(Jun 30, 2007)
Sleeping pills dont work for me because I popped 2 pills down few hours ago but I'm still wide awake. I dont want to get sleeping disorder please.
Meeting in one and a half hour time. I'm scared that I'll fall alseep halfway through. Please god. Don't do this to me just when I decided to commit myself for another AY. It's a heavy job as a Subcom head. I kept reminding myself that to keep my feet on the ground.
I want my long long thick thick hair back. But obviously because of the shaved hair, my hair is damn thin now. And for fuck why must Shahul say that my hair look like a bunch of hay/straws because that made me damn sad and depressed. I got no time to go for treatment my dear. And I think the hair are spoiled due to excessive hairdiedye. So I decided to go for the Cancer Foundation thingy to shave my hair botak. Okay, I was kidding about that. I still want my long long fringe back ok.
On a happy note, I successfully got Din and DG to come for des AGM and they told me they are looking forward to it. Wha. Damn happy. And they said they will pull their friends along. Hopefully they really do if not I'll be very angry. LOL. And Wes too. For making me edit their SCC logo so so so many times. LOL.
And seriously speaking, I'm looking forward to our own AGM as well. Wha lao. How not to when there's performances? esp SLEEQ?! LOL. Ok. Din decided to come after I told him Sleeq is performing. How typical.
Really hope that many many people will come not only to fill up the Audi but also to support Des.
This yr very happening because alot other clubs are having AGM at Audi 2. Wha. Damn happy for all of us. LOL.
I think sleepless night make me talk alot. Apparently it does seem to be that way?
Wha. Amos heavily advertise leh. I cannot lose. I also want to advertise.
DESIGN STUDIES CLUB ANNUAL GENERAL MEETING
THEME:
DES.TINATION (design will bring you to your destination. (ok. i made that up. but sound damn nice leh))
WHERE AND WHEN?:
3RD JULY, TUESDAY. 6PM AT AUDI 2.
WHAT TO WEAR?:
SMART CAUSAL. WANT WEAR EVEN NICER ALSO CAN (but not nicer than me LOL)
YOU LOOK FORWARD TO:
HOT BABES AND HUNKS. PERFORMANCES BY IN HOUSE TALENTS LIKE JUST US, NEIVE, ELLENESS, MAVERICK, CHANGBOON ANDDDD SLEEQ! (sry that I heavily advertise them cus their song damn nice and Alif damn cute.). AND ALSO OUR DAMN CUTE MCEE, AIN AND CLARENCE. AND USHERS, WARREN AND ELIZ. AND OUR RECEPTIONIST ALSO VERY CUTE LEH
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, YOU'LL SEE ME IN FORMAL WEAR. WARREN, STOP FANTASIZING MY LIPS NOW. LOL. (inside joke)
AND ALSO OUR GUESTBOOK DAMN NICE LEH.
AND ALSO BECAUSE OUR DEAR ABBY AND YJ PUT IN ALOT EFFORT FOR THIS AND ALSO JACEN WHO DESIGNED THE POSTER AND MARK WHO DID THE PROGRAMME BOOKLET. AND ALOT OTHER PEOPLE WHO HELPED OUT.
SO YOU SEE UH, MUST COME SUPPORT LA.
Okay. I'm actually trying to play time. Waiting for 8am to come then I go bathe and head to school already.
I don't know what to type already but still got ten minutes leh. How uh? BOOOOOOS.
Meeting in one and a half hour time. I'm scared that I'll fall alseep halfway through. Please god. Don't do this to me just when I decided to commit myself for another AY. It's a heavy job as a Subcom head. I kept reminding myself that to keep my feet on the ground.
I want my long long thick thick hair back. But obviously because of the shaved hair, my hair is damn thin now. And for fuck why must Shahul say that my hair look like a bunch of hay/straws because that made me damn sad and depressed. I got no time to go for treatment my dear. And I think the hair are spoiled due to excessive hair
On a happy note, I successfully got Din and DG to come for des AGM and they told me they are looking forward to it. Wha. Damn happy. And they said they will pull their friends along. Hopefully they really do if not I'll be very angry. LOL. And Wes too. For making me edit their SCC logo so so so many times. LOL.
And seriously speaking, I'm looking forward to our own AGM as well. Wha lao. How not to when there's performances? esp SLEEQ?! LOL. Ok. Din decided to come after I told him Sleeq is performing. How typical.
Really hope that many many people will come not only to fill up the Audi but also to support Des.
This yr very happening because alot other clubs are having AGM at Audi 2. Wha. Damn happy for all of us. LOL.
I think sleepless night make me talk alot. Apparently it does seem to be that way?
Wha. Amos heavily advertise leh. I cannot lose. I also want to advertise.
