It's project meeting again today. Still waiting for Ashley to send me the edited script so I can start doing the shooting script. I swear Dai Ying is damn fast as a script writer. Ok later I need to edit the proposal a bit before i go to sleep.

Anyway, it's a happy, happy leap year today. Initially only Yumi and I are going for sushi. In the end, there were seven of us. Yumi, Syafiq, Guo Xiang, Mark, Jacen, Wei Xiang and I. Wanted to catch a movie after dinner but Orphanage ain't available. Yumi, GX, Syafiq and I sat down a Macs for ice cream while the rest met up with Verm and Bern and I think they all went home?

Have to meet Steiner later on at 6.20am. So I have to sleep early today. Maybe just one more episode of GA then I shall go sleep. OMG. 6.20am is damn early.

Still, it's a nice, nice leap year spent. Full of smiles. And yes. Production tomorrow. Heard Steiner "fired" 3 people but have to asked them back because there aren't enough people in art dept. LOL. So GG tomorrow.

(and Gifford just wished me happy leap year)

Blogger is taking forever to load a picture. TMD

And it's good to talk to an old friend once in a while and this time, it's Jason Tan. Haven't talk to him in such a long time and all we exchanged was disagreements and unhappiness. Totally tak cool.

"thanks but no thanks for making it sound so simple fiona"





And good luck to Jacky's shoot tomorrow!

melvintage, peeone.
HAPPY LEAP YEAR.

I didn't realise until he told me. LOL.

HAPPY LEAP YEAR people.

and I still miss Martin. All thanks to the terrorist that ran away.

Presentation went relatively ok. Could have done better.
We had a changed of idea after class. Sticked to initial story but added in new ideas. Well done.
We're going to have a longer pre pro. So hopefully our product can be as good as I am imagining it now.

Finally after so long, migraine struck me today. Thankfully Carmen and Mark helped out for DEFA edit. I am very guilty because they are doing my work for me.

I am putting my weekends aside for Boi's production. Hopefully won't affect my P2. I need to work doubly hard now because this is my choice. I am going to edit proposal, wardrobe, character design later and I shall do the scheduling tomorrow.

I need more rest and I miss martin.

Sushi with Yumi tomorrow after I'm done with my P2.

Good luck to April and crews for their shoot tomorrow. Cannot see Gaffer J = SIAN

And the two naughty boys whose head is bigger than yours.





They are very naughty because they kept smelling Baby's bum. Naughty naughty.






The sunset sets on the blue stairs.

Seriously I should start sleeping early. I am trying very hard to control my anger/frustration. I still got call sheet haven't do and it's like 11.58pm now.

So weird to see your friends around but not talking to them. But I'm getting used to it already. Now I understand, work is more important than anything else. I am slowly marching to the loner path (:

I need to sleep.

Well done. I just found another short film lover, Wilson Choo.

I want to go both SIFF and SSFF. I need to go watch more films to inspire myself.

For aspiring film makers.





I am running out of ideas. I need new ideas for short film. Holidays film makers (:

SYAFIQ DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME. ALL HE GAVE ME WAS ONE LINER REPLIES.

Yesterday went for group meeting then went for pre production for Boi's at Bradell. The location is damn nice. Seriously, 1 hour or 10 seconds? So after we were dismissed, we stayed back. Played a little of Bball and then the guys played soccer. I was chatting to the security guard. He is damn nice and funny. After that we left for Mac and slacked till 8.30pm. Bahhs. Can only go down on Sunday since Friday and Saturday got P2 shoot.

I love gossips. We're the famous five.

Boycotting in process. Smirks.

"It's your choice"

P2 is going well. Neville, Matthew, Joshua and Jason. We got zai casting (: and of course, zai crew. So much ideas are formulating. Nice start (: I love lor.

At the end of the day,



a sunset will fill the faces of all those who are willing to smile.

