Jacen and I spent a total of 2 hours 45 minutes in the canteen.
Got alot phone themes from April. LOL. Thanks.
Went TM with Moms and Bammy. Bought some stuffs and back home.

Learnt something from KT. Then found out another thing online.

Why must SHE keep doing such little acts? First she rant to us when they were together. Then she made friends with his ex girlfriends telling them stuffs they don't need to know. Why? Sourgrape seeing he's so happy now with his current girlfriend? This one nevermind. But now even the Freshman know about it. Why? Because they heard from you. What triangle love? It's not a triangle love in the first place to be argued about.

So Laura Wong, please stop interferring in his life and that means his past, present and future and including those people he know or close with or even those he hardly talk to because I don't think you're of any status to interfere.

Alot of things are going to happen this week and I'm referring to school and work. Gonna catch Becoming Royston, help April with her film, help Ray with his film and attend Singapore's 4th SHORTCUTS.

Attended the talk by Randy Ang, Nicholas Chee, Jacen Tan, Felix and Viji. The talk is by Sinema.sg

It was a good talk. Learnt more about filming. I guess all of us who attended had learnt something new. Randy is really very funny and Felix is very charming. =))

Lunched at Mensa followed by maincom meeting chaired by YJ this time round.

Dinnered with YJ and Jacen after that.

Everybody has their own lifestory to tell. Will you tell yours and what will you do if you happened to see your friend's lifestory being told?

Blogger has a BIG problem with me. Must be.

Anyway, I hope our darling sub coms enjoyed BSC's nightwalk because I felt that OVERALL it was enjoyable.

I totally respect DSC subcoms and for they LOVE AND RESPECT. Yes. The two components which is felt if you practices it long enough, it'll bring you up to the next higher level in life. Yes.

Was rather pissed through the nightwalk because I saw how my subcoms got humilated by those brawling vulgarities. I wonder is it that my designers were TOO scary or just that the people dosent practice LOVE AND RESPECT / EMPATHY AND COMPASSION. I think out of those 100+ participants, I only encountered a few that practices the above named. Joyce hit my toe and some of them were very concerned even when I was q-ing to bathe, the girl rmbed me and asked if my toe was alright. Another one, they hit Cheryl's leg and was very apologetic. But oh well, I heard more F words used by them then the compassion showed by them. Anwyay, I said too many F words that night too.

I saw how much effort Tom, Ronald, Caleb, YJ and our sub coms put in. Ok. Again, I think I'm the slack one other than patrolling during the nightwalk and covering the staircases lights with Terence and Shawn. Stripping halfnaked, wrapping themselves up like a chicken wrap, crawling all over the floor when she had bad rashes, cried till they lost their voice, stayed at the dark and cold staircases for 2 hours +. But for all the favour, we were ASKED TO GO HOME by one of the people under them and again, the F word were heard too many times out from their mouth. The place was so dark, I hid myself in one corner and observed one group and amazingly, I heard their very BEAUTIFUL comments about the ghosts *ROLLS EYES*. I'm not blaming the people we're working with but the people under them.
I just realised I scolded fuck you at Froggy too when I saw her at the stairs. LOL. Sorry Froggy but you know I love you right? xD

I think the funniest part is when I see the girls cried, the guys eat "tofu", some act fierce, and how Ronald really scared the shit out of them. See them playing catching with him. LOL. but Ronald causes the most casulties (2 asthma attacks, 1 heart attack and 1 sprained her ankle - IF I'm not wrong). Opps. And thank you Jason for scaring me once AGAIN.

Anyway, the 20+ of us went for supper at prata house. Caught up with Jason and he suan-ed me. Thanks. Played cards, chatted and laughed through the night. Napped at 7 but only to wake up upon hearing Hansheng saying "... stupid fiona don't know put my slippers at where." at 9+ and after that, watched them play cards and watched abit of Saw3. Ya. Saw3 early in the morning. Gore.