DESIGN STUDIES CLUB ANNUAL GENERAL MEETING
THEME:
DES.TINATION (design will bring you to your destination. (ok. i made that up. but sound damn nice leh))
WHERE AND WHEN?:
3RD JULY, TUESDAY. 6PM AT AUDI 2.
WHAT TO WEAR?:
SMART CAUSAL. WANT WEAR EVEN NICER ALSO CAN (but not nicer than me LOL)
YOU LOOK FORWARD TO:
HOT BABES AND HUNKS. PERFORMANCES BY IN HOUSE TALENTS LIKE JUST US, NEIVE, ELLENESS, MAVERICK, CHANGBOON ANDDDD SLEEQ! (sry that I heavily advertise them cus their song damn nice and Alif damn cute.). AND ALSO OUR DAMN CUTE MCEE, AIN AND CLARENCE. AND USHERS, WARREN AND ELIZ. AND OUR RECEPTIONIST ALSO VERY CUTE LEH
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, YOU'LL SEE ME IN FORMAL WEAR. WARREN, STOP FANTASIZING MY LIPS NOW. LOL. (inside joke)
AND ALSO OUR GUESTBOOK DAMN NICE LEH.
AND ALSO BECAUSE OUR DEAR ABBY AND YJ PUT IN ALOT EFFORT FOR THIS AND ALSO JACEN WHO DESIGNED THE POSTER AND MARK WHO DID THE PROGRAMME BOOKLET. AND ALOT OTHER PEOPLE WHO HELPED OUT.
SO YOU SEE UH, MUST COME SUPPORT LA.
Okay. I'm actually trying to play time. Waiting for 8am to come then I go bathe and head to school already.
I don't know what to type already but still got ten minutes leh. How uh? BOOOOOOS.
(Jun 29, 2007)
Went for Biz AGM.
Wha. They really put in alot effort for their theme alone.
And the opening video damn funny.
Halfway, Hajar and Joseph showed me the last page of their programme list.
Damn proud leh. DESIGN STUDIES CLUB. LOL.
And thank god for Cheryl and Warren who accompanied me. Ok. More of like I accompany them? LOL. Whatever.
Ok la. Fam going KL to visit my granny alr. I'm left all alone at home.
Dad accompanied me to visit doc just now.
Doc gave me sleeping pills. LOL.
Damn shiok.
Can sleep peacefully alr.
Oh ya. Havent finish my storyboard.
And I don't know why leh.
When he said that, my heart ached abit.
=x
Wha. They really put in alot effort for their theme alone.
And the opening video damn funny.
Halfway, Hajar and Joseph showed me the last page of their programme list.
Damn proud leh. DESIGN STUDIES CLUB. LOL.
And thank god for Cheryl and Warren who accompanied me. Ok. More of like I accompany them? LOL. Whatever.
Ok la. Fam going KL to visit my granny alr. I'm left all alone at home.
Dad accompanied me to visit doc just now.
Doc gave me sleeping pills. LOL.
Damn shiok.
Can sleep peacefully alr.
Oh ya. Havent finish my storyboard.
And I don't know why leh.
When he said that, my heart ached abit.
=x
()
WHA. PANADOL WORKS WONDER.
I DIDN'T THOUGHT OF IT TILL PONG MENTION IT.
I JUST POPPED 2 PILLS DOWN AND MY HEADACHE IS MUCH BETTER NOW.
WHA LAO.
I damn proud of myself leh.
More and more loner.
Used to be easily pissed when I have to keep waiting for people to be done with their work.
But yesterday, I damn proud because I was damn cool with it.
Maybe I couldn't care less.
Granny's admitted to the hospital.
Fam going KL tomorrow.
I have to stay in spore.
Sat still got meeting.
9 in school.
sighs.
Her bday 2 weeks time.
In KL also.
Hopefully she'll be fine.
=))
Biz AGM later at 5.
All the best.
I just saw the BSC SCC logo I did. Damn ugly. OMG!
I DIDN'T THOUGHT OF IT TILL PONG MENTION IT.
I JUST POPPED 2 PILLS DOWN AND MY HEADACHE IS MUCH BETTER NOW.
WHA LAO.
I damn proud of myself leh.
More and more loner.
Used to be easily pissed when I have to keep waiting for people to be done with their work.
But yesterday, I damn proud because I was damn cool with it.
Maybe I couldn't care less.
Granny's admitted to the hospital.
Fam going KL tomorrow.
I have to stay in spore.
Sat still got meeting.
9 in school.
sighs.
Her bday 2 weeks time.
In KL also.
Hopefully she'll be fine.
=))
Biz AGM later at 5.
All the best.
I just saw the BSC SCC logo I did. Damn ugly. OMG!
(Jun 28, 2007)
I finally slept after 3days of sleepless night.
Fever. My whole body felt like an oven.
My head hurts like a thousand cars banging inside.