UGLYLAZYBONESBESTFRIENDVOON just sent me the pictures. Woo. She is scraped off from her title now but well, that title suits her so I shall continue calling her that seriously.



ahhw.estervoon@hotmail.com is now known as ester voon: ILOVETHESMELLIESTMUSHROOMINDAWORLD CUSSHEIS SO SMELLY AND ILOVETOSMELLHER.
1:15

fionehneh. HI UGLYLAZYBONESBESTFRIENDVOON. I IS LOVE YOU MANY MANY PREASHHHHH.
AHEM

I'm blessed with Voon, Sheena, Yumi, Jacen, Joshua and late Joseph (:


One mum prayed: God, I wish my son could get a new heart so that he can go for a heart transplant.

What that mum didn't say was: I wish another kid would die earlier so he could give my son his heart.

Oh hi yes I am back in school. Thanks huh. We tried very hard to fight it back but oh well, hi, I am back in school.

So hi I am back in school and this time round, I get to work with Syafiq!! Like after nearing two years? And people like Ashley? Coolios. The best thing is, SHE HAS A CAR. So we got vehicle to go around during production and she can compose music too! And people like Hafiz? LOL. Coolness. And of course Daiying. OMGOMG. I love to work with new people to challenge myself. I don't like working with the same people leh. Life's too short to do the same thing over and over again. Rest assured, we don't feel that way.

First time talking to Eric. I swear it felt even worse talking to Moses luh.

And hi, I am back in school but we're still going down to help April. Yes. I heard we are going to clean up old FTPYSS later on. Yayness. They say it's damn creepy there. OMG. Is there stories like last toilet cubicle got ghost or something?

Somehow I still felt quite calm but I don't know why people just want to make life difficult for us.

So hi I am back in school so I will still see Yumi around.

Wha damn shiok I'm like roaming around school lately. Yumi cheer up prease. You know I still love you even though I'm like busy with P2 and production and I won't forsake you. I LURBES YOU MANY LUH.

And Melvin damn suay. He touched Moshy just now and when I came home, Moshy cannot connect to internet. But he was damn nice to wait for firstfriend with me (you all know how slow Jacen can be). I am secretly eyeing his dad's retro yonex bag. Damn chio like seriously. Why Pops doesn't have it?!

I am actually quite pissed but oh well thinking of my angels makes me felt better and talking over the phone with Sheena just now just makes me feel so much better. And ya, Grey's Anatomy helps a bit too (: And this too,

melvintage, peeone.
i neh pls.
you told the whole world.
for tht i give you this.
( +.[_________]-:- )

fionehneh. HI UGLYLAZYBONESBESTFRIENDVOON. I IS LOVE YOU MANY MANY PREASHHHHH.
what is that face?

melvintage, peeone.
its not a face.
its a PSP.

Ok. Back to Ptwo

AND,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA SAO. (25th FEB)

amazingly awesome. LOL.

ok random but damn funny. ok now i don't know how to tell kel that i might not be able to attend his 21st birthday. ok die fiona you're going to die.



"the lesser we waste, the longer we live"

My right eye is swollen because of that two monsters' fur all around the house. I had to wear my shades out and everything I see became so dark, so evil. Went out with uglybestfriend today like finally. Didn't really catch up as in, not in heart to heart talk context but we had this laugh at each other and gossip chat for the entire day. I will wait for her to send me the pictures but it won't be any soon because that lazy fellow is like suffering from lazy bones disease. Nonetheless, I had a great time out with her.

My eyes are still itching and I am fighting the urge to rub it.

TMD must go school for p2 briefing tomorrow. WTH. And then still must stay back to talk to Alan. Mafan like shit.

Time to find new eye candy yay. All my eyecandies are graduating. I shall stick to Gaffer J during production. HURHURHUR (:

So yes, I spent my Saturday at home recuperating. Didn't step out of the house at all. So it's all about Bull Fight and Grey's Anatomy. Granny went back to KL today but she said she will be back soon. Linda's coming back on the 6th and I'm really looking forward to it thought I know I wouldn't even have the time to spend at home with my family.

Stalion and Axle are doing good. That two monsters. They nearly knocked me off the ground when I came home the other day. And their saliva and fur are everywhere. But still, two charming fellows. Baby's still not used to seeing and having them running around the house.