Mac hotcakes with Eileen, Hansheng, Donson and Shawn. Homed at 11. Bathed and knockout till 8pm. Coolios. My sunday is gone like that. Talk tmr from 1.30 to 5.30pm. Will get to see them all over again. I love.

Listening to emo songs now. I love.

And I found out a disappointing and shocking truth about someone who is my good friend and I don't know what to say anymore. I hope what I was told was a pack of lies / was just a joke.

Anyway, I feel like swimming and I haven't seen Sheena for a LONG, LONG time. Might be meeting her, Jane and Karen on Friday for a meal over the table. Yayness. =))

Spent my day in Pivia with Nick and Gabriel. Chatted alot. Had lunch. Bought two books from the Basheer bookfair. Later in the day, Vani told me Basheer donated a box of books to us. WHA LAO. SUPER HIGH CAN. BASHEEEEER BOOOOKS EHSSSS!

Met up with Pumpkin and he accompanied me to buy my bag. Red was out of stock so bought the black one instead because they said they won't know when the next batch gonna come in. Headed back to TM and met the rest for dinner. Had Phins/Pastamania. So happy. Alot came. Hope they had fun.

Bye to the Year 3s and HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY HAJAR!

And one good reason why I don't like to have friends working under me is because ______ (Pong knows the answer).

And it's either my com is lagging or blogger is lagging because I cannot upload any pictures now.

I think friends has a positive influence on one another.
It's like, no matter how emo you are, no matter how upset/tired you are, once you're with your friends, you'll feel better.
I wonder, is it the company or is it the laughters they bring to one?

Just like during SCC, Pong was feeling sick but when she was with the rest, she look completely healthy. That was what I'm trying to say.

I mean, we all need time to emo one corner but I still think that if you could just spend some time with your friends, strike out that emo thought, everything would be good, at least for awhile, for that few minutes.

Joseph Ang used to teach me to list down my problems that I'm facing on a piece of paper and I'll realised that there aren't alot / the problems I'm facing are not as big as the depletion of Ozone layer. But oh well, he's not with me anymore.

I envy those people who can smile everyday without worries bothering them like Warren. Even when he's drunk, he still laugh and laugh. Matthew says Warren is a Happy Drunkard. I agreed. I mean, how many people can be happily drunk. I encountered alot of emo drunkards in my life.

It's 11.43am, I'm still at home typing this entry and my class starts at 12pm. I bet those staying in Jurong would be damn pissed/envy me. Thanks. LOL.

Bahhs. This is not an emo post. I'm just putting my thoughts into words. I made another piece of art today. Craps. It's not easy to stun people with words especially with my limited vocabulary.

And in 2 days, I've sent out a total of 819 messages. I've got a message counter on my phone. Can't wait for Biz Nightwalk so I could catch up more with Brother Jason. =))

Pros VS Cons.
Advantages VS Disadvantages.
Are sacrifices necessary in this selfish world where people even forgot where their roots are from?
What if you were in my shoes? What would you do?

DSC DINNER FOR SUB COM AND MAIN COM
27TH FRIDAY.
6.30PM AT TM PIZZAHUT.
FAREWELL DINNER TO YR3S WHO ARE GOING FOR SIP.

SPREAD THE NEWS AND COME JOIN US.



Lazy to organise anymore outings. Ronald, your bad this time.
I hate it when people start asking me who's going.
and for those who asked "is there outing tmr?" and after that yall will say "not sure i'm going or not. will try to".

very irritating. VERY.
I'm very tired. Biz nightwalk on sat.
Tired.

Putting thoughts into words is very difficult. It became a form of art to me.

A sister of my friend's friend went missing for almost 2 weeks.
Please help.
I posted for help before.
Right now, I'm going to post again. PLEASE PLEASE help.
Her family and friends are very very worried about her.

http://www.findfelicia.blogspot.com/

all you have to do is just click on the link above.