Lunch with Cheryl, Junwei and Fikry.
Fik cut his hair. He look like Simsons now. LOL.
After that was home.
My head hurts like hell.
Have to drag myself home.
I think. I'm drifting from alot people.
Especially from Pham.
Ya.
LALALA. Whatever.
Fever. My whole body felt like an oven.
My head hurts like a thousand cars banging inside.
Lunch with Cheryl, Junwei and Fikry.
Fik cut his hair. He look like Simsons now. LOL.
After that was home.
My head hurts like hell.
Have to drag myself home.
I think. I'm drifting from alot people.
Especially from Pham.
Ya.
LALALA. Whatever.
()
I slept at 11+ but woke up at 1+ and I can't sleep again.
Now, it's 3.57am.
How?
I seriously need some sleeping pills.
Meeting yesterday was fruitful.
Settled alot of stuffs.
Felt damn shiok.
And within at 2hours of meeting, I went to pee for 3 times.
SubComHead with Joseph.
I don't think I'm up to it.
I mean, I don't think I can commit.
But, I must try.
No, it's I MUST!
I'm looking forward to campfire.
So I must look for Seals for help this time.
Firewood firewood firewood.
Don't even know if the school allow campfire anot.
Hopefully can get clearence (I nearly type Clarence).
Have yet to finish my storyboarding.
I damn sad.
I can't draw.
Figure drawing.
Want me die.
Thanks Gabriel for that perspective drawing.
And Yilong for his sketch book.
Everybody is at Mambo tonight.
Chilllllllls.
Now, it's 3.57am.
How?
I seriously need some sleeping pills.
Meeting yesterday was fruitful.
Settled alot of stuffs.
Felt damn shiok.
And within at 2hours of meeting, I went to pee for 3 times.
SubComHead with Joseph.
I don't think I'm up to it.
I mean, I don't think I can commit.
But, I must try.
No, it's I MUST!
I'm looking forward to campfire.
So I must look for Seals for help this time.
Firewood firewood firewood.
Don't even know if the school allow campfire anot.
Hopefully can get clearence (I nearly type Clarence).
Have yet to finish my storyboarding.
I damn sad.
I can't draw.
Figure drawing.
Want me die.
Thanks Gabriel for that perspective drawing.
And Yilong for his sketch book.
Everybody is at Mambo tonight.
Chilllllllls.
(Jun 27, 2007)
It's 2.41am now and I can't sleep.
It's the second night.
I think it's due to the mocha frappe on monday.
And I just cooked a plate of spag. Die.
School yesterday was great.
Storyboarding was so-so.
Damn stress because I still can't draw for nuts.
Totally forgot about the perspectives.
Ronald dismissed us 1.5hr early.
Lunch with Pong. Was loves.
We were stuck at the lobby for damn long before they decided they wanna go for lunch.
Accompanied them.
4tables full. Damn shiok. Being long.
Pong and rest were supposed to be in class but they were given 1/2 hour break so joined us.
So it was,
SPT, Wesley, Junwei, Cheryl, Shahul, Nick, Ain, Aidah, Sotong, Jacen, Yj, Mark, Joshua, Pong, Warren, Carmen and I in the canteen.
Listen to them joked around before one by one they disappeared.
Went to Pivia. Helped to write the invites for our AGM.
Chiang's place and dinner by her granny.
Got the suit from her mum.
Watched the 7pm show then headed home.
Was damn tired but still cannot sleep.
Saw alot seniors as well. They are back from SIP.
Eyecandies are all back. =xx
DES.TINATION
DESIGN STUDIES CLUB ANNUAL GENERAL MEETING
3RD JULY, TUESDAY
6PM @ AUDITORIUM 2
PLEASE BE DRESSED IN CASUAL FORMAL
SPECIAL PERFORMANCE BY SLEEQ!
So please support.
LOVES.
It's the second night.
I think it's due to the mocha frappe on monday.
And I just cooked a plate of spag. Die.
School yesterday was great.
Storyboarding was so-so.
Damn stress because I still can't draw for nuts.
Totally forgot about the perspectives.
Ronald dismissed us 1.5hr early.
Lunch with Pong. Was loves.
We were stuck at the lobby for damn long before they decided they wanna go for lunch.
Accompanied them.
4tables full. Damn shiok. Being long.
Pong and rest were supposed to be in class but they were given 1/2 hour break so joined us.
So it was,
SPT, Wesley, Junwei, Cheryl, Shahul, Nick, Ain, Aidah, Sotong, Jacen, Yj, Mark, Joshua, Pong, Warren, Carmen and I in the canteen.
Listen to them joked around before one by one they disappeared.
Went to Pivia. Helped to write the invites for our AGM.
Chiang's place and dinner by her granny.
Got the suit from her mum.
Watched the 7pm show then headed home.
