ABC (Aug 31, 2006)
Before anyone wanna busted me, let me warn you, I'm not in a good mood recently so in case you wanna busted me, don't blame me for the consequences aftermath.

Don't make me promises when you can't even fulfil it. Disappointment is not something I'll look forward to. When you don't keep your promises, you breached my trust for you.

Don't push all the blame to me when you're the one having all the faults. I've had enough. So, stop doing this to me. I can't take it anymore soon.

Anyway, had a fun time catching up with the clique over at Yumi's today. Her parents were so funny and cool la. Had alot of BBQ beef man. Fresh sotongs, prawns, tendori chicken (merinated by YUMI), corns, MARSHMELLOWS, crabstick and hotdogs. Hella lots of food. Spent the day over at the BBQ table which was designed by Mr Pong and cuddling on the sofa watching SI and Final Destination 3. Warren's hands were pinched and his legs were slapped for sitting infront of me when we were watching FD3. Lucky I did not pull my hairs off my head. It's nice seeing the whole clique of them again after so long (8 days). Though Sotong can't make it.

Went back with Jacen, Warren, Carmen and Mark. On the way, I spotted DAMN BLACK AND FAT ants on the ground and called them over. But I didn't realised that I was standing in their path. When Warren wanted to warn me, I shouted at the same time, scaring him. Tried to brush off the black ant who was biting my foot but realised it's fangs (or whatever you call it) were deeply inserted. So I had to pull it out. And thanks to that, my foot bleeded. Now, WHO SAID BLACK ANTS DOSEN'T BITE. Thanks Mark for his tissue and Carmen for the wonderful fabric plaster. LOLS. Cool huh. It's swollen now but applied some medicated oil on it. LOLS.

Chatted with Sheena on my way home. HAHA. You know, I know.

Can't wait to see my LOVELIES on this sat.

SAKINAH, IF YOU HAPPENED TO SEE THIS, I'M STILL MAD AT YOU FOR NOT CALLING ME. AND BECAUSE OF THIS, YOU GONNA TREAT ME ON SAT YA. YOU ASSSSHOOOLLLE! HAHA.
bbaaa (Aug 29, 2006)
Do I always seemed happy to the people around me? Well, I know myself better.

Some people just love complaining but they didn't realised that they were doing the exactly same thing. These people love putting faults at other people and make people life more miserable. Is it fun to see people suffering?

Hello, I may be smiling all the time, but that does not mean I'm happy all the time.

If you do feel that way, sorry, you don't know me. I used to be an E-M-O kid and I'm still one now. =))

What an opening for an entry. Well, wasn't feeling good today but Jackpot did made me feel a little better. Managed to get sometime for myself to sort things out.

Time will prove everything.

"Nth has happened yet, get emo for what?"


^o.O^ compulsive eating disorder. says:
see sometimes in life u get all ur shitty moments ah, but there are always the little things always there to cheer u up /xD

^o.O^ compulsive eating disorder. says:
hahahas even if dont read also its obvious u not feeling well mahs

^o.O^ compulsive eating disorder. says:
otherwise u wont have the need to bite ppl so hard.



AWW. Love her.
GEE ()
Had DSC meeting this morning. Damn tiring as I only slept at 5am in the morning due to some scary stuff. Thanks to those who kept me company through the night. =)) However, found out today that I'm not the only one who encountered that. Apparently Yumi and Ariel experienced it as well. Damn it man. I should have SMS Yumi last night.

Anyway, done with the "card" and had lunch with Yumi, ShawnPaul and Sharlyn before slacking in studio with Yumi. Waited for Dom till all my hair turned white and FINALLY at 4pm, he's ready. Went over to Penisula Plaza and bought our Tees. Headed off to Marina Square after that. Looked for my mini Tofu Man but can't be found. Looked for Chris and she gave me this styrofoam MUSHROOM! LOVES. Walked around before having our lunch/dinner at Carl's Jnr. Damn fulling, damn delicious. Met Cherissa and Yuu before Dom and I accompanied Yumi to wait for her bus. After that, we went over to Suntec to search for my Tofu Man but nahs, there wasn't any. So we settled on The Nightmare Before Christmas. Dom found me my mushroom! And I got my Gothic Minnie Mouse. We were damn lucky because we got what we want. HEH. Except for the fact that I didn't get my Tofu Man. Tried to get Yumi the one she wants but no luck. So as we were fixing the stuffs, being fasinated by it, I WAS DAMN HIGH. Dom should know why huh.