So Mark told me just now that Art Dept is starting work on Tuesday so guys, wish me luck. No more school for me now. I hope I won't be skipping too many main com meetings if not, I'm going to lose out a lot.

So yes Nick, it's fine now. You're the only one who even bother to asked I guess.

(: happy sunday. Meeting Voon later for some singing, shopping, eating and chilling session. Man, I miss her. Pity Sheena got too much homework to join us. Oh well, I hope it'll be a nice day. Fingers crossed.

hur. yes i'm over it.

Dorm and Shutter was nice.

Must admit I'm quite disappointed because Yumi and I were supposed to go with people like Nick or Warren or whoever else but either they didn't complete their work today or they plainly forgot that we were supposed to go out and that's why they didn't sms to ask. Even if they didn't finish their work, I would feel better if they would inform us that they couldn't make it so I know that they remember. But oh well, nothing of that sort happened and that's why I'm so disappointed.

I guess they will have their own little cliques gathering and Yumi and I and Jacen will be forgotten as always.

Oh well, won't be in school next block so it doesn't matter luh. They won't call me out for lunch or whatsoever in school now so what makes me think that they will miss me a little when I'm away?

I shall meet up with Yumi one more time before I go missing for one whole block.

At least Martin balanced my day off. HUR (:

I am a happy girl today. Martin came to look for me in school and we had lunch together. It was short but nice. HUR.

And now we are in the canteen waiting to go town. YAY. Finally something work out this week.

I am a happy girl today.

and,

happy birthday Lim Jian (:

so it did not happen. busted for the 2nd time this week. so loners like syafiq, yumi and i had pasta mania and we chatted for a few hours. luckily for them if not i think i would have flared up, went home and emo. i swear i was so hungry and pissed that i was about to cry. you know like, wha, you missed your lunch with some other friends so you can have pizzas in the night with your clique and then you anticipated it for so long then till a point you cannot tahan anymore and BOOM that's it. it's the first time in poly that i'm so fed up at them. so anyway it was a nice day with them. and for tomorrow's movie screening at *scape, i guess it would be another disappointment but thankfully some others are going with me.

i guess i'm so used to this feeling that i don't feel anything now.

man, i'll miss yumi next block luh.

let's stone and die and remember that we're all alone.
and i just realised i've got no friends at all. yumi let's make friends.

THIS IS DAMN COOL.



I'm so sure I'm the only one with so many photos of Sheena Chiang Kbin.
All the way from 2005 like seriously.

But surprisingly, I do not have as much photos taken with Best Friend Voon the camwhore. What an irony.



Omg. My collage sucks seriously. Especially when there are more than 6 pictures.

They are the siblings that god forgot to give me (:
(is this sentence over-rated)

I can't wait to meet them on Saturday because after this week, I will be officially MIA from the network, not because I'm emo -.-

YAY! First 11 outing later. I IS CANNOT WAIT LUH

But before that, I need to be in school by 10am for the i-forgot-which-secondary-school orientation in TPDS. IDK what's going to happen later but I hope I can handle because you know why? It's freaking 3.15am in the morning. SHIT.

thank god every MOI batches are friendly and well mannered people. because some chimpanzees are going around thinking that they are the coolest species on earth. and by drawing on posters with the person face on it and comment that they are ugly or should wake up is plain stupidity. i don't know why such chimpanzees are in design school. in the past, none of such cases happened.

jia you IMD seniors.

so after the seniors left, we must live with the chimpanzees? omg.

ok. had a nice day with the rest. gossips, cooking mama and don't know what hot dog game. coolios.

byes

few things to be happy about

1. KT just sent me Leona Lewis's Yesterday.
2. I am going for the short films screening later with Pumpkin and Son.
3. I talked to my ultimate eye candy yesterday.
4. Yumi, Shafiq and I watched Indianporn yesterday.
5. Had dinner with them at the prata shop.
6. I plugged in my Shroomy and walked home alone.
7. IDK but I'm am grinning from ear to ear today.

i didn't know poly posting is out today. congrats to those who came into tpds. i can't wait to see the freshies.