Was damn tired but still cannot sleep.
Saw alot seniors as well. They are back from SIP.
Eyecandies are all back. =xx
DES.TINATION
DESIGN STUDIES CLUB ANNUAL GENERAL MEETING
3RD JULY, TUESDAY
6PM @ AUDITORIUM 2
PLEASE BE DRESSED IN CASUAL FORMAL
SPECIAL PERFORMANCE BY SLEEQ!
So please support.
LOVES.
(Jun 25, 2007)
96(secret code) just now. Saw alot CV people. MLoo came down to join us as well. Now we're crazy over 4D again. They got so many numbers to buy. Hopefully mine will open.
And since MLoo was nice to send us home with his Impreza, his number will open as well. (and because I'm helping him buy)
And KT confirm will buy also. LOL.
Ok. Classes starts tomorrow. 12-3. Follow by bitching with the girls. Then to Chiang's place. Then home.
Sentosa this SUN. YAY!
Camfire on 6th. YAY!
AGM on 3rd. LOL. Can see Sleeq perform. Damn shiok.
and what else?
busy busy.
Dont know want to take up subcom head anot.
Cus I wanted in the first place.
Now I want to be free and easy. LOL.
But YJ say I "free" for too long alr.
I wanna watch Transformers and Harry Potter. LOL.
Just saw the U channel babes and hunks thingy advertisment. Wha. LOL.
None of the nominees are from design. LOL. Design got alot can. I think Eunice should join. And those from ADM.
Desmond Koh damn handsome cannnnnnnnnnns?!
I've quit talking to KT after he said this,
™×÷•.•´¯`•)»•••• kangkang™••••maths fuking buang«(•´¯`•.•÷×™ says:
nt onli at urban meal?
And since MLoo was nice to send us home with his Impreza, his number will open as well. (and because I'm helping him buy)
And KT confirm will buy also. LOL.
Ok. Classes starts tomorrow. 12-3. Follow by bitching with the girls. Then to Chiang's place. Then home.
Sentosa this SUN. YAY!
Camfire on 6th. YAY!
AGM on 3rd. LOL. Can see Sleeq perform. Damn shiok.
and what else?
busy busy.
Dont know want to take up subcom head anot.
Cus I wanted in the first place.
Now I want to be free and easy. LOL.
But YJ say I "free" for too long alr.
I wanna watch Transformers and Harry Potter. LOL.
Just saw the U channel babes and hunks thingy advertisment. Wha. LOL.
None of the nominees are from design. LOL. Design got alot can. I think Eunice should join. And those from ADM.
Desmond Koh damn handsome cannnnnnnnnnns?!
I've quit talking to KT after he said this,
™×÷•.•´¯`•)»•••• kangkang™••••maths fuking buang«(•´¯`•.•÷×™ says:
nt onli at urban meal?
MEAL!! LOL. now another one.
™×÷•.•´¯`•)»•••• kangkang™••••maths fuking buang«(•´¯`•.•÷×™ says:i was saying tt i onli hv e money to buy my slander 2 wks later, den tt day i want ask sheena to lend me e discount card to buy
SLANDER!! LOL.Mesmerised again.
(Jun 24, 2007)
Fantastic 4 was so-so. I prefer the first one.
Transformer and Harry Potter coming out this July. Must watch. Die Hard 4.0 seems to be a nice show as well.
Damn tired. Woke up at 2.30 today.
And our number never open. Damn sad. Nvm.
KT, you owe me 8bucks now. LOL.
Transformer and Harry Potter coming out this July. Must watch. Die Hard 4.0 seems to be a nice show as well.
Damn tired. Woke up at 2.30 today.
And our number never open. Damn sad. Nvm.
KT, you owe me 8bucks now. LOL.
()
Aren't they such pretties. I'm still hoping for a Holga.
Joshua bought me this underwater camera. Just received it. Damn happy. But I don't know how to use. LOL.
I love Pinholes. LOL.
(Jun 23, 2007)
Ronald still teaching STOPP. I hope I'll be able to meet his expectation this time round. Hopefully.
Finally done with the BSC SCC logo. *phew*
DSC retreat later on at Ten. Pray that I can keep myself awake thruout the whole day because it's already 3.12am
Sidenote, I only had one meal today. Macdonald somemore. And so, I'm so hungry now. And I'm so gonna look for food now. LOL.
am i really so unimportant to you now?
Finally done with the BSC SCC logo. *phew*
DSC retreat later on at Ten. Pray that I can keep myself awake thruout the whole day because it's already 3.12am
Sidenote, I only had one meal today. Macdonald somemore. And so, I'm so hungry now. And I'm so gonna look for food now. LOL.
(Jun 22, 2007)
So many numbers to buy for this weekend.
Shit. One windfall can indeed make one greed for more.
