(May 31, 2007)
29th May
Bought the bbq food at sheng siong with Sheena joel Kel and Valerie then back to my home. Sheena stayed while the rest went back. Tine came and we shelled with the prawns. After Kel and Valerie came, we sat awhile and went for pratas. Joel came to meet us there. After supper we came back. Joel and Kel marinated with the chickens. We had a hard time sleeping. People laughing, Joel snoring, lights on, and people laughing and laughing and laughing. Joel, Kel and Valerie went off around 8-1pm
30th May
Had lunch then waited for Jacen, KT, YJ and Tutu. After they came, we headed down to the pit. Jol and PQ came. We waited for Kel, Brandon and friends to come. Debbie came with a cake. We had the Seals ritual for bday boys/girls. YJ, KT, Sheena, PQ Tutu and I went to swamp. Walked the big round. Saw nothing but a butterfly. We came out and sat around awhile. Saw a group of around 8 guys who don't dare to go in and walked back then another group around 20+ of them went in. So we went in from the other exit. I stood in the centre of the pathway with Tutu behind me then the group came in with torchlights and shone at us.
This was what they say:
"eh! infront got 2"
"no no no, got 3"
"aiya. ban lai de la" (it's just a board)
"AIYA! REN LAI DE LA!" (people la!)
And we kept laughing and laughing. Damn funny. Then they came over and said good one good one. They continued their thrill. We wanted to continue but Sheena and I were damn urgent. We discussed about ways to improve on scaring people. LOL.
Back to the pit, we bbq a little more food and packed the pit then we all cabbed home. Jacen gave me NuaNua!! YAY! Thanks Brother.
HAPPY BDAY BROTHER!
The NuaNua Jacen bought for me.
Shut up. I know my hair looks retarded. And btw, it's not bangs ok!
Yes Nini. Chill. I'm glad you felt that way ok? Ya. Kbox and blading soon before hell starts again.
Bought the bbq food at sheng siong with Sheena joel Kel and Valerie then back to my home. Sheena stayed while the rest went back. Tine came and we shelled with the prawns. After Kel and Valerie came, we sat awhile and went for pratas. Joel came to meet us there. After supper we came back. Joel and Kel marinated with the chickens. We had a hard time sleeping. People laughing, Joel snoring, lights on, and people laughing and laughing and laughing. Joel, Kel and Valerie went off around 8-1pm
30th May
Had lunch then waited for Jacen, KT, YJ and Tutu. After they came, we headed down to the pit. Jol and PQ came. We waited for Kel, Brandon and friends to come. Debbie came with a cake. We had the Seals ritual for bday boys/girls. YJ, KT, Sheena, PQ Tutu and I went to swamp. Walked the big round. Saw nothing but a butterfly. We came out and sat around awhile. Saw a group of around 8 guys who don't dare to go in and walked back then another group around 20+ of them went in. So we went in from the other exit. I stood in the centre of the pathway with Tutu behind me then the group came in with torchlights and shone at us.
This was what they say:
"eh! infront got 2"
"no no no, got 3"
"aiya. ban lai de la" (it's just a board)
"AIYA! REN LAI DE LA!" (people la!)
And we kept laughing and laughing. Damn funny. Then they came over and said good one good one. They continued their thrill. We wanted to continue but Sheena and I were damn urgent. We discussed about ways to improve on scaring people. LOL.
Back to the pit, we bbq a little more food and packed the pit then we all cabbed home. Jacen gave me NuaNua!! YAY! Thanks Brother.
HAPPY BDAY BROTHER!The NuaNua Jacen bought for me.
Shut up. I know my hair looks retarded. And btw, it's not bangs ok!
Yes Nini. Chill. I'm glad you felt that way ok? Ya. Kbox and blading soon before hell starts again.
(May 29, 2007)
I used to:
look at you from afar.
hoping that you were mine.
help you no matter what my limts were.
irritate you so that you can give me some attention.
ignore you totally so that I'd be noticed by you.
cheer for you no matter you win or lose.
feel sad when you're sad.
feel happy when you're happy.
be there for you whenever you needed someone to be there.
feel jealous when you fall in love with others.
feel dejected when you ignored me.
feel crestfallen when you judged me like how others do.
think that the feelings was gone.
All lies. Lies I lied to myself.
Would you rather dream that you were lying in your lover's arms because the dream was so damn true? Or, would you rather not dream at all so that you won't wake up and found that all along you were just dreaming about it?
look at you from afar.
hoping that you were mine.
help you no matter what my limts were.
irritate you so that you can give me some attention.
ignore you totally so that I'd be noticed by you.
cheer for you no matter you win or lose.
feel sad when you're sad.
feel happy when you're happy.
be there for you whenever you needed someone to be there.
feel jealous when you fall in love with others.
feel dejected when you ignored me.
feel crestfallen when you judged me like how others do.
think that the feelings was gone.
All lies. Lies I lied to myself.