I'm suppose to be asleep but faced some problems just now and it only got settled 5 mins ago.
Sighs. Audio tmr.

g-o-space-a-w-a-y says (10:00 PM):
great
g-o-space-a-w-a-y says (10:00 PM):
the whole world is trying to make me regret not going for camp leh
g-o-space-a-w-a-y says (10:00 PM):
i dun believe it was really that fun lorr

I felt so much better after Izak said that. =))

I felt very detached during the camp and was far away from my friends.
War, Yumi, Nick, Mark and all were together most of the time and being in the main committee and also the asst cc, I was most of the time, alone. And I hate being alone and see my friends slacking and laughing happily at one side.

I don't have a group to take meaning no sense of belonging.

I was shagged.

I think I moodswinged or was it because I was damn stone?
(moodswing = stoning?)

I think I need to brush up my presentation skills and english alr.

I need to be more confident with myself.

Lousy and unpredictable weather spoils my mood totally. Fuck the rain. FUCK. I felt damn lousy during the campfire although I thinks/feels that it was a great job for the campfire itself because the lighting part of the campfire was super nice. But, alot can be improved for the campfire. There's a chinese proverb which goes like this "If you dont have such a big head, don't wear such a big hat". Meaning, if you do not have the ability to do something, better don't do it. Yes. I think that proverb somehow hit me in the mind, body and soul. Yijie told me "you really need to exert your power of an assistant camp commandant. Because of something then you face black wont help." I just don't want to make things ugly that's why I kept quiet. I know myself. I know I WILL make things ugly. I know my temper. And I don't want people to think that I abuse my authority. And also because although I'm the Asst. CC, I still got a CC and although Caled and David are FAs, they are still above me, I still need to seek their approval for certain stuffs. But I kinda screwed things up.

I think Breastfriend was the only one who asked if I'm alright and knew that something wasn't right. And he let me bit his hand as well. I think I'm physcotic. I was kinda sad that even a friend who I just knew can sense that something wasn't right but the rest couldn't. Some didn't even bother to ask. =(

I don't think I did a good job. I actually think that I did quite a lousy job. Ok, not quite a lousy job but a very lousy job. I didn't potray myself as an assitant camp commandant which is quite unsatisfying. I think in the past I can do a better job.

So, changed ≠ very good.

I so wanted to find someone to talk to during the camp but I was too tired to talk to anyone and everyone was either too tired or are with THEIR friends and group. So I decided to keep quiet and stone. Stoning is good (although I still don't know does stoning means moodswing). Thank god for Matthew and Gab who went supper with me and they made me felt better.

On a side note, the camp was successfully carried out. Much and way better than last yr's.

I wanted to say alot of stuffs during 2nd night's debrief but I was afraid I would say the wrong words and might provoke anyone so I decided to keep mum. I wanted to say alot during last day's debrief but I was too emotional to talk.

I like how everyone was helping one another. I like how we cared for one another. I like how we talk things out.

I wanted to thank the main com and Matthew for their contribution but I didn't during the debrief but I didn't. The debrief went quite emotional and I dont wanna talk till I cry. I know the feeling and it sucks.

CPF-ed after camp. But alot left alr. We made them wait for dang long. The sub coms who waited for us were dang funny please. Played some games and we went seperate ways.

On a lighter note, Brother Jason came and updated me about his life. We caught up quite alot. Kinda miss talking to him and all. And he's going NS very soon. Like in August.

Ok. I will upload the photos when I got them. And my thumbD is with Hajar!

And Sheena got my Harry Potter for me alr! And alot read finish it alr! WHA LAO.

I'm brain dead currently and I think menses suck because it spoils my mood and made me post out emo posts and because I haven't been emo-ing for quite awhile, crying seems to be the best remedy. I like the tickling feeling when the tears rolled down my cheeks and touches my lips with a slight taste of saltishness and I like seeing my eyes all red. I told you I'm physcotic.

I'm so busy this few days, I don't even have the time to sleep.

Alot being going through my mind. DSC, submssion, personal stuffs, family, etc.
All at one go. I don't know how long can I sustain this stress level.
Even Shahul asked why I look so sad.
I'm just stressed and too preoccupied.