This is no good.
HAHA. Sheena, KT and I were thinking if we won 10 000 that day, what are we going to do.
"Buy 2 way ticket to France, drink a cup of coffee and fly back." - Sheena
LOL.
I think KT should reborn his hair. =xxxx
If I got 10 000,
first thing I would do is, give my parents 1000 each, buy a bag for Kelvin because his bag is really CMI (he said got feelings to it). *sings* wo de bei bao, bei dao xian zai hai mei lan. *sings*
Then buy my damn Crumpler, shop at Surr, Graniph, Accidental Portrait ( I think the shop closed down alr), Topshop, going-to-open Banana Republic, Body Shop, Adidas, Venue, Ed Hardy, GAP, FLMP, BORDERS, iShop and many many more man.
OMG. cannot be greedy cannot be greedy *chants*
I must constantly remind myself that "hatred and anger scares happiness away" because apparently it helps. =))
I think my right ear is infected. Since the day I went swimming till now, it's damn pain inside. I think I'll go deaf before anyone else.
Seal got camp again. After school reopen that is. DAMN SADDDDDDDDD CAN?!
And I still love Ain, Aidah, Pong, Nick, Cheryl and Warren. =))
Right ear damn pain, damn pain, damn pain LEH!!
Pircing pain. Think I better go see a doc about it soon. I don't wanna go deaf so soon.
Bammy's back from Bangkok! She's sleeping now though. Can see her tomorrow. Good.
Got people for me and Pops to disturb alr.
I wanna eat beef noodles now. Damn hungry but damn sleepy.
Good. No emo night for me today. =))
DSC retreat tomorrow. 10am to late. I needa sleep early. *rolls sleepy eyes*
Shit. One windfall can indeed make one greed for more.
This is no good.
HAHA. Sheena, KT and I were thinking if we won 10 000 that day, what are we going to do.
"Buy 2 way ticket to France, drink a cup of coffee and fly back." - Sheena
LOL.
I think KT should reborn his hair. =xxxx
If I got 10 000,
first thing I would do is, give my parents 1000 each, buy a bag for Kelvin because his bag is really CMI (he said got feelings to it). *sings* wo de bei bao, bei dao xian zai hai mei lan. *sings*
Then buy my damn Crumpler, shop at Surr, Graniph, Accidental Portrait ( I think the shop closed down alr), Topshop, going-to-open Banana Republic, Body Shop, Adidas, Venue, Ed Hardy, GAP, FLMP, BORDERS, iShop and many many more man.
OMG. cannot be greedy cannot be greedy *chants*
I must constantly remind myself that "hatred and anger scares happiness away" because apparently it helps. =))
I think my right ear is infected. Since the day I went swimming till now, it's damn pain inside. I think I'll go deaf before anyone else.
Seal got camp again. After school reopen that is. DAMN SADDDDDDDDD CAN?!
And I still love Ain, Aidah, Pong, Nick, Cheryl and Warren. =))
Right ear damn pain, damn pain, damn pain LEH!!
Pircing pain. Think I better go see a doc about it soon. I don't wanna go deaf so soon.
Bammy's back from Bangkok! She's sleeping now though. Can see her tomorrow. Good.
Got people for me and Pops to disturb alr.
I wanna eat beef noodles now. Damn hungry but damn sleepy.
Good. No emo night for me today. =))
DSC retreat tomorrow. 10am to late. I needa sleep early. *rolls sleepy eyes*
(Jun 21, 2007)
I was looking out of the window and smelled a very familiar smell.
I think I smelled SealsSport, I smelled camps.
I miss the good times together.
Unloading Abang Snail and making sure command post is in good condition.
Moving all the things in order - 2 water points, first aid, all the equipments and last but not least, the bunddings which requires at least 2 hours.
Late night Macdonalds and also sleeping in either the sleeping bags or the chalets.
De brief late into the night like, 3am? Bathing at the toilets.
Sleeping or no sleep then have to "zhi high" damn early the next morning.
Stink for the whole day and getting irritated by the campers.
But, at the end of the day, we know that we care and love them and they feel the same way too.
Most importantly, the times spent with the fellow instructors are damn shiok. We bond and such.
I miss those times. Seriously.
But I know even if I miss a thousand and one thing/people, I can never turn back time.
Mommy came home that day and told me she sawmyfriend. I kinda miss those times when I'd just go over to her place and slack down there. myfriend is also the first friend that kissed me on my cheeks.
I told myself, let bygones be bygones that's why I smsedanotherfriend to wish him a happy birthday this yr. When thisfriend asked if we're still friends, I replied "Think so". What a skeptical answer? Who say I don't miss walking home from school with thisfriend
Ya. Something like that. Like, I can miss many, many things but time will never turn back and we all knew that somethings must have happened that's why the situation is like this now.