Took MRT back and slacked awhile. As we were walking to take bus, Cherissa called and so, we went to find her and Yuu again. Joked abit before we went home.


Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting OK Domi, this is you. I added the red nipples! BOOS.

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting The resutls of tempting your hand infront of FIONA! Poor Dom.

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Wanted to buy this but didn't have enough money with me and Dom told me it's avaliable in school lib and even requested for me since it has being loan out. What a good brother I have here huh. HEHs.

AWW. Buddy is doing his research now and he have to wake up at 7.30am tomorrow to study for his A's. Damn poor thing la. How I miss him man. Prelims will start on Wed for him. Hopefully he'll get good results for As and get into a U like he'd promised me. LOVES!


PS: Take care of your health. Don't wanna see you fall sick though you're already sick.
boredom! (Aug 28, 2006)
Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting ISOLATION.

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting AWW. I don't know how to draw skull with mouse. Sry Jacen.

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting This is dedicated to a girl who nods non-stop and finally one day, her head dropped off. So Yumi, stop nodding your head.

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting WARWAR with his armveins and Billabong tee.

NOT STUNNING I KNOW. BUT WHAT TO DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED?!
AWW (Aug 27, 2006)
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain ­
every time I hear your name

Chorus
The sun won’t shine since you went away
Seems like the rain’s falling every day
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
But that’s the way it’s gotta be, ‘til I get over you…

Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can’t escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here

Chorus
The sun won’t shine since you went away
Seems like the rain’s falling every day
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
But that’s the way it’s gotta be, ‘til I get over you…


When will this river of tears stop fallin’
Where can I run so I won’t feel alone
Can’t walk away when the pain keeps callin’
I’ve just gotta take it from here on my own
But it’s so hard to let go

Chorus
The sun won’t shine since you went away
Seems like the rain’s falling every day
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
But that’s the way it’s gotta be, ‘til I get over you…
bored ()
Saturday was yet another boring day. Spent my day at home. Intended to head to Ikea but well, I sorta fall asleep. A day at home allowed me to sort out my thoughts. Being thinking alot lately. Which was unhealthy but I shall not dwell too much on it since the past is already over. No use re-visting the memory lane. =))

I love Yumi as much as I love shitting.
I love Dominic as much as I love sitting on the toilet bowl.
I love Eddee as much as I love having the thought of shitting.

THIS IS SHIT.

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting TorTor and TiTi (stupid names I know but I love them all the same.)
Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting The duration of taking out the cam from the bag, on it, set the settings and take the pic took less than 5 seconds. This is what they call speed taking (I crapped about the speed taking). WOO. Congrats Dom, u've received the Speed Taking Cert! LOLS.
Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting And WHO ON EARTH can resist these two cutties?! Come on girls. Give me $84981498654878997 and I'll sell their numbers to you instead of snapping their pics secretly in or out of school. By the way they are Eddee and Dominic.


AWW. Went passed PCC yesterday when on my way to Sengkang. How I miss seeing Xianglong and his friends there and visiting the place during my sec4 days after each match of my schoolmates' interschool competition. Aww. Being long since I chatted with Mcken as well. Alright, I ain't a basketballer so I shall just shut up. But hello no one can resist HOT guys and I mean HOT guys playing basketball. Oh well except for the fact that Skaters are much more hotter right TARA?! WOOs. Skaters with their tappered jeans and skater shoes. Too cool to handle...
BOOS (Aug 26, 2006)
25th:

Headed back to school to help Abby and Yumi with the boards. Saw them and painted them. Had lunch and much laughters in the canteen. It was hilarious. I don't know why the f**k did we laughed so loud or, only myself. I enjoyed my every stay in school because there's always at least one good laugh. =)) Top-on-my-list was spotted then too. HAHAS. Another jackpot day. YAY!

Went to print shop and helped out abit more before going over to Bedok to meet SK. Went over to SengKang and collected my O's cert. Saw Delia Hoo in her car and Mdm Aliah at the stairs. No chance to meet Nazri and Yong though. And Zaidi, he was transferred to another school. Chatted with Uncle Bachok too. Never go back canteen to find my beloved Aunty from the drink stall.

Anways, went over to CP starbucks to slack. Waited for Jane then we went off to meet Karen. Bought food over at RM then headed to Kim's place to slack. Karen and I watched TV while the other 4 played tiles. Cyrus asked me wanted to go Happy and invited TWO of my other friends. Knowing my TWO other friends weren't free, I rejected his offer. Haha.