I don't even have time to chat.
Took 2 hours from STOPP and watched HarryPotter with Ain, Nick and Shahul.
Worse than the previous one.
One big disappoinment, WHERE THE HELL IS PROFESSOR DUMBERDORE'S HALF MOON GLASS!!?!?!? HE LOOK SO CUTE IN IT CAN!?

Anyway, stayed back in school till 11pm and still storyboarding is not finished yet. Have to continue later on.

It's already 2.24Am in the morning of 19th July but I still cannot go sleep because of work and I have to be in school at 10am later on.

Suddenly got alot of work to do because of some irresponsible people. I'm damn, damn, damn, I don't know what to say. =(

Meeting Hajar later on to print stuffs for sub com camp, then have to meet Vani to update her the programmes, then have to meet main com for dry run.

I need my angel. =(

I've lost.

If animals could talk, they will tell you how ugly the world is.

I'm so screwed. Alan Rudge said my dang animatics is so wrong.
He said I should put in more effort or something along that line since it's hard to even know what's he's saying half of the time.

I'm supposed to be on the way to KL with my family but ya, I gave it a miss AGAIN. It's my granny's bday can? I'm so fking die. SO SO SO DEAD.

So to cure this guilty feeling in myself, I'm gonna chiong my individual storyboard now. And I need to do the group thumbnails as well. OMG.

I very sad. When my Momsie left the house, I saw much sadness in her eyes. It was filled with "Girl, why you pangseh me again" feeling.

Sorry Momsie.

On a lighter note, my fringe is growing. I want back my emo fringe. Yayness.

And I spent much time with Ain alone. I so love that NIGGA. LOL.

For 11th-

Ok. I'm so gonna sleep early tonight.

Was planning not to go school today. I went back to sleep and woke up again 15mins later because I had a NIGHTMARE! I dreamt that somebody broke into my house. It was my old Bedok apartment and the person stole ALL MY MUSHROOMS!! OMG. I jumped up and went school.

Was 1/2 hour late but luckilly Alan wasn't in the classroom at that time, I wasn't late! YAY!

Finally touched Premiere once again after a few months. So fun!

TRANSFORMERS WAS DANG GOOD PLEASE.
THE ANIMATION WAS LIKE FKING THUMBS UP LA.
I CAN NEVER ANIMATE THOSE SMOOTH MOVES FOR THE WHOLE OF MY LIFE!!

Watched with Ain, Nick and War. And the two guys was freaking orgasmic thruout the whole movie. LOL.

Dinner and home. TIRED.

My eyebags are popping out.

It's easy to work with fionehneh.

I'll respect you if you're deem fit.

If you talk to me nicely, so will I.

Even if you're a SUPER popular person, a SUPER handsome guy or someone with a higher rank/authority, it still work this way for me.

But because fionehneh is sucha nice person these days, she decided not to create a din no matter what. So she decided to take a trip to the toilet to cool herself down.

Tell me about slapping your own people in the public and people who can't take jokes. Thanks.

So things are starting to pile up once again.

And I so feel like dying once again. (Son, your chance is here.)

Hope Ronald likes what we got for him. Comfy comfy love from us.
And, Thank you Ronald for that msg. LOL.

And Tom is a dang good gossip partner. LOL.

And ugly bestfriend, please cheer up. We need to talk real soon.

YEAH! I changed my blog song again.

I remembered I heard this song back in Sec 1 camp.
DANG DANG DANG NICE!
Super EMO!

Thank you Hajar for sending me.
Wha lao. the lyrics dang meaningful man.

So justnowyesterday had another main com meeting with Vani.
Mathilda damn stressed up. Her face damn stone. She sat beside me and never talk. *gogofightfight MATMAT*

After that was dinner again. YJ, Amos, Abby, David, Hajar, Weihon, Joseph, Gabriel, Tom, Caleb, Cherine, Eileen, Mark, Angie, Jacen and Myself. I hope I didn't miss anyone out. Ronald, Jacen, Cherine and myself ate abit then we went to prata shop and continued. Caleb, Tom, Angie, Mark and Eileen came and joined us later on.