i need to find vani later. i need to find gail later. i need to find chwee guan later. i need to help carmen with her loser swing later. i need to do my log sheet later. a long day ahead. yay.

emo must have sink in deep this morning and that's why i even bother uploading all those photos and type those words. haha. seriously who would even bother or take the time to read those chunks of repeated emotions?

ya. one day this will all make sense.

ok school. bye

i miss those times in year one when the clique is not that big, when troubles seems too small for us to even bother, when we hog 3 tables at one go in the canteen, when we had too much time to kill, when we just go to the common place and sleep on the studio table, when people start to open up, when the silliest thing happen from day to day, when we don't need to worry about tomorrow, when we just have fun together with nothing to worry about, when school is just about seeing the same people everyday and when we just had fun together. i miss those times and i hope things didn't become this difficult and hard for everyone to get by.

warren reassured me that every single first 11 is secretly missing those times just that we don't say it out or express it out.

like what i've said before. seeing the year ones is like looking back, seeing the year threes are like looking to the future us. you see the transition there right in front of your eyes.


yumi's 17th birthday at jurong ice skating rink


first da pham chalet


one of the many sentosa trip


look at nick. 3d art fun exhibition


firework festival


random night in school and that teck chin!


using nick's lappy for photobooth session!


after p1


random photo in studio


haha. drawing essential


our very first own maze


killing time


comdi with lucinda


wig day


fiona's 18th


jacen's 17th










movieeee


shahul and froggy 18th bday


random shabu session at matt's




warren 19th


band concert


aidah's 18th


yumi's 18th




trip to och


jacen's 18th


halloween 08

by the time i finished uploading everything, gone is the emo.

the clique grew, the bond blew.

i can't wait for 21st. first 11 outing after so long. i would give up anything for that.

what will you do when both choices are both responsibilities and passion?
i don't know what to do.
i just want to have the best of both world.

and i really hate people to push my head when i am eating and it is really dangerous to do so.

ester voon
oei dun give face ah 1:15
i say leopard then leopard la 1:15
chiang can be zebra stripped chicken face 1:15
LOLS

and so, here we go,




AND



my husband. he's not there anymore!
and my camo pants! i cannot find it. ahhha

I miss seeing MLoo irritating face ):

I have nothing happy to blog about so I shall not blog about anything today.

I am extremely tired.
Gathering at Sheena on 15th was nice.
The usual 6 of us.
Brandon said he's sick but apparently he still go out with his girlfriend so i don't understand why he cannot join us for a couple of hours. Oh well.

Blackjacked and movie marathon but only KT and Toot survived through the night while the rest of us zonked out halfway. OK. Sheena woke up to do her work but i think she fall asleep halfway. She must have. It was nice but I think we are getting old, tired out and boring no lifers that's why gatherings these days are just filled with a couple of laughters instead of loads of them in the past. Had breakfast and headed home.

Met up with Yumi for lunch at Din Tai Feng. We had xiao long baos and the vegetable dumplings. Caught up a lil then I went over to Plaza Singapura, met up with Jacen for awhile to watch the Avenue Superstar audition thingy for awhile before he went back to work. Went Old School with Mark, Xiang, YJ and Verm to find April.

So yay. Under Art Dept. I hope Steiner won't give me any GG job. So ya, while the rest is happily going for 3hrs x 15days shoot, we are going to 12hrs x 23days shoot. Yayness claps cheers. And so, yes, good luck to us. I think by the 2nd week, everyone will carry this black face to shoot. And hello to free labor and sai kang again. I somehow enjoys it.

But complications here and there. I'll be extremely sad if I had to choose between camp or production. Lucky we're not going for the CVSS camp this year.

Anyway, speaking about camps, I'm quite disappointed by what one of my friend blogged about the go-bbq-cannot-come-camp-so-got-kick-out-of-camp incident. What he mentioned in his blog is just so insulting especially when it came out from a friend. We tried to explain to them, but oh well, guess we can't do anything as well. I'm very easily affected and somehow, ya. I'm insulted as an individual, as well as as a main com member.