Would you rather dream that you were lying in your lover's arms because the dream was so damn true? Or, would you rather not dream at all so that you won't wake up and found that all along you were just dreaming about it?
()
Voon's bday
Nick's place for production
The team.
Nick
Warren
Mark
Carmen
Wesley
Me!
Nick and I
Warren and I
Random
Fluffy clouds
Just now Yesterday, met up with Kel for awhile before Joel came to meet us. Followed by Jacen and YJ then Sheena. We sat down for almost an hour plus to discuss something. Jacen and YJ left early and the 4 of us were left for more slacking. Went NTUC and home. Was waiting for bus when Jacen and YJ appeared out of nowhere and Jacen pass me Pineapple drink. They say they bought it for me. Hell yeah! They bought for Mark but he last minute cannot meet them so they gave it to me. EYER! Cheat my feelings man!
Tomorrow Later gonna meet up with Sheena then I'm so gonna cut my hair. But they say it'd look so damn retarded la! Then we gonna meet Joel, Kel and Val to buy things. Celest and Sheena gonna overnight my house! YAY!
Here are some random thoughts:
1st: Does sharing secrets earn you a friend? I mean, hmm. Sometimes people got close is because they share secrets and news with one another. It's like some trade thingy la. Like "Hey, tell me some news and I'll tell you some" or "Wha, you tell me news/secrets, you're my best friend." I mean, does it always work that way? I think it do though.
2nd: Joel once told me by rephrasing my words sometimes, it'll earn me some extra friendship from people. I guess I have no choice but to agree with him? Like, instead of "Why you like that?! You shouldn't do that." why not change to "Hey, I don't think you should do it. I think if you do it another way, it would be better." No matter how close two or more friends are, a little more courtesy should be shown. This is something I need to improve on though.
End of random thoughts. =))
Below is what I ripped from Caleb's. I don't know what he mean though. Must be someone who pissed him off real bad but then again, looking at the paragraph itself alone, it triggered my thoughts.
memories.
why hunger for these ? if it is a hunger. maybe its more like needing it. maybe we just want to be in charge, of the life, no matter who lived it, sometimes we're so desperate for it we create it. if helps if there are photos. no more choices for the people in them. pick this one, dump that one. they should have spotted that sneaky short photographer behind the pillar. oh. i shouldn't have chewed with their mouths wide open. i shouldn't have made that silly face. i shouldn't have yawned. they shouldn't have laughed, so unattractive, so low-classed. all these are just a fragment of the past.
i was born.
i grew up.
i studied.
i loved.
i said.
i went.
i saw.
i did.
you've slipped from view, erased, defaced. i know you once with that weird hairdo and lame jokes, but i can't recall them. i adored you, dozens of you, but what were your names ? i'm getting somewhere now, i'm feeling lighter. only one paragraph left. only a sentence or two, no wait. only a whisper.
i was born.
i was.
i.
And this was from Tom's. He ripped it from another person though. LOL.
"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back"
Nick's place for production
The team.
Nick
Warren
Mark
Carmen
Wesley
Me!
Nick and I
Warren and I
Random
Fluffy clouds
Here are some random thoughts:
1st: Does sharing secrets earn you a friend? I mean, hmm. Sometimes people got close is because they share secrets and news with one another. It's like some trade thingy la. Like "Hey, tell me some news and I'll tell you some" or "Wha, you tell me news/secrets, you're my best friend." I mean, does it always work that way? I think it do though.
2nd: Joel once told me by rephrasing my words sometimes, it'll earn me some extra friendship from people. I guess I have no choice but to agree with him? Like, instead of "Why you like that?! You shouldn't do that." why not change to "Hey, I don't think you should do it. I think if you do it another way, it would be better." No matter how close two or more friends are, a little more courtesy should be shown. This is something I need to improve on though.
End of random thoughts. =))
Below is what I ripped from Caleb's. I don't know what he mean though. Must be someone who pissed him off real bad but then again, looking at the paragraph itself alone, it triggered my thoughts.
memories.
why hunger for these ? if it is a hunger. maybe its more like needing it. maybe we just want to be in charge, of the life, no matter who lived it, sometimes we're so desperate for it we create it. if helps if there are photos. no more choices for the people in them. pick this one, dump that one. they should have spotted that sneaky short photographer behind the pillar. oh. i shouldn't have chewed with their mouths wide open. i shouldn't have made that silly face. i shouldn't have yawned. they shouldn't have laughed, so unattractive, so low-classed. all these are just a fragment of the past.
i was born.
i grew up.
i studied.
i loved.
i said.
i went.
i saw.
i did.
you've slipped from view, erased, defaced. i know you once with that weird hairdo and lame jokes, but i can't recall them. i adored you, dozens of you, but what were your names ? i'm getting somewhere now, i'm feeling lighter. only one paragraph left. only a sentence or two, no wait. only a whisper.
i was born.
i was.
i.
And this was from Tom's. He ripped it from another person though. LOL.
"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back"