Basically we laughed our asses off today with the stupid dumb dance I mentioned yesterday.

And we cheered alot alot today.
If you're wondering why it has been raining for 2 days, it's because of us. LOL.

Everything is well planned now.
Proposal approved. YESAH!

HERE COMES THE CAMPFIRE PEOPLE!!

OMG. I JUST FINISHED GOSSIPING WITH MY WIFE AND HER HUSBAND!

DANG SAD PLEASE!

I suddenly feel that I got alot alot of work.
My storyboard is stuck at 4th frame.
Sub com camp. I'm damn worried.
Alot things are not yet confirmed.
Shirts, no. of subcoms, songs, etc.
OMG! KILL ME!

Wha lao. Sub com head not easy to do.

DIEDIEDIEDIE.
I feel so slack.
I feel so slack.
SO DANG SLACK.

I feel like doing the Seals camp on 19th but I got subcom camp on 20th.

WHALAO.

Mark just showed me this dang freaking funny video.
And he said wanna do the dance tgt.
OMG.
And Angie just sent him the song. OMG.
This is so dang funny.
Imagine us doing that.

Shall not say or show the vid.
Wait till we do a replica of it. LOL.

ARRRRGH.
CAN SOMEONE SHOOT ME DOWN?!

LIVE EARTH, WEAR GREEN!

Due to submission and busy design life, we are extending our sub com recruitment to tuesday (Monday included). This will be the last chance for those who wants to be in the sub com. =))

Long long day. Dang tiredddd.

Went class yesterday but ended up in Audio room.
I think I'm more productive in Audio room. Nice carpet with coconut all over.

Met up with Sheena with YJ and Jacen.
Helped out in ESPS's camp.
Was rather slacked.
Only shouted and back Gabriel's section up.
Instructors cmi.
Esp the one who gave NO respect to us.
I mean, even though you old bird, dosen't mean you can abuse us - free labours. We are there to help because they needed us so please do not give us that "Hey, I'm old bird here. You're nothing. So you have to listen to me" attitude. It's dang irritating. Ok la. Not that bad because I was damn stone to go bother about that person.

Throughout the campfire, I just stone there.
Asked the campers to sit down, keep quiet for don't know how many times.
Instructors not initiative.
I think I'll die if I was down for it.
Some of them not bad though.

Mac with Sheena then we walked all the way from St 33 to Swimming complex. We took less than an hour ok.

And so, my legs now damn tired.

In audio room. The mixer.






Syafiq and I

At ESPS.


Myself, bestie, KT.


Myself, Gabriel the shorty.


Myself and Sheena the blister foot.

STOPP is so screwed esp when I have no heart in drawing though alot say my drawing is so much more nicer than what I used to draw.
=((

Sub com recruitment these two days was good. We are expecting more people tomorrow. Last day of recruitment alr so better come down tomorrow esp those who promise me. *look at Terence and Haenz*! YEAH!

Anyway, after the recruitment yesterday, had dinner with Jacen, Cherine and Ronald. SPT joined us later on. Stupid Ronald. Soured me all the way from yesterday to today. !!!!

Recruitment today was fun. The MOI freshman damn funny. YEAH! Interviewed some of them with Tom. It was nice knowing new people. Especially those who really wants and hope to be in sub com. YEAH!

TPSU AGM after that. We YEAH! all the way. Hakim is the Designers' pride man. Major phototaking after that. And that cheering routine after every TPSU AGM took place. Yiling damn funny. The figures looked like stars to her I think. Imagine saying a few figures which look like "$4560,321.51" for 12 times. LOL.

Chatted abit with Alvin. All the best on Fri 13th dude. YEAH!

Waited and waited for MR HOON CALEB at Design entrance for more than 1/2 hour. LOL. YEAH!

Around 20 of us went for dinner at Techno. YEAH! Made alot of noise. YEAH!

Camwhored, chatted, laughed and laughed. Stupid Ronald continued the joke from yesterday. WHA LAO! Made me damn paiseh cannnns.

Left at 10+. YEAH!

In case you're wondering why I YEAH! so many times, it's the new DESIGN word. Must say with gusto then damn nice.

Anyway, it's a happy day. Seeing everybody so happy, laughed and all. I'm looking forward to Sub com camp. Biz SCC is having camp fire also. YEAH!

SEALS Campfire tomorrow! YEAH!

Just finished chatting with Jason. Total loves catching up with this bro. YEAH!


Macson, Jolene, Crys, Ronald, YJ, Joseph, Tom, freshie no.1, freshie no.2, Eileen, Caleb, Angie, Amos, SPT, Cryst, Cherine, Jacen and I'm the photographer. Another group was the Seniors, Abby, David, Jason, Teddy, Weijie, Jamie and their friends.


Cherine, Jacen, SPT.


Macson and Jolene.


SPT and myself.


SPT, myself, Macson, Jolene.


Jacen, SPT.


Eileen, SPT.


Amos, Joseph, SPT.


Jolene, Crys.


Amos, SPT, Cryst.


YEAH! TOM PINCHED ME! AND NO, HIS FART IS SO NOT SMELLY.


Mom bought this yesterday.


The inside.


It's damn realistic till I was so afraid of looking at it.

Hasn't really been talking to the rest of the friends like Nick and Aidah. I don't even see Aidah in school anymore. And I hasn't been talking properly with Nick.

Oh well. That's the bad thing about block teaching. You don't get to see your friends esp when all are seperated into diff class.

YEAH! Good news to share. WE GOT INTO VIDEO!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!

AGM was a success.
Though the Audi looked kinda empty but for alot people, we knew that we had the most people out of all the years of DSC AGM.

I would like to apologise to Nevie for not getting their equipments and thus we caused them not to perform for the AGM as planned.

Thanks to all those who came down to support.

Thanks to those who asked me to take care and work hard for this AY knowing what happened last yr.

Emees did a bloody good job.
Ain and Clarence.
Because of the cork ups, they have to crap so much to cover the time.
And they were very engaging, made us laughed so much.

And the singer for Elleness, damn cute lehhhhh.
LOL. Nick, why never intro.
LOL.

Sleeq. OMG. When they were performing, Vani and Moses kept turning back and asked me about them. LOL.
No doubt they damn attractive. =x

Vani ordered don't know how many boxes of pizzas for us.
ALOT.
Not only for the main com, but even for the audiences. Secret reception. Opps.

Had debrief before going for dinner with Tom, Caleb, Angie, Warren, Ain, Pong and Matt. Supposedly got more people like Ronald, Amos, Jacen, YJ and all but it was quite late alr so they went home.

Laughed alot.

Ok. Pictures time.


LOL. Pretty Matilda


Jacen and I


YAY! We wore formal.


Ronald, Joseph, Jacen and Amos.


Teapmunk and pigmunk.


Our "Guest book".






With Sleeq.


Warrrren.


Junwei don't need call fake Fik alr.


Eliz and Warren.


Yes. I got a shock when I saw this in my cam.


Eliz, Warren and Clarence.


Wha lao.


LOL. Clarence for you.


Junwei joined in.


Again.


AND AGAIN.


Alvin and I


Ain and Warren.


Darth Vader.


Clarence, me, Eliz


Pong and I


LOL. That's their real height.


SPT and I.


Clarence and SPT.


Amos and Jacen.


SPT and Ronald.


Jacen and SPT.


YJ, Eileen and Jacen.


Myself, Pong, Ain.




Glam VS Unglam. Black VS White.





I love Main Com 0708!



Ya. After coming home, they decided to continue chatting.
Something happened after that.
Nvm guys, I still love you. =))
Boys growing to become big guys! Yay!

Got meeting later at 11.30am. Shit.
Sports Club AGM.
Sub Com recruitment.

http://poww.livejournal.com/
Please visit when yall have the time.
This girl went missing on 30th June.
Please help to stop her worrying family and friends.

They call me nehneh I like mushroom and I can't leave home without a watch.
To-Do/Wish List:

1. $2 scheduler from Muji