Ok. It's 2.40am and Weijie the pimpguy is online I don't know is he doing his work or surfing the net but haha. MOI SENIORS FINISHED THEIR FYP!!!!

And so, HD Lab is available for editing. So, YAY! Monday is an edit day. Say hi to FCP and Guna. Guna shall be my best friend or maybe I should just choose FCP instead. Hmm...

Did I mention I bumped into Weici today? I think the last time I saw him was like donkey years ago. LOL.

So ya, had subway just now or if you wanna know the exact date, it's yesterday, I had Subway!!! OMG. DAMN NICE LIKE SERIOUSLY. And free sushi because the sushi guy at carrefour says it's only 3 for $1.30 and I cannot just buy two. So I took 3, and we continue to browse around and while browsing, I ate the two that I wanted and left the last one on one of the shelf so in other words, I ate without paying. Yay. Cynthia cannot stop laughing.

hug from aidah
activated the tears duct
people pissing me
how i wish i could flee

sweeny todd was good. company was good. it was a damn weird combination but who cares? thanks to weihon for driving us home. and i didn't know amos stay so near my enemy.

fcp's a bitch. no, i mean hd. it's taking up so much space on moshy.

and i need to find a white paper bag for melvin because i spoiled his.

and i think i take feelings very hard and often put too much emotion into anything or anybody close to me and that's why when the person is not living to my expectation, i'll feel disappointed/sad/crestfallen. so i think that sucks. i need to have more imaginary friends to talk to when i'm alone.

hi yumi, i'll visit your house soon. to enjoy the aircon and the forever-playing-jazz-home-stereo-system together with your little library and food-that-somehow-replenishes-themselves table.

ok. i shall stop being emo because nobody care.

happy da nian chu jiu (:

it's the end of seniors fyp today!! YAYNESS

no. still not good.

happy v day all.
sweeny todd later (:

am0s; it's a hairy situation.
11:58 smiling increases face value


hurs (:

i should start treating the people like how they treated me.

if they don't fucking reply my smses, they don't bother to think about smsing me ever again.
if they try to test water with me, they better fucking wear a protective glove the next time they fucking see me.
if they don't fucking give a damn about what i tell them, don't even bother coming near me next time.

and nabei alot more lo. knn. when fiona treats you like how a friend should be treated, you don't fucking show her your cb attitude. knn. why the fuck should i tolerate your fucking attitude when my 3 best friends don't even show me their attitude? knn.

and if you're fucking in the wrong, you fucking apologise and not knn throw your fucking responsibilities to me like I NEED TO HELP YOU CLEAR UP THE FUCKING MESS THAT YOU'VE FUCKING CREATED because "i told fiona alr. she nv tell you then her problem lo" and after that "hey. hi fiona. you never tell them what i told you uh? haha. nvm la. it's ok".

knn.

go die.

and to the fucking knn bastard who bully sheena, you'll be the next to buang into the tree instead of your dumb gf.

ok. i feel better now.

hi aidah baby, i love you many many too. please be there for the hanging out session this time round ok?

production today went smoothly. i love. two more days to go and it's back to editing. haha. and defa editing is not done yet. yayness. edit edit edit. screw fcp. i suck at it. hurs.

wanted to join aidah's group for their shoot but when i came back, they were about to leave. haha.

so it was a day spent with the groupmates. thanks to tina papa. hurs. spent my last 15 minutes in canteen with ain and sotong.

knocked into magdalene and we chatted about camps. 4th to 7th march got camp but should we go? it's p2 and i think i kinda lost touch doing camps. furthermore it's 3 back to back camps. by the time i break camp, i would probably go into a long coma for like 2 days or so.

so ya. i'm still not good ):

we should all go storyboard08 at *scape youth park.
interested please http://storyboard.youth.sg
i want to go everyday like seriously.
amos and i already plan to go for the 22nd one.
come on people, let's all go together like seriously.
make it a tds night out.
and da pham shall have two outings this time round seriously.
so that just means i have to start planning again.
bak kut teh, sweeny todd and blackjack when?!
i am in planning mood now. tmd.