Slacked under void deck for awhile more before we went different directions. =))

PS: You made me smile after the long, hot and humid day. MISS
thanks (Aug 24, 2006)
Thanks to those who were worried about me. I'll be better soon. Don't worry.

The feeling of being unappreciated is not something anyone would want to feel. For all those things I've done for him. For all those sleepless nights I used to spend my time just listening to him whine. Those times that he entertained me through webcam. The time he spent my birthday with him. Those movies, dinners, forcing me to eat when I'm having gastric, starbucks session, me whining him to stop smoking and the times he pulled me back when I nearly got knocked down by a car. Those smses he sent me when I was sick. And the embarassment during V'day last year. Those times where he visited me when I was working in MS. Those phones calls when I received from him when he returned S'pore from overseas.

I'm thinking too much, way too much.

C'mon Fiona. Stop walking down the memory lane!



Something happy now.
Sat gonna go buy shirts for the 4 of us. "Got Milk." and "Got Milk?"
Two blacks, two whites. COOL. LOVES.

I can't wait for Wednesday. BBQ over at Yumi's. LOVES.
Yumi, Jacen, Sotong, Shahul, Ain, Aida, Dempster, Froggy, Son, Warren, Dom, Carmen. WOOS. How can I not love?

Fri Lecturers' Day. Would be damn busy for next week. Buying cakes, shifts for card signing. WOOS. LOVES!

TML TML! I MISS THEM!
=( ()
Few days ago, it was him. Today, it was yet, another him.
I don't understand why must I stress on such stuff.
I don't wanna think. But, I can't help it. I can't stop thinking about it.

One, who i went out with a no status date. Another, who i can't stop thinking about. It's all so wrong. Just so wrong. Stop asking me when i gonna get myself a boyfriend because I'm not gonna commit in any relationship. Guys are just there to inflict pain on me.

On top of that, I had so much to worry about. My work, though I might seemed not to care. I had to be there for my friends who needed me, listen to them whine and console them by a pat on their shoulders or tell them "Everythings gonna be alright". I'd said that for so many times this year that now, it dosen't seems to mean anything anymore. I'd had to act strong, always smiling simply because, I'm known for my smiles and I don't want to make my friends worry about me.

I remember that day, I sat outside the studio wanting some time for myself and thanks Jacen, he came and accompanied me. Just sitting beside me and said nothing. Thanks dude.

And thanks Yumi, little gesture and words from you really comfort me alot.

I know I can get over this little ordeal soon. I hope I can.

On the other hand, spent my time today with Dom, Ed and Yumi. Following that, went back to Cartel for cakes with Dom and Cherissa. How I miss those Cartel days. Seeing Ben, Jake, Homing, Joselyn and Weemui. I miss working there. I miss all the old crew. Ruth, Sherlyn, Mavis, Perlin and Cherissa. Aunty Swee Choon and her caring gesture like making crysanthemum tea for me when my nose bleeded. Homing who helped me do top up albeit he'd knocked off. Most importantly, I don't think that much when I worked there.

Hope Cherissa is getting on fine with some stuff.

Cheeriors People. Smiley Fiona will be back tomorrow.
sigh (Aug 22, 2006)
Still, I messaged him last night. And ya, there's no reply.
Either he was sleeping or he just didn't want to reply as I messaged him at 2+am.
Sighs. Alright. I accept my own fate.

Anyways, went over to Nick's place. His place is so EFFING BIG.
4 storey, 2 maids, 1 elevator. HELLO! I'm not kidding. There's an elevator in his house! Like DUHS. 3 electric guitars, 1 drum set, 2 acoustic guitars, alot amplifiers, don't know how many mixers. WOOS. I SO LOVE HIS PLACE!

Had another Nickalot session. We recorded "Here Without You". Not very professional but it's nice okies!




Becoming Royston (Aug 21, 2006)
Just finished watching the 5 webisode of Becoming Royston starring Alvin Neo. It was great. Singapore films are making big. With Jack Neo and his award winning films, Royston Tan together with Nicholas and Randy are making Singapore's films big too. "Becoming Royston" is one film done by them. "I'll Live A Day For You" is another film done by them. Haven't watch it yet though.