I always tell people not to make decision that make you regret but I'm always making decisions that makes me regret after awhile. Can't I just solve things more logically?
I don't wanna strike out another friend's name from my list.
Is it that difficult to just, enjoy whatever I have now? Enjoy with everyone who're with me now without any changes?
Hell with changes.
I've lost. Lost many many.
(copied from Tomu's)
I think I smelled SealsSport, I smelled camps.
I miss the good times together.
Unloading Abang Snail and making sure command post is in good condition.
Moving all the things in order - 2 water points, first aid, all the equipments and last but not least, the bunddings which requires at least 2 hours.
Late night Macdonalds and also sleeping in either the sleeping bags or the chalets.
De brief late into the night like, 3am? Bathing at the toilets.
Sleeping or no sleep then have to "zhi high" damn early the next morning.
Stink for the whole day and getting irritated by the campers.
But, at the end of the day, we know that we care and love them and they feel the same way too.
Most importantly, the times spent with the fellow instructors are damn shiok. We bond and such.
I miss those times. Seriously.
But I know even if I miss a thousand and one thing/people, I can never turn back time.
Mommy came home that day and told me she saw
I told myself, let bygones be bygones that's why I smsed
Ya. Something like that. Like, I can miss many, many things but time will never turn back and we all knew that somethings must have happened that's why the situation is like this now.
I always tell people not to make decision that make you regret but I'm always making decisions that makes me regret after awhile. Can't I just solve things more logically?
I don't wanna strike out another friend's name from my list.
Is it that difficult to just, enjoy whatever I have now? Enjoy with everyone who're with me now without any changes?
Hell with changes.
I've lost. Lost many many.
(copied from Tomu's)
(Jun 20, 2007)
That news was shocking but predictable. I mean, we all all know that it was going to happen but didn't know that it's was this soon. I so don't like this situation.
On a sidenote, Sheena and I are going to enroll in AmoreFitness. Can finally go for kickboxing class. Bomb told me Muay Thai is far too taxing for me.
"You uh? Run 100m you can die alr still wanna join MT. HAHAHA"
Grr* Damn insulting can.
Tonight better bring us some luck and fortune. Hurhurs.
On a sidenote, Sheena and I are going to enroll in AmoreFitness. Can finally go for kickboxing class. Bomb told me Muay Thai is far too taxing for me.
"You uh? Run 100m you can die alr still wanna join MT. HAHAHA"
Grr* Damn insulting can.
Tonight better bring us some luck and fortune. Hurhurs.
(Jun 19, 2007)
Sleeping is a good source of relieve.
()
Yesterday went swimming with Sheena in the afternoon. I swam 7 laps ok. 1 lap more than the usual 6. After that was meeting up with TT to return her the Hearty Paws VCD. Waited 20 minutes for KT. Had dinner tgt with Mr ___ then he went off so left the 3 of us. Chatted all the way from 8+ to 11.
Talked about hell loads of things and found out alot secrets. So it's only the THREE of us who're going Taiwan in the near future. We planned alot other places to go too man. KT still wants to go his Paris, Hokkaido, Korea, Italy and those damn expensive places. Crazy.
I love times like this. Just sitting around doing nothing and just crap non stop. KT said he wont change. =))
I damn disappointed. I thought just now was bad enough but after coming home, it was worst. Sighs.
I don't wanna to be bothered about such stuffs anymore.
The rainbow I saw the other day with the other girls.
And Mr Horny is still as horny as usual. He says he wants to play with me during Biz SCC. LOL.
Talked about hell loads of things and found out alot secrets. So it's only the THREE of us who're going Taiwan in the near future. We planned alot other places to go too man. KT still wants to go his Paris, Hokkaido, Korea, Italy and those damn expensive places. Crazy.
I love times like this. Just sitting around doing nothing and just crap non stop. KT said he wont change. =))
I damn disappointed. I thought just now was bad enough but after coming home, it was worst. Sighs.
I don't wanna to be bothered about such stuffs anymore.
The rainbow I saw the other day with the other girls.
And Mr Horny is still as horny as usual. He says he wants to play with me during Biz SCC. LOL.
(Jun 18, 2007)
Meeting Sheena for a swim later. KT gonna join us for dinner. Yayness. Gonna laugh at his hair. LOL.
Chuan Seng came online just now and I saw his DP was this,
So I asked him and he said he got it from some other people's friendster.
Pictures kenna ripped.
I think the person ripped it because of the cam. Hopefully the person gave credits or didn't claim it to be his/hers.
Alot people around me are getting married. Esp those CVSS graduates. Young mummies. Hurhur.
Chuan Seng came online just now and I saw his DP was this,
So I asked him and he said he got it from some other people's friendster.
Pictures kenna ripped.
I think the person ripped it because of the cam. Hopefully the person gave credits or didn't claim it to be his/hers.
Alot people around me are getting married. Esp those CVSS graduates. Young mummies. Hurhur.
(Jun 17, 2007)
hurhur. fiona so happy. oh she is so happy.
no matter who STILL loves her or who don't,
fiona is still damn happy.
and will always be very happy.
no matter who STILL loves her or who don't,
fiona is still damn happy.
and will always be very happy.
()
A woman was waiting at an airport one night,
With several long hours before her flight.
She hunted for a book in the airport shops.
Bought a bag of cookies and found a place to drop.
She was engrossed in her book but happened to see,
That the man sitting beside her, as bold as could be.
Grabbed a cookie or two from the bag in between,
Which she tried to ignore to avoid a scene.
So she munched the cookies and watched the clock,
As the gutsy cookie thief diminished her stock.
She was getting more irritated as the minutes ticked by,
Thinking, "If I wasn't so nice, I would blacken his eye."
With each cookie she took, he took one too,
When only one was left, she wondered what he would do.
With a smile on his face, and a nervous laugh,
He took the last cookie and broke it in half.
He offered her half, as he ate the other,
She snatched it from him and thought... oooh, brother.
This guy has some nerve and he's also rude,
Why he didn't even show any gratitude!
She had never known when she had been so galled,
And sighed with relief when her flight was called.
She gathered her belongings and headed to the gate,
Refusing to look back at the thieving ingrate.
She boarded the plane, and sank in her seat,
Then she sought her book, which was almost complete.
As she reached in her baggage, she gasped with surprise,
There was her bag of cookies, in front of her eyes.
If mine are here, she moaned in despair,
The others were his, and he tried to share.
Too late to apologize, she realized with grief,
That she was the rude one, the ingrate, the thief.
How many times in our lives,
have we absolutely known
that something was a certain way,
only to discover later that
what we believed to be true ... was not?
With several long hours before her flight.
She hunted for a book in the airport shops.
Bought a bag of cookies and found a place to drop.
She was engrossed in her book but happened to see,
That the man sitting beside her, as bold as could be.
Grabbed a cookie or two from the bag in between,
Which she tried to ignore to avoid a scene.
So she munched the cookies and watched the clock,
As the gutsy cookie thief diminished her stock.
She was getting more irritated as the minutes ticked by,
Thinking, "If I wasn't so nice, I would blacken his eye."
With each cookie she took, he took one too,
When only one was left, she wondered what he would do.
With a smile on his face, and a nervous laugh,
He took the last cookie and broke it in half.
He offered her half, as he ate the other,
She snatched it from him and thought... oooh, brother.
This guy has some nerve and he's also rude,
Why he didn't even show any gratitude!
She had never known when she had been so galled,
And sighed with relief when her flight was called.
She gathered her belongings and headed to the gate,
Refusing to look back at the thieving ingrate.
She boarded the plane, and sank in her seat,
Then she sought her book, which was almost complete.
As she reached in her baggage, she gasped with surprise,
There was her bag of cookies, in front of her eyes.
If mine are here, she moaned in despair,
The others were his, and he tried to share.
Too late to apologize, she realized with grief,
That she was the rude one, the ingrate, the thief.
How many times in our lives,
have we absolutely known
that something was a certain way,
only to discover later that
what we believed to be true ... was not?
()
It was Fathers' Day yesterday. Mommy wanted to buy crabs but crabs were sold out. So instead of cooking, we went for a simple dinner. Sarah joined us as well.
Headed over to Sarah's place with sister and mommy. Watched somw tv prog before coming home.
Went to sleep to avoid feeling the gastric pain but woke up because the pain was too imense. Burped, shit, puked and I'm feeling better now.
Just realised that Sleeq won the "Singapore most popular band" or something like that. Wha. I never knew they were that popular. Must ask them perform for our AGM man.
HAPPY 18TH MAVIS!!
Headed over to Sarah's place with sister and mommy. Watched somw tv prog before coming home.
Went to sleep to avoid feeling the gastric pain but woke up because the pain was too imense. Burped, shit, puked and I'm feeling better now.
Just realised that Sleeq won the "Singapore most popular band" or something like that. Wha. I never knew they were that popular. Must ask them perform for our AGM man.
HAPPY 18TH MAVIS!!
(Jun 16, 2007)
The workshop yesterday was painful. I dozed off for a few times and got caught. -.- Laughters here and there kept me awake a few times though. Biz people damn hyper. Don't know where they got the energy from early in the morning.
Lunch was provided by SAA. We drew a charmelon for some activity which is to draw an animal which represent our club. Damn funny. None of us can draw. LOL. By that time, it was only left with IAD Mathilda, VSC Amos who can't draw for nuts, ADM Ronald and MOIs who chose film. So ya. Imagine what we drew in the end. IT's one was nicely drawn.
After the workshop ended, we had a meeting with the Biz main com to discuss about our AGM because we had similar themes. Got it settled and had lunch in Design canteen. Stole a few shirts from Pivia and I went home. Slept till 12+am. I was that tired.
I'm hungry now.
Lunch was provided by SAA. We drew a charmelon for some activity which is to draw an animal which represent our club. Damn funny. None of us can draw. LOL. By that time, it was only left with IAD Mathilda, VSC Amos who can't draw for nuts, ADM Ronald and MOIs who chose film. So ya. Imagine what we drew in the end. IT's one was nicely drawn.
After the workshop ended, we had a meeting with the Biz main com to discuss about our AGM because we had similar themes. Got it settled and had lunch in Design canteen. Stole a few shirts from Pivia and I went home. Slept till 12+am. I was that tired.
I'm hungry now.
(Jun 14, 2007)
Mee soto, cycled/blade, saw rainbow, Subway-ed, Kboxed. with Sheena, Celestine, Joleen and Peiqi. Fun fun fun. Alot laughters and buttache. =))
Puked once today. All the hotdogs. Funny feeling.
Caught up with Kelvin till my hp went dead on me. Alot more to update him about though. And I hope Brandon cheers up asap. Take care bro.
I am not in the same class as Nic for next block. Damn sad. And I heard news about Ronald quitting the school. Damn sad. Don't know who gonna replace him. Abby told me Peng also leaving. Sighs.
Puked once today. All the hotdogs. Funny feeling.
Caught up with Kelvin till my hp went dead on me. Alot more to update him about though. And I hope Brandon cheers up asap. Take care bro.
I am not in the same class as Nic for next block. Damn sad. And I heard news about Ronald quitting the school. Damn sad. Don't know who gonna replace him. Abby told me Peng also leaving. Sighs.
()
Haven't been updating for long. Kinda lazy infact. Just finished watching Wei Xiao Pasta. Quite a nice show I must say. Alot to update about past week but I think it'll be too late to update so they shall be memories. =))
Got quite a number of pictures to upload actually. But because there's too much of them, I shall just upload a few.
And, in case you miss my smile and wakiness, here it is:
Got quite a number of pictures to upload actually. But because there's too much of them, I shall just upload a few.
my superwomen.
Okay. I said things too fast. These are more than just a few. Hope they feast your eyes.
That day, it was fun. Just gathering with all the loves from school. Just sit down, eat, enjoy the wind, seeing people getting thrown into the sea, being "raped", being drown in beer and coke by Matt, see people getting drunk and hmm, sitting by the seaside, listening to Nic playing the guitar, buying winnie boxers and wearing flower shorts, listening to songs and chatting with the "comdi" group andddd angry over that the fact that Jacen and Mark saw shooting stars just before I came back from the toilet.
Random:
I think, hating people, hating someone is very tiring. Because at any time, you have to keep thinking that you hate this person and alot of other thoughts. So, quite energy consuming uh.
Hatred and anger scare happiness away.
A close friend told this to me when I asked her how to not care about what people think or say:
Just sleep and off your phone. Dont worry about people hating you because plenty more still loves you. And think positive.
I choose to believe.
Alot of decision I used to make causes me to regret till this day. I don't know if I can try to cover the mistake or not.
And I dont wish to see any of my friends taking the same steps that I once took.
There's a handful of close friends I don't wish to see them change, to see them walking out from me. I would say, they're already part of my life, part of my daily routine.
To this friend, you know who you are. No matter what, no matter how you are as a person now, I still hope, sincerly from my heart, that you're the same old you. Still that friend who smile from the bottom of his heart because you know you're a close friend to me, a friend that used to spend time "pa tor -ing" with me, the first friend in school that I whined to. I'm sorry if my words were quite str8 forward just now, but I just dont wanna lose you as a friend, dont wanna see you walk out of my life. =(
It's a cold and windy morning at 6.09am.
I never like changes.
Anyway,
HAPPY 18TH FROGGEHHHHH!
And, in case you miss my smile and wakiness, here it is:
(Jun 11, 2007)
Weddings are bliss but damn tiring.
Major update soon. Still away from home. Thank god for WiFi.
(Jun 7, 2007)
I feel like shutting my phone off, shutting myself away from the world.
Can I not bother so much about everything, everybody?
I need more rest.
Can I not bother so much about everything, everybody?
I need more rest.
(Jun 6, 2007)
They are delicious.
Killer buy. Bought it at 35bucks can.
This was a temptation.
I wanna have this hair colour.
DANG(learned from Jaslyn) NICE CAN?
I'm so screwed.
Quoted;
"the only thing i'm sure is the uncertainity of everything. "
()
No more smiles are from the bottom of my heart anymore.
And Fionehneh says bye.