ok. i'm trying very hard. i really am.
i haven't talk to joshua ang for a long, long time.
i really miss the shit out of him. i don't even know where he is.
i tried calling him today but the operator spoke in some foreign language.
so i guess he's still alive and kicking somewhere around the other side of the globe, i hope.

so bah, i'm exhausted from trying to smile the whole day.
i just wish i can go out with someone and not talk. just walk.
ok sheena, we should meet up again so we can just walk and not talk.

nights.

tommy sure cracked me up with this. it is damn funny like seriously

it's 1.57am and i need to wake up at 9.30 later and reach bugis at 11. meet sheena after her lesson, go sim lim on behalf of first friend and then back to school for meeting at 6pm and another at 6.30pm and i don't think the meeting will end before 9.

retail therapy with sheena yesterday was plain shiok. i bought like two lanyards because the 2nd one is the one that we really wanted. so sheena and i bought the same lanyards again. she bought her fred perry and crumpler cam bag, i got my adidas original shoe. it feels damn shiok but parting with the money is the most difficult part.

so throughout the day, we msged each other at the same time for like 2 or 3 times. and it felt shiok. i don't know why but it sure does.

i told yumi and warren what i felt and i don't know why i decided to tell them. i guess i really need someome to talk to (who is involve in this whole fiona-trauma thingy). but well, complaining doesn't solve the matter.

omg. i am loving the lanyard, and the shoe but now i find it kinda hard to match it with my limited sets of clothing. yayness. i am going to buy more boyfriend shirts.


and i would really like to cut this hairstyle again someday (other than that pineapple head)


and i still laugh at this occasionally. aww. back to the dcp days with gwen leng.

ok why am i laughing at myself to make myself happier? ok. i'm not ok.

I SWEAR JACKY LEE'S THE SEX. HE JUST MADE ME VERY VERY VERY HAPPY AND EXCITED AND MADE ME FORGET ALL THE UNHAPPINESS. WHAT HE TOLD ME IS LIKE SERIOUSLY BETTER THAN GETTING INTO ZHAOWEI FILMS LIKE SERIOUSLY. OMG. I HOPE I GET MORE DETAILS SO I CAN GO BE MY IDOL'S SAI KANG WARRIOR, BUY COFFEE ALSO CAN.

and now my hope is crashing down. DOC, P2, how to go for early internship? knn. NO. I AM GOING TO APPLY FOR EARLY INTERNSHIP AS LONG AS I GET TO WORK FOR MY IDOL. LOL.

ok bye.



no, i'm not ok.

i still don't know why.

"we don't know each other, none of us"

Family bonding over at grandma's was nice. Bought nothing except 4 storybooks. I am currently reading the Vintage Grimm fairy tales. I wonder if Yumi has it. I bet she does anyway.

Grey's Anatomy is nice. I can't wait to finish Season two. Work is bound to resume. No, wait. Work is to resume tomorrow and I really dread it.

I am feeling so empty. Do anyone ever realized I ever existed?

I swear my fingers are breaking. Cough like shit. Been cleaning since I've reached home. Reunion dinner was nice.

broken promises ):

Did I mention my sis-in-law has officially moved in with us. Must be difficult for her. Moved here all the way from Thailand. And Linda is coming back on 8th March. But she is only going to stay for 2 weeks. Bahhs. I will squeeze time out of P2 to spend some time with her. She say she is going to come back to bake rotiboy for me. HEES. We is will spend some sister time together.

Editing pictures kill I tell you. 1600+ photos to look at.

Yay. Melvin say he wanted to buy me herbal tea but school never sell. I know he wants me to marry him. LOL. ok. Crap.










with the programmers





It left me wanting for more. I'm afraid we won't be doing CVSS camp this year. Kinda depress over it. That reminds me that I'm suppose to call Hua. LOL.

Linda and I are arguing who-saved-who. LOL.

They call me nehneh I like mushroom and I can't leave home without a watch.
To-Do/Wish List:

1. $2 scheduler from Muji