Guys, can catch the 5 webisode of Becoming Royston at
www.becomingroyston.com

Anyways, did our Audio Production today. It dragged from 10am all the way to 3+pm. But, we're happy with the outcome product. It sounded like some old man singing with a bunch of kids. Not that bad after we blended the old man's voice which is Dom's voice together with ours. Opps =x

Made some minor changes to my layout. I still love the simplicity. Hehs.

Aww. Can't wait for later to arrive faster. I so miss them. Being about 3 to 4 days since I heard those familiar laughters we always have in class. Aww. MISSES! It all started since Block ONE. Since Mama Tia's first lesson. Since the museum trip on the 2nd day of school. Since those staying over in the studio till 11 at night. Since witches, skulls and mushrooms became our famous artpiece. Since cheesepies, fucktards and bloody basket. Since from strangers to friends to good friends to best friends to family. I love them like how much I love shitting and how much Yumi loves Johnny Depp and how much Ain loves Tommy Lee and how much Froggy loves drawing and how much Jacen love skull and how much Son love singing and how much Aida love modelling and how much Sotong love being hardworking and how much Warren love Fransics and how much Shahul love dragonboating and how much Dempster love Manga. Not forgetting my two gorgeous, handsome, hot, make-girls-wet-and-horny Dominic and Eddee. And also my dear Design Studies Club fellow members. *Loves Loves*

This is how much I love Temasek Design School. How much I love my Poly friends and how much I love Moving Images. I'll be the next Royston Tan. I will, I will be the next film maker of Singapore..

Not forgetting my dear ladies! Friday!! =))
misses (Aug 20, 2006)
I'm starting to miss buddy and his random calls to disturb me and also to catch up. Wonder how is he doing with his upcoming JC exams. Wonder has he hook up any girls or still with that kuku bitch. Wonder how is he doing with his soccer life. Just wondering how is he with his life. Last phone call with him was during WC'06. Aww.

I miss Joseph who's studying in Brisbane now. Wonder what he has been doing with his room mate. LOLS. He hasn't call me for a long time and he hasn't being coming online often. Joshua going over to Brisbane soon to visit him. Aww. How I wish I could join them over there. BOOOOOS.

I miss Huili and Meixian who I haven't been seeing for a superrr longgg time too. Wonder how's their job going as well. I can't wait for CNY to arrive so I could see the whole lot of them again.

And, I miss HIM more than ever now. Being sucha long time since he MIA-ed from me. Although the MSN conversation that night did allow us to catch up abit but well, it has been about 1/2 a year since I last saw him. Well, maybe I should just ring him up. But well, I don't want to. Hope his attachement is going well for him.
crouch potato ()
Spent my Saturday at home being a crouch potato. Loaned 4 story books from school library the other day. One of it was Bondmaid by Catherine Lim. I think I've read the book for more than 3 times but still, I just have to read it again when I came across it on the shelves.

Watched Eight Below as well. I know I'm being a little out dated here. It's a nice show. A touching one indeed. Husky and Malamutes are just so cute la. It's expensive to have them as well. BOOS. Why did my Bro bought two Boxers in Thailand and not two Huskies? But well, Husky would probably suffer in the temperature of Thailand.

Organising a class BBQ with Jacen right now. Woos. Tues crashing Son's place. Can go play with his drums! Mon got badminton session after meeting.
just another day (Aug 19, 2006)
Block 4 came to an end on Thurs after the final presetation for Ideation One. As much as I wanted it to end, I didn't want it to end. Those laughters in class, I will miss. C'mon Fiona, you're not graduating. But I'll definitely miss the 10 of them. Hopefully, we'll still be in the same class in Sem2.

Returned from TPSU AGM. Personally I felt that it was a blast with overwhelming support from over the school. It was heartwarming to see how the sub-comm celebrated Terence's birthday. Chatted with some of the TPSU main comm and BSC peeps. Would really like to help out in BSC's sub-comm camp. I miss camp! Those OEI cheer just now made both Yumi and I miss our Orientation camp days. Found some new random jackpots but oh well, the 2nd up on my list wasn't there.

Anyway, had dinner over at Angkeong after that. Sat there watched Abby and Tara eat their porridge and we discussed about some DSC matters. I seriously hope all DSC projects would be successful. Right now, am doing another project together with Abby and hope it'll turn out to be a blast. Up next, Lecturers Day. Doing the song recording on Mon. Can't wait. Can learn in advance for Year 2 too! HehHeh.

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Just tell me, how can I not love her. I think I'll probably be dead by now without her in class man.


I'm starting to miss you all over again. Since the day you MIA-ed...