(Sep 30, 2007)
Care for those who care; Be there for those who were there.

Sak, I miss you alot, alot.
()
Production yesterday darn slack.
No audio to do.
So took pictures and just helped around.

3 locations.
Workshop, Thomson and somewhere opposite skatepark.
Geraldine today darn high. Keep taking pictures.

After last location, Ray, Jacky, Rex, Geraldine, Rana and I went to Cine to chill abit.
Alot of inspiration kept flooding in just by listening to their conversation.

Ray sent us back.
And I told Sheena and Mark about my new short film idea.
Basket. I must do that man.
I JUST MUST DO IT YO.
And it's copyrighted man.

Hopefully can do it for P2. Hurhur

Tonight's Ray production is the last production.
The Usuals, make yourself free to come down alright?

Ok. I need to go to call Sheena now. HURHUR.

Pictures tomorrow.
Brother wanna use yo.
(Sep 29, 2007)
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHEENA TAN!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY CAROL CHNG!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MARTIN LOO!

We had an advance bday celebrate for Toot yesterday.
As usual, cake smashing, running all around the place trying to backstab people with a piece of cake.
We did not Nanana this time round though. Was afraid we would wake the whole neighbourhood up.
Had lots of fun taking pictures together.
I love Kelvin's granny's place.
A good place to slack yo.

Loads and loads of laughters please.
Totally love them.
Had a great time with them.

But sadly, Jol and Tine couldn't join us.
Bahhs.
Sheena's suggesting we should all meet up every Friday to do something.
And next week she is suggesting we should Chompchomp/Newton.
I bet she got another reason why she wanna go Newton. HURHUR




















I love this effect. Very Royston yo.


My first time trying out this effect.




Very popart yo. I very happy.






And so, with the updates and the pictures, I hope you guys did enjoy your day as well.
And something just happened but I would not let it spoil me day.
Got production later at 5pm. It's only 3.31AM!
LOL.
I'm going to play some game, read my Harry Potter then go sleep.

I hope we can start school ASAP though I will sure miss my beauty sleep.
Hopefully we can start the cookie thief production asap too before workload starts to fall on us yo.
Bahhs. I just feel so distant from Da Pham and other design peeps now.
=(

Last but not least,


Hope you enjoyed the celebration we held for you!
And all the rest who came down, hope you guys enjoyed it as much as I do. =))

World peace,
Fiona
(Sep 27, 2007)
EVERYONE JUST HAVE TO IRRITATE ME AT THE SAME TIME!

I was enjoying myself infront of the computer, listening to some nice songs, chatting with some people and looking for new games to play.

And there came a few people who just have to appear out of nowhere and irritate me.

1st, I have people not replying my sms-es. Sheena have to sms them again to ask.

2nd, I have people who just throw everything to me to do. Cannot come up with a meeting time meh?

3rd, Have to organise this pool competition. As though the rest of D'Oylmpic games not enough. We haven't even started planning. Mutha Fking Die Yo. I'm trying to plan now though. But every alternative I came up with is worst than the previous one. Basket.

And tomorrow have to travel all the way to Vivo to buy a bloody present.
And then have to travel all the way to Kovan.
Then ALL THE WAY back to Tamp.

I'M SO TEMPTED TO SKIP THAT GATHERING TOMORROW.

and now another person is not replying me. Irritating shitheads.
()
Some pictures I stole from Wesley's. No. He asked me to take from his.
Hurhurs.


"I take you, you take me"


Mark blowing up the balloons.


Everybody busy blowing balloons.


The helium balloons. I swear it was much nicer if see the actual scene yourself.
Everything was so magical, so colourful. You thought you're in some fantasy fairytale.


Yumi giving her speech I suppose.


Yumi and her mega-alot of balloons.


Yumi and Wesley


Wesley and I


Ya. The two guys behind were trying to steal some shot.


SPT and Wesley.


Again.


Mei Nu Warren with Wesley.


The new Jam team. Can't wait to listen to their new song.


It was worst than this, she was totally covered/hidden by the mega-alot of balloons.


Wrong wind direction. It was stuck among the trees.


And Carmen.

CHERYL, CARMEN, WESLEY, MARK, SEND ME ALL THE PICTURES.
But I bet all they're gonna say is,
"Iya. Thumbdrive to you next week when school starts."
Thumbdrive SUPER important to us I tell you.
Like, SUUUUUUUUUPPPERRRRRRRR mega important.

I haven't been taking pictures for the longest time because Buddy Jacen got hold of my camera for soooo long. LOL.
So I decided to take some pictures but they are oh so boring thus, I'm not going to post them up.
Maybe some other days. =))

It's raining right now, 4.44am (what a nice number)
I'm going to continue to read my Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire cause I don't think I'll have the time when school reopens yo.

Checked almost everyone's timetable for Block 6.
Aidah is in my class for Video Edit! Yayness please.
Joshua is separated from Yumi and gang but is in the same class as Shahul and Rino.
Jacen is in the same class as Yumi for FilmLang.
Nick, Mark, Novem and I have the exact same timetable.
AKP and Yilong is not in our class alr. No more dancing chicken and froggy frog frog plushy fluffy.
Carmen, Yumi and Warren have the same exact timetable for next block.

Ok. Lazy to say the rest.
Bahhs.
That shows how bored I am to check everyone's timetable o-heh.

I think I've been talking lesser and lesser with Yumi san.
Bahhs.


Yumi bought everyone something from Paris.
This was what she bought for me.
She bought Carmen this Andy Warhol Pop Art Box which is like super nice too.
Thank you Yumi san.


Bday present from Voonie. I'll get a lil card from her every year.
Thanks BFV.


Royston's Shorts.
My fucking motivation.
=))


That phobia, that turmoil, still linger around me.
I guess it's the phobia that is stopping me and slowing things down.
A lesson learnt might not always be the best damn thing.
Knowing I'll end up facing the same problem, I'd rather I keep mum.

Aneehs (Sheena's new name given by her classmates) adviced that I shouldn't have that phobia within me.
But yanno, phobia is phobia.

pho·bi·a

–noun a persistent, irrational fear of a specific object, activity, or situation that leads to a compelling desire to avoid it.

In my case, it's the situation.
()
Finally met up with Buddy @ Bedok last night.
Just the both of us.
And he's getting so much lazier.

Happy Belated 19th Birthday Zhenwei!

So Buddy and I sat under Block 9 and chatted.
About his NS life, about past and future.
Still that Buddy I know 10 yrs ago.

I left at 10+ when Daddy came to pick me up.

Caleb threw me another project the other day.
Meaning, after D'olympics, I got another project to do.
So much thing, so little time.

Production this weekend again.
Miss that man.
But cannot stay late alr.
School's starting next week.
9-12 Audio 2.
12-3 Video editing.
6 hours of lesson straight.
I bet I need to camp in school again.


a phobia i got from a lesson learnt.
(Sep 26, 2007)
I don't know is it me or as well as the others but I'm still kinda paranoid about the future.

I don't know am I in the right course or not. Like, can I be in this industry for a living?
As much as I want to be a film maker, I need the money and all and local films normally don't get their profits back.

So what am I gonna do if I'm not gonna be in this industry? I seriously don't know.
Civil servant? CNB and slowly climb my way up and getting recommendation and get into CID?
Yar Fiona, dream on yo.

So anyway, even Royston's not able to make me feel better for the future now. Which is a sad case because he's my only motivation to keep myself going in this field.

The future seems so bleak.

I really hope I'm able to pull my gpa up and build a good and powerful portfolio before going for SIP. I'm dying to get into ZhaoWei films for SIP man.

I'm going to find new way to sustain this passion I have currently.
I hope this passion won't die out.

I'm still searching for the answer to prepare myself if anybody were to ask "So, what are you going to do in future? This industry or something else? What are you gonna major at in this industry?"

I still don't know the answer now.

Bahhs. I need to know more about this industry. I need to do more reading and research.
I need i need i need.
(Sep 25, 2007)
400 balloons, 1 helium tank and many many nice peeps yo.
A guitar, food and many many nice peeps yo.

We blew up 400 balloons for Yumi.
I sat there use my eye power. Cannot stand the smell of rubber yanno.
Presents stacked high up.
They were high on helium esp Ryu. His face turn purple.

We stole 2 trollies, 1 on the way.
We spent a total of 250bucks on food and maybe more.
Alot of left overs yo.

Emo-ed with Jacen and Mark.
Three of us were near tears.
OK. Whatever.

So we had nice nice food and nice nice gossip session.
That mee goreng was the best of the night yo.
Not forgetting our lovable Chefs, Cheryl, Junwei and Shahul.

Matthew, Ryan, Tian, Froggy, Hafiz, Rino, Dempster, Mark, Nick, Aidah, Shahul, Warren, Cheryl, Junwei, Wesley, Shaun Paul, Joshua, Carmen, Syafiq, Sotong, Jacen, Cherine, Terence, Angel, Mong, Cas and the girl who i forgot the name and myself.

Whao. Near 30 people who turned up.

Matt's place again after that with Yumi, Mark and Junwei.
Yumi looked through her presents over again and we sat down for awhile before she left.
The rest of us talked about our FYP.
Matt went to sleep while the 3 of us continued talking.
"Are we in the right course? Is this what we all wanna do in future? What are we going to fall back on in the future?"
Warren slept.
Mark and I continued chatting.
I don't know what I was yaking about.
I was so tired.

And the two of them just have to wake me up at 12pm.

And so lunched with Warren and I went back home to sleep till 8pm.
Was supposed to meet Jacen, Cherine they all for dinner but I skipped it yo.

9-12 lesson next block. HOW THE HELL AM I GOING TO WAKE UP!?
Audio 2.
The ultimate best group please. LOL.

Pictures up soon after the photographers sort out the pictures.

Buddy better meet me up tomorrow. That ass was activated back to camp on Sunday yo.
And speaking of camp, MLoo was telling me how he is suffering in camp.
Bahhs. That few smses exchanged did cheered me up abit.
And I didn't reply nutty but I was waiting for the reply.
Bahhs. Stupid Fiona.

Production this weekend.
Yes. Don't need to think of what to do for this weekend already yo.
(Sep 24, 2007)
TDS is so slow.
Results not out, timetable not out.
Sian.
(Sep 23, 2007)
I just finished talking to Yumi. She was telling me all about her Paris trip.
So funny yet stupid.

And now I'm talking to Voonie. She's calling all the way from Paris.
So happyyyy.
That Aunty voice of hers.

So happppy.
()
i just finished chatting with kel and voon still hasn't call me.



HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SAKINAH!
LOVE YOU.




i dont know how to reply to those who pop the question so i would just laugh it off and say "no la. crazy" but the truth is; i dont know, i think i still do.

kel say i xi xin yan jiu but im really not.
(Sep 22, 2007)
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY YUMI PONG PONG!
HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR ONE WEEK BREAK IN PARIS!
LOVE YOU YOU YOUU!

FASTER COME BACK YO.


I miss Aunty Ugly Voonie too.
That troublesome aunty just instructed me to help her buy and send things over to Paris.
She told me they don't sell packet tissues there. I thought Parisians are supposed to be smart?
I really miss that best friend of mine.
She gonna call me tonight yo!

Got to meet up Sheena last night for Waffle and Brownie at Cartel.
Then I had nuggets at Mac.
We walked from Tamp interchange all the way to block 742.
I love those talks with her.
I never mentioned how much I love her but ya. I love her as much as I love Voonie.
KWAYS PLEASE!

Ok. I shall just invite 21 people to my 21st birthday.
That exclude my family members.
Ok. Still long.
Pham alone got more than 20 people.
Instructor clique got around 10.

HURHUR

93.3FM is playing Qing Fei De Yi.
So nostalgic.

Meeting Buddy tonight.
Few weeks since I last saw him yo.

And I'm damn hungry now.
it's 5:40am now.
Bahhs

Haven't been feeling emo for quite a long time.
I guess life's good to feel emo.
Good things around me,
good people who loves me,
and a happy family.

I want to be like Sotong.
Always smile, never frown.
Even when angry, can also laugh and curse at the same time.
Or like Warren.
Like nothing can bring him down.

No production this weekend.
Cannot get to see my SKWs.
And listen to those jokes which are so not funny. LOL.
I miss production leh.
I miss my boom and fishpole and cstand. HURHUR


But I miss you more.
That feeling again.
(Sep 21, 2007)
Kelvin hurt his hand yesterday.
And thank god it was nothing serious.
At least don't need to be warded.
But nobody to fight with already.
So sad.

So anyways, Royston Shorts was nice.
Learnt more about him and the style of his short films.
And now I'm more aspired to be a film maker.

I always wonder how anyone can make a film in 3 minutes and now,
I finally realised how.

That Cookie Thief production is postponed.
So sad.
I was hoping to do the post production.
I can't wait to see the new 3d lab.
I hope they don't remove the magic mirror.
=))

And keep it as homely as possible man.
What if they change all the windows to mac?
WHA. DAMN COOL LEH.
HURHUR.


Some pictures I stole from Ray.
"8" in making





()
Sometimes, somethings are not to be let go of so easily.
Especially those that are close to your heart.
()
Finally bought my Royston Shorts. Very happy.
10 short films. Like really short. Can't wait to watch it.

Free dinner. LOL.
Anything that is free is loves. =))
But free things are bad for health. HURHUR
Had a long talk with Sheena.
Brought back memories.
Happy and sad.
I want more chilling session SHEENA!

Oh ya. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA CHUA.
Her bday was yesterday!
Hope you enjoyed the BBQ! Sorry I couldn't attend.

I got new ideas for my FYP story. New and improved.
And I'll kill anyone who steal this idea.
I need to consult some people. I think I can get Ray's help.
Or Boss.
Or Jacky who passed me an annonymous ear stud to me on last production.
Ok. Anyone of them who is free which I don't think anyone of them is.
Aww. Nvm. Fiona, you can do it.
Make it good.
Make it big!
FYP's the word yo.
P2 NOT OVER YET WANT TO WORRY ABOUT FYP. I THINK I AM CRAZY.


It was two thumbs up yo


And I just did this out of boredom.
Pardon for the lousy work man.
I know at this stage this is like a WTH piece of work.
Like seriously.
I need to buck up on my photoshop skills alr.
But I like the colour combination.
Very bubblegummy uh.

AND MARK TOLD ME HE SAW SHOOTING STAR.
I'VE NEVER SEEN ONCE IN MY 19 YEARS OF LIFE!
This is not fair.

Sheena know Getai Dance.
I should video it down someday.
HURHUR

ESTER VOON CHIN YEE!
I MISS YOU, UGLY!

And I didn't know Carine went China.
And she is going for 4 mths!
Never inform!!
But if you see this, take care Carine!

Ok. I think I should go watch my Royston Shorts.
I'm feeling very excited.
(Sep 20, 2007)
My mistake is your fault so dont make your problem my problem.
That was a random powerful statement.

puma green jacket is super nice.
so is the checkered long sleeve.
full of thrill and excitement.
i think im hook on to it.

newhottopic-ed again yesterday with Sheena, Jacen and Mark seperately.

ive learnt not to buy on impulse.

and i realised ive got alot of silent readers.
i just want to find out who reads my blog other than those i know who reads.
its easy to know because once i open their ie on their laptop, i see my blog url there!
and shahul, stop stalking me. LOL

hi aidah. i love you. im really worried about you.
please talk to me soon alright? loves.

and if im too slow, AIN WON THE BET!
and her 100bucks goes to me.
so please pass to me the next time you guys gonna see me which is we all know when.

i cant wait for next sem's timetable to be out as well as our results.
i praying i wont get into the same class as certain people.
those who know will know who am i talking about.
i dont know if i can work in a new class anot.
the chemistry with all the others is lost.
(group work wise)


ok. having f-e-v-e-r. bye world.
and the mosquitoes bites are fkin itchy.
at least 20 of them.
i scratch till the skin peeled and bleed.
gross. GRR
it's 5.21am.







the same old feeling is back just that it's a different person this time round.
(Sep 19, 2007)
World Trade Centre was nice. Teared a lil thru the movie. 2479 people dead in the incident. It's ALOT of people. We should get to know more about our surroundings. If the world comes to an end, it means we're coming to an end too.

So I slept at 4am-ish and MATTHEW LI just have to blast my phone to wake me up and then tell me not to stress. I was about to murder him. Bahhs.

Cockkkkkkodoooodles.

Ok. I need to leave my house now. Bye world, world peace \/
()
Sometimes I can get really, really pissed with some people.
Really.
I mean, if you can't make it to a certain meeting, please have the manners to at least inform someone. And not wait till the person to ask "where are you" on the meeting time and then say you have something on.
WHAAAAA.
Forget it.
What goes around, comes around.

So ubintrip justnowyesterday was fun fun fun.
Sheena, Jose, KT, Brandon, Kelvin, Tine, Peiqi, Jol and I.
9 of us. FUN!
Great workout.
The highlight was Kel bringing us thru this muddy and squeezy route.
Got our legs all stuck and muddy which is damn shiok.
Got all dirty on our legs and apparels.
Alot of mosquitoes bites as well.
Drank alot of waterrrrr uh.

After that waited for Jinwei and we had seafood.
Not say very nice la.
HURHUR.

Then we walked to OCH.
For awhile only. No feel uh.
Kel and Bran made me stand inbetween them.
Which is worst than standing next to ghosts.
Sat at coffeeshop, talked and discuss.
After that, all went home.

Brandon brought the same topic up again.
Idiotic. Made me think again. Bahhs.

2weeks hols very short.
I'm really trying to spend more time with the people I love.
Like family and instructor group
and sheena cause I don't see her when we have lessons but she's very busyyyyyy.
And buddy and the rest of the bedok khakis.
Pham wise, I get to see them everyday in school!




Instructors present
(left to right: Kel, KT, Bran, Peiqi, Tine, Jol, Sheena, Fiona)


Jose in picture. Sheena's friend.


First pit stop.


Very far I know.


Brothers YO!


Bran laughed at me when my slippers got stuck in the mud.


And then it was his turn. HURHUR


The muddy route.




Our muddy legs!






We washed our legs in the river. HURHUR


And we NANANA


Pit stop two.




Brandon can't take nice pictures for nuts!


KT


Jose


Brandon and I


Jose, Sheena, Peiqi, Fiona, Tine

Kel Fiona Jol


With Tine


VAIN POT


Brandon and Jose


This is what guys do whenever they have a LIL free time.


Jol and Tine. Very cute.


Sexy


Peiqiiiiiiiiiiiiiii LOL.




Sheena


We went to clean ourselves up.


After dinner. Famous adidas watch ranger star.


Outside OCH.


LOOOOOK ATTTTT JINWEIIIII PLEASE!


er


GOOD NIGHT!

I miss the bickers.
and i miss a chance.