enough food.
Thanks to those who bbq-ed for everyone. There was even a queue.
Had a little fun here and there randomly.
OTTO rocks luh preshhhh. Serene bought us shiny stars again.
Didn't had a chance to talk to all the freshies but I guess they all had fun.
Drinking game again and TIFF and AIZ, YOU SUCK AT DRINKING LUHHH.
Tiff was damn cute. Her facial expression were so animated.
And Aiz should really thanks those who took care of him. 4 long hours of torture for them.
Caleb was almost gone and Daoming just couldn't walk straight.
I was neither here nor there. Just that brain cannot function well. I remembered that I actually asked them not to vote for someone and Mallory asked me not to slam the door. HURS.
Thanks to those on the rock. bitchslaps.
After two bottles of Vodka, we called off the game.
Aristotle was horny drunk and Rui Kiat had rashes.
Was about to sleep when Mallory decided to toothpaste Daoming and we all woke up.
Hogged the bed till Rui Kiat came in sick.
So it was a lot of us with two sick boys in the room.
Took care of Ruikiat before checking out the other chalet.
1/2 of them went to watch soccer (yay. Man Utd won!) while the rest played game, sleep and watching SAW.
Slept under the air con with Mallory's ass in my face.

Did accounts in the morning and Izaku, Chrys, Tomu and myself were relived we got our money back.
Cleared the bbq rubbish with Chryst.
Breakfast with Mallory and Chryst and BS at Macs before we all went home.

Slept and it was dins with Izaku, Chryst, Donson, Amos, Daoming, Weejee, Kezia, Mallory and Betty.
518 home with Daoming.

Cleared and packed my room. Now it's cleaned and maybe dust free.
BUT, air con is still not working. BAHHS.

It's Grand Ceremony later. A time for gathering for the graduates. They must be real eggcited about it. Hope they will have fun zouking after that yo.

4 days in one entry.

Sidenote,
Warren permed his hair and now he look like his friend.
Yumi is off to Japan to free her mind. I hope her mind will be freed when she's back.
Mark is back from Genting too. YAY!

DSC election is just next week. 27th to 29th.
Please do show your support for them. They need all the votes.
Decided not to specially help anyone so,

Please vote for

Issac
Chrystal
Amos
Desiree
Donson
Melvin
Yijie
Betty
Sholleh
Mallory
Kezia
Gina
Wyncy
Steven
(and 4 more who I don't know who)

I see a strong comm. I kinda miss our comm now. One more event to go!

Balls of Fury time.



Just to see a smile on your tired face.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY ESTHER VOON

I wish you every happiness on this very special day of yours. It's never easy sustaining a friendship and I am glad ours work out well and still going strong. Happy birthday again and hope you'll enjoy you day spent with your friends. Loves (:

At the same time, Happy 20th birthday Eileen and Mag too. Hope yall will enjoy your day as well. (:



On a sidenote, Design ORTogether Chalet is today! Still got a million and one thing not settled yet but we promised the program is shiok to the max with some (Tomu's accent) booze. And we are expecting slightly more than 150 freshies on BBQ night. I've got headache because of the food and they better come if not WHACKS (stare at OTTO's freshies).

OK. NEED TO GO SUBMIT MY WORK NOW. BYESSS

Because I hope that you can feel it but I don't want you to know it.

EVERYONE IS BREAKING THEIR PROMISE, PANG SEH LAST MINUTE.

Damn irritating one loh. Like I happy happy expecting these people to go out together then eh wha eh wha "eh i don't think i going tomorrow alr" _|_

And then on the other hand, I'm becoming like the old anti social me. YAY. Like oh-so-cool huh? "Wha. Anti social kids always look so cool" my foot.

So ya. Maybe I should just pang seh everyone this week, stay at home and sleep so I don't need to worry about so much stuffs. It's freaking holidays dudes. H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S.

freakingassholes.

Apple PM me and asked me to read Eric's blog.

And this is what he wrote;

"The FAs really really really super duper rock la. Fiona is like some happy fruit. LOL, translate it however literal if you like, but seriously, I love her spunky and funny attitude, always so caring and full of love for braces kids. HHAHAA!!! Sad thing's that I'm removing them soon! Her laughter is like classic too, full of energy and fun. Oh, not to mention her infamous tak-glam burp and bimbo talk. HAHAA!

She claimed that she's sad coz she never interact with the Otto freshies whilst in camp because she's a facilitator, but she earned herself 2 super-duper-lovely super freshies during DOTC, Jiahui and I! Nehneh, I really love you la! Don't be sad lah okay! HUGS!"

So it cheered me up for the night. For the matter of fact, seeing him and Jiahui around school just makes my day because they are not like some annoying freshies *roll eyes*



OTTO is still the LOVE

Anyway, that day it was Axle, today it's Stallion. I am allergic to dog's saliva and he just have to come into my room and started licking me all over and because he sheds fur, his fur is all around my room now. WHACKS


(I was lying down and he jumped up to lick me. my face itched for the next 10 minutes)



and another polaroid taken on friday,



and yesterday, Tomu randomly said that anything above 40 years old is considered antique and Lilin replied very naturally "huh... then my parents are antiques?" and both of us continued laughing for the next 15 mins or so.

Happy holidays Wesley.
Happy holidays The Clique.
Yumi is going Japan coming Wed.
And the following Monday when she's back is our mini donut gathering for the very few of us and that is Loves.

BLEAHS.

WHAWHAWHAWHA AWESOME SHIT DOPE ASS ROCK YOH




Anyway, Harold & Kumar on Monday.
4.30pm City Hall MRT.
Interested contact Veron or myself.

Yay. Meeting Tomu, Amos, Izak and Chryst for chalet stuffs later. Yayness. And lunching with Momsie.

I want to watch kung fu panda and half blood prince is out in nov. YAY.

Ok. sister's keeper time.

We is in Tomu's place now.
CCN Day was shiok.
DSC booth raised more than 200 bucks for the needy friends. Which is a happy thing yay!
Then we finally took polaroid which is nice nice nice.







Then we went to take DYB publicity picture. LL is ultimate camwhore yo.

I was hanging around in the 5th and 6th floor today and I heard a lot of freshies complaining that they are going broke which reminds me of my year one days as well. Always buying materials, always broke. Somehow on the other hand, we had a lot of fun as well. And today lunch was 2 joint table though we used to have 5 tables instead. Past conversation used to be senseless talks with random laughters. Now, it's about work and submission.

I've got so much to catch up individually with a handful of them. Like really talk like how we used to but all of us are so busy. Da Pham changed my life but it's not how it used to be already.
But I love Hereafter because it's the only place whereby we can see everyone but ya, it doesn't feel like how it should.

Anyway, it's not a very good day for a couple of guys in school. Oh well.

I think chocolate really helps. So I am going to Bueno soon. I hope I can finish my Desti by this week so I can enjoy my weekends.

Axle came into my room and started howling.



Scared me luh. I was like looking at the screen, dozing off then suddenly he started howling. After he howled, his twin brother, started howling downstairs too. Ok whatever.

(Hang on, I'm Bueno-ing)


(Dear Melvin spent his night up with Mother Theresa)

Ok. Please support DSC booth. ((:

I think I should not do any work today and go to sleep. Because my eyelids weigh a thousand tonnes tonight.

Here's a math question for all.

Team A has 12 people
Team B has 6 people
Team C has 11 people
Team D has 14 people
Team E has 10 people
Team F has 11 people
Team G has 10 people.

Muthu have to collect $12.50 from everyone.

The answer is $926.50
Can yall get the answer correct? If you do, please tag my board.
Thank you.

Chalet is a headache. More than 150 pax is turning up.
I don't wanna imagine how dirty the chalet will end up to be like.
And the food and the space to sleep. OMG.
And the accounting to do at the end of the day.
Yayness. I'm packed from Thursday onward so YAY.

Yay. Weejee come back already.

And B&J Choc Fudge was the sex.

I am happy now. Weets.

"... i promise you a mushroom farm."
Of course, it's a promise that will never come true.
It's coming to the 2nd year. I hope you're doing good up there somewhere.
I miss you, Joseph.

I've got too much work to do. I feel like running away again.

On a lighter note, I am meeting Weejee for lunch later!

superwomanalcoholic is damn phunny.

ashley - life itself, a perfect dance says: (2:03:03 AM)
my photos all in my sister's digicam
ashley - life itself, a perfect dance says: (2:03:06 AM)
then need to charge
ashley - life itself, a perfect dance says: (2:03:10 AM)
then guess wad
ashley - life itself, a perfect dance says: (2:03:14 AM)
i dunno how to charge

and the gossip club can really gossip. lmao.

I miss looking at your eyelashes whenever you closes your eyes.
I miss your apologetic look whenever you were guilty of making me angry.
I miss your tired look whenever you're concentrating on your work.
I miss seeing your name appearing on my phone because it means, you're looking for me.

Is this what people call, falling in love?

HAPPY MAMA DAY!!!!!!
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY GOH HUI BIN ASHLEY!

Otto FAsGLs bonding yesterday was triple fun. But I don't want to make the walking another Otto tradition hor. LOL. So we ended up at NYDC and yes, we played Otto tradition again and yes, Sock is the ultimate winner again. Somehow we ended up at Youthpark. As I was about to part from them, I saw LJ who was going towards the same direction. Then as we walked, we saw Ronald. The across the road, Abby shouted and so I joined them to surprise Ash. Sat around for awhile before Matt sent us home. Thank you luh Matt. Owe you another one.

Earlier on yesterday, helped Rex out with his corporate shoot and didn't know we'll get paid. And after Jacky sent me home, it was shower and K.O.

I want to clean up the room but I am lazy and I've got no time.

I need to start on my Vidpro2 Journal soon if not I am going to die.



i secretly hope that our conversation can last longer that what it is like now.

yesterday was a blessing in disguise. even though the day was filled with people's problems that they made it mine but i had a chance to finally talk to yumi which is nice because ever since idk how long ago, it has been "eh. where you going?" "class." "oh ok. take care" so it was pretty nice talking to her again. she is like going back japan again which is shiok. so unofficial main com meeting lasted for 3 hrs and we just had our supper. i swear david can eat a lot and idk where all his fats go. i feel like shitting now. should i shit? heh.

I is dying from staying in Hereafter since the moment I stepped into school.






I is dead.

I went to bed early hoping that sleep will take away the pain that gastric is causing me. It helped initially but I woke up again with gastric hurting double. So I roll back and forth on my bed, tried to burp and fart so help ease the pain a little, tried to shit too but nothing comes out. Went to look for the brown bullet medicine and gobbled it down with some warm water, burp a few times and I am feeling better now but it's still hurting. Apple went to search online on how to relive gastric pain for me. LOL. Loves.

Weejee is online again. Woos.

And I made myself look stupid with,

fionehneh woke up because gastric was hurting so badly she can't sleep. says: (1:41:53 AM)
HOW IS THE HOLES.


you know, I meant HOLS.
Just to be fair to Melvintage and Larry (;



ja(RED) says: (1:52:35 AM)
here's a smile to ease your pain
ja(RED) says: (1:52:36 AM)
smiles*



Aww. Coming from the best smile boy give it a bonus. LOL.

I spent my last night having overseas call with Joshua.
Glad to hear that he's doing well.
We spent the night catching up for time we've lost and reminiscing the good ol' times when Jo was still around. We laughed at those silly tricks we used to play and those difficult times we pulled through together. Memories are not forever, it fades with time.

I stared at the one and only note that I found that Jo left behind. I miss whatever breakfast he used to buy and those pillow fights. I miss that one good whiny friend.

I woke up today only to find myself late for school and thus, decided to go back to sleep. And since I can't get to Aidah, I guess going to school would be a wasted trip. Girls out with Momsie, Cynthia, Sis-in-law and Bammy. Whitesands, Yishun, Sakae and PS. Momsie bought me some apparels. Had B&J too which is loves because cookie dough is always the loves.

I guess I ate too much today and at the irregular timing and I am suffering from gastric now. Anyway, I finished reading P.S I Love You. Cecilia Ahern is a talent writer considering she was only 21 when she wrote that novel. It's full of emotions. Should catch it.

Got to start on my Vidpro Journal now I guess.

ROTOSCOPE IS LOVES.







but I still love my Justice's D.A.N.C.E

LUNCH. BYES.

Yesterday it was

Jac Kee "Thank you my sister of another mother!"

and today it was

Technician "You don't come, I still wait. I wait till you come"

And we laughed. Hereafter is the new love.
Ng Carmen is still not in school. Whacks.

Just as I thought I can close my MSN windows and do my work,

melvintage.com; peanut butter tees. says: (1:23:42 AM)
i just choke on ONE rice

and right after that,

LARry explore infinite possibilities says: (1:23:57 AM)
brb
LARry explore infinite possibilities says: (1:24:02 AM)
i go find something

in case anybody forgets, he is materials wanker (:

I can't believe I didn't manage to trick Larry. Lousy Fiona really.

Then everyone is talking about my long hair and I'm missing it alr.
Then everyone is going overseas for their holis and I'm missing Bangkok alr.

I is love April and Candice because they is helping me to cut queue. LOL.

AND AND AND. Weejee talked to me just now but I was away. SORRY WEEJEE HOPE YOU SEE THIS AND WE IS WAITING FOR YOU TO COME BACK.

DSC meeting was loves. Last two events together. Let's make it happen people. CCN & Design Year Poster. Please support people. SUB COM MEETING REAL SOON. I MISS THE SUB COMS. Hopefully will get better response after camp.

So today is love & yayness. Pepper lunch!

OTTO GL bully FA.

ed says: (12:00:39 AM)
we going to have stayover at somebody's place
ed says: (12:00:47 AM)
specially invited
ed says: (12:01:02 AM)
if you nv receive the card by tmr, then too bad
ed says: (12:01:02 AM)
lols

Looking forward to Otto chalet. Hopefully will be able to alliance with the other empires.

Felt good because I made someone smile today (:

ja[RED] thank you FIONEHHHHH says: (12:24:50 AM)
SMILES*


Was looking through the past work and came upon this,



Joshua ".. I want to feel some feelings too"
Damn cute. LOL.

OK all smiles. Back to resume.
I want eat pepper lunch and mee goreng.

sorry luh Izaku.
please continue to irritate me with the har kau. siew mai, xiao long bao and dim sum.
loves you many many X 984765987465918437650149569 times still.



and double the loves to Best-friend Voon and Confidante Chiang.
Best Friend please cheer up. Whoever it is that you mentioned on your blog, you know what to do if she's really precious to you alright. COOL YO.
Confidante, let's jiayou for our submission and it'll be starbucks&HKcafe-till-we-die days.




So I was stucked in 3D lab for the whole day just to convert the videos. I have yet to touch on my Vidpro which I think requires a lot paper work. Then met up with Jason Tan for lunch and yayness, caught up quite a lot individually which is loves again. Then I had to return to work while he went to do some uncle-ly primemart shoppink.

Then Izaku, Donson and Veron came to 3D lab to slack while waiting for me. Then Amos came and Veron went for lesson. Met up with David and Tomu for dinner over at Subway. Then Donson and Izaku left early. So the rest of us had another BS before we eventually headed home.

It's a long, long day tomorrow but I am looking forward to it since there'll be DSC main comm meeting. It's back to work BYE

I'm being a bitch lately. Sorry.

That little boy pressed the lift for me and smiled at me.
I smiled back and said thank you.
I walked out of the lift feeling too shy to say bye.
That little boy staying on the 8th floor made my day.

His smile is magical.
As soon as I reached home, good news came rolling in.

1. DSC Main Comm meeting on Tuesday. Our one last event together
2. Mark spoke to me and we cleared our misunderstandings.
3. OTTO Chalet.

He truly made my day with his magical sweet smile. I want a son like him in the future ((:

over at Wes's






































I swear chatting with Larry and Melvintage at 3am in the morning is mad laughters.

1st, about Mrs Pee.


2nd, about materials wanking.


and 3rd, wanking at Ikea.

crazy people 5:10am. should go sleep now.

They call me nehneh I like mushroom and I can't leave home without a watch.
To-Do/Wish List:

1. $2 scheduler